Tuesday, December 27, 2005

   Woohooo!!
Xmas is finally over!! well it wasnt that bad i must admit although im sure the alcohol helped with that!! i got a new hairdyer!! yay! and i got about 25 books could b more, a moody cow t-shirt, pink fluffy slippers! and a wallace and gromit modelling kit! and the usual other junk. wanted 2 go shoppin 2day but i didnt get up til midday cuz i was so tired stayed up most of the night playin pontoon and i won but we were playin with poker chips so i didnt actually make any money but o well!! i shall probably txt my miserable friends 2moro and try and drag someone round the sales with me. *yawn* so bored maybe ill go read...
*steps back into the shadows*
Aria
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Saturday, December 24, 2005

   Blah Humbug and Merry Christmas!
Heyaz all well here we go again i hate xmas its so annoying!! everyones so damn happy! i was crying earlier for no reason what-so-ever other than the fact im so alone and the thing is i want to be but i hate it so much! argh y do i have 2 b so confusing!! i really do my head in. wanted 2 go out with some mates 2night but they all said no - miserable sods. went 2 c the lion, the witch and the wardrobe last night was pretty kool film but I SAW THE TRAILER FOR PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN 2 DEAD MANS CHEST!!! YAY!!! cant wait till summer when it comes out the 1st 1 was such a lush film i went totally obsessed with it and the nxt 1 looks so kool and totally random!! anyway i think uve had enough of my inconstant rambling so ill leave u with a merry christmas!
*steps back into the shadows*
Aria
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Thursday, December 22, 2005

   so...
So whats new 2day. i broke up with my bf jus cant stop thinking of my ex and i kno its not fair on mike 2 b with him. tryin 2 get in the xmas spirit with crappy old xmas music. so i guess it will b another lonely xmas but i get on betta with my family these days so it should b ok. got my work xmas lunch 2moro not really lookin 4ward 2 it i feel like such an outsider like i dont really belong. its weird i actually want to be alone and yet i hate it. wish my mind would sort itself out its really annoying. well Merry Christmas everyone hope all goes well!
*steps back into the shadows*
Aria
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

   Heya
Soz if i scared everyone off with that blood-sucking comment!! lol im not a vampire nor do i think im one i jus have vampiric tendancies to suck blood - that and it tastes nice lol! anyways ive got a new bf woohooo i wont b lonely this xmas!! im at work but theres nothing much doin so i thought id check out myo seein as i didnt yesterday (was out with Mike) i cant believe its nearly xmas it really doesnt feel like it at all! gotta start thinkin what 2 get my mother for her birthday cuz its like jan 2nd - damn annoying! o well its lunchtime soon yay i get 2 c Mike!! ^_^ ok ive rambled enough now ill cyaz later!! o one more thing... na jk!
*steps back into the shadows*
Aria


"Happiness can subside, but frustration never
lets go"

You have been awfully mistreated in your life by
your fellow peers and/or family, and feel a
growing frustration towards your life and your
inability to do anything about it. Since no one
has ever really been there for you, you bottle
most things inside. And that is quite a lot of
pain bottled up too. Deep inside you yearn for
many things; feelings for affinity, for the
world to improve, for people to stop being
judgemental amongst other things. Yet your hope
in improvement is very low, and believe you
only have the power over yourself. When you are
in larger crowds you tend to get irritated by
the prescence of others, so you keep to
yourself. Those who know you are probably aware
of the hate you carry, but you rarely do
anything about it.


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Sunday, December 18, 2005

   Heya
How u all? im good got lotsa sleep last night!! goin down the pub 2night lol! should b fun i kno about 3 ppl thats goin!! been ova D's all day watching the miracle that is sky tv!! in a really gd mood 2day could have somethin 2 do with talkin 2 Mike but shhh! he was thinking about me 2day cuz he cut himself in work and i wasnt there 2 suck his blood!! -_-
*steps back into the shadows*
Aria
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Saturday, December 17, 2005

   Heya
Hey this weekend has been soooo fab! went 2 Luke's party last night was so funny i drank far 2 much and was rambling on about how the crows r stalking me and Mike was goin on bout how dying is bad for ur health!! he was on about a game but nvm i jus couldnt stop laughin! couldnt get 2 sleep until anout 4am only 2 b woken up about 6am by Luke poking me and then he wouldnt let me and Mike go back 2 sleep cuz he was bored then when i couldnt go back 2 sleep anyway cuz i was so awake he went to sleep!! lol anyway... went into town 2day so Luke could do sum xmas shoppin and i couldnt resist the 2nd dvd of DNAngel o how i love that anime!! anyways think thats enough rambling from me - watch out for the crows!
*steps back into the shadows*
Aria
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Monday, December 12, 2005

   Hey
Heya not much 2 say got all my xmas shoppin done and spent a fortune. bought myself a blind guardian cd ^_^ and i melted my hairdrier!!
*steps back into the shadows*
Aria
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Thursday, December 8, 2005

   Gee i guess my poem turned all ur fingers 2 stone so u couldnt tell me how crap it was - thanks all!
*steps back into the shadows*
Aria


You commited suicide. I don't know why but the
world was just getting to be to much for you.
You felt as if even the people that sincerly
wanted to help you were only making things
worse. But now you're back because you have a
mission to fufill that you never got to finish
before. So don't give up, you're here for a
reason that you don't know about yet.


How did you die in your past life? (for everyone)
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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

   Blah Humbug!
I hate christmas cards!!

heres a new poem!! please tell me what u think!

Medusa

I look into my mirror,
I see only me, my beauty.
I smile when they look at me,
I flick my hair, show off.
They long for my attention,
I live for theirs.
The Narcissus flowers watch the lake,
I’m not one of them.
I don’t need to look at myself,
Everyone talks about me, my beauty.

They are jealous of me,
They talk behind my back.
I will make them see my power,
My beauty: my strength.
I stare at them as they stared at me,
They stop talking.

I’ve lost my mirror,
My admirers are gone.
They stared or they ran,
Those who stayed don’t talk.
Their tongues turned to stone,
My beauty: breathtaking.
All day they stare, always there,
But I am alone.

*steps back into the shadows*
Aria
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Monday, December 5, 2005

   Heya
So here i am at work again - no im not supposed 2 be working im on my lunch break!! its been quite a gd day 2day - im actually doing stuff!! lol its scary i actually like work! ive been doing nothin 4 way 2 long. yay!! Lyn jus gave me more work!! i kno its sad!! we're movin the office around 2day its funny i was tryin 2 take some stuff off a shelf 2 put on another 1 but i couldnt reach cuz im so short even tho im wearing heels - how embarrassing!! o well ill live.
*steps back into the shadows*
Aria
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