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Saturday, October 22, 2005


alone
shame they dont have a crying mood thing. would suit me at the mo. i feel alone so i push people away and i feel more alone. i just dont know what i can do. i kno i need a job im flat broke but i dont want to meet new people for fear they wont like me. but all the people that try 2 help me i shout at and push away. a friend told me i need 2 grow up and i shouted at him well kinda cuz it was online but its true. i take everything so seriously and dont do anything about it. im trying to change my attitude but i just keep slipping back into my old self who i hate. i knew it would be hard but i dont kno if its worth it all. all i can do is cry, i cant even write at the moment im just so confused. well if u took the time 2 read this then thanks
*steps back into the shadows*
Aria

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