Monday, March 20, 2006

   Something
15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

A Minute: They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
Take the time ... to live and love.


I love you all! *hugs*

~Uo-chan
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Sunday, March 19, 2006

   Alrightly then....
Well last tuesday was my B-day for those of you who didn't know. I had a mostly uneventful night except at about........6:30. A really good friend of mine, charile, brought me a dozen roses. 11 white and 1 red, with it a note that said: "for the girl who stands out in a crowd, I love you, Charlie" I about died! *falls on floor remembering the Kawiiness of it* OH! for those of you who I didn't tell, me and Charlie are kinda going out. When I say kinda I mean cuz I'm not all the way over Enki yet and I really don't like Charlie that way. Well I do but not really a lot.

Last night was Prom, but I didn't go cuz I didn't get asked cuz Enki was a *insert colorful language* and didn't take me when he promised he would, even after we broke up he said "I promise I'll still take you to prom" GRR! Any way, Charlie took me to Olive Garden which is like, one of the best resteraunts in the WHOLE world, anyway, after that he took me to a club-like thing that 16 year olds could get into. We danced and OMG He can dance! *dies* he's SO good! *squee* we did the Salsa and the Cha Cha *wistful sigh* then we went for Ice Cream, that was when it got a little bit akward. He kept trying to hold my hand and he would rub my leg, which actually didn't bother me, it was when he tied to kiss me before we left the paking lot. Gah! I was NOT ready for that. o.O We didn't kiss cuz I told him I wasn't ready yet. *sigh* Any way that was my somewhat eventful life since I last updated. *looks* lets see......1 comment. Sad. PLEASE! I need more that 1 person to comment! I have 37 GB signiatures and only 3 people comment regualarly! *cries* anyway I need to go now. Evil homework. See ya all around!

~Uo-chan
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Thursday, March 2, 2006

   Also...
*GLOMPS EVERYONE* THANK YOU ALL! I FELT REALLY BAD AFTER ENKI BREAKING UP WITH ME, BUT READING YOU COMMENTS MADE ME FEEL A LOT BETTER. YOUR ADVICE HELPED TOO. *HUGS* THANKS A BUNCH!

later
~Uo-chan
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   Long Time No See *small smile*
Wow. Its been a while. I'm sorry. I've just been so busy. I'm failing.....4 of my classes and I've been doing a TON of make-up work. *sigh* Not much has been going on. I've decied to stay friends with Enki, but its hard. Every time I see him, I die inside. I want things to go back to the way they were, but I know that they won't ever. Anyway, enough complaning. In just 13 days I turn 16! *jumps for joy* I get my Driver's license ^.^ and I'm having a party. It was supposed to be a suprise party, but I kept on bugging my parents for one so they just let me have it. ^.^ I can be a little annoying at times *sheepish grin*.

In my English class we are reading To Kill a Mockingbird. Its a VERY good book. If I could have read it on my own time, when I wanted to, I would enjoy it even more. I've already seen the play twice, and the movie once, so I already know what happens, but I love it. I'm........7 chapters ahead of my class. ^.^ I just finished reading the Court room scene. *sigh* It's so sad. Tom didn't deserve to have have that happen to him. *cries* I feel so bad. I want to go into the book and change it, but I can't so yeah. If you haven't read it, I suggest that you do. Its very good.

Jr. Prom is on March 18th. 4 days after my B-day so that means I can go....If anyone askes me. Enki promised me he would take me...3 days after we broke up. But he's thinking about asking someone from his work. Bonnie, I think her name is. *sigh* Its really not fair, but it shouldn't matter seems how he's broken almost all the promises he's made to me before. I'm complaining again. Sorry. Anyway, I have to go now. My brother needs the computer. *sigh* So tired. I'll see ya all around Ya?

~Uo-chan

p.s. I did a fan art so check it out and let me know what you think of it.
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Saturday, January 28, 2006

   saddness
My life is really horrible right now. Enki broke up with me on Wensday. TT.TT I can't decide weither to slip into depression or rip his heart out. I'm listening to a really fitting song right now. Behind these hazel eyes by Kelly Clarkson. He said that we would still be friends like we were before, but he doesn't understand that its hard to let go of someone when your that close to them. When they are the only person that you can see. I'll still be his friend, but its hard to act normal around him. He knows everything about my Dark past. He knows all my secrets. He could easily destroy me. I hate myself because I gave him my heart freely when I'm not a very trusting person. Its hard for me to let people in. I gave him my heart and he shattered it. I can't stand what I did and I can't make up my mind. Try to forget him(which is impossable) and move on or try to win him back. Help me. I can't decied and I really need some advice. I hardly ask for advice, but I need now more then ever. Please.


~Uo-chan
I wrote this in Spanish after He broke up with me....It seems fitting

I want to feel the cool Dark, like daggers of Ice shooting my heart, like a hand with claws of Fire tearing at my insides, like snakes of freezing Water crawling over my skin leaving nothing in their wake. Like the Darkness that is consuming me. Leaving no trace of the light. Dark Ice that covers the tears and scares you made on my heart.
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Thursday, December 29, 2005

   ...what to put for the subject...?
Hey everyone. How are you all doing? I've had a lot of friends ask me what I got for Christmas so heres my list of things: a new stereo(which I've wanted for a very long time), a microfiber pillow(its purple), Ella Enchanted, A Cinderella Story, Lost season 1(I'm a major fan^.~), Inu-Yasha tv season 1, Fruba vol. 9-11 and thats about it.
Oh yeah, Enki gave me a teddy bear thats super soft, great smelling lotion called: Plumeria, an amazing necklace that has feathers on it(not real ones) and Hershey's kisses. ^.^ YAY *dances around*

Over this holiday brake, I went to the mall twice. Tuesday from 8-9 pm and then wensday morning from 11-1:45. It was so much fun my friend Kenny(who just set up her MyO user name^.^) kidnapped me and Enki and thats what we did. It was a lot of fun and I tried on this Amazing black prom dress. I love it! If I had a pic I'd put it up on here but I don't. then we went to Luv Sacks. That store is so much fun we just sat in there for the better part of an hour. It was a lot of fun.

I went out driving with my instructor for Drivers Ed today. I was a little freaked out but just because my instructor is the size of Mt. Everest. He's the football coach...or at least I think he is....Is he? His name is Coach Gross. Ankoku should know...*runs off to get and ask Ankoku* Ankoku! Where are you!?!

Well I gotta go do Geometry homework...@.@ I still have a lot of work to make up...

~Uo-chan~
I am broken, and there is only one who can fix my heart...


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Thursday, December 22, 2005

   sigh
I've had a really bad week. I've been sick and I'm afraid that I gave it to Hana-chan. *hugs* I'm sorry Hana-chan! But other then me being sick I've had a week full of nonstop homework. Gah! I'm going to die under it all *dodges a stack of falling books and papers* so much....@.@

My school had a Candle Light Christmas performance on Monday and Tuesday. I went to it on Tuesday. Even though I didn't see any of it but the beginging number and the closing numbers....cuz Enki was there...It was really good. Some of my friends were in it and they did really good YAY! *Glomps friends that were in it*. My friend, Shippo, lost her coat there. It had her wallet and her keys in it. She still can't find it. She feels really sad about it so make a Christmas Wish that she will find it *makes a silent wish*

Yesterday was the Anime Culb party at school. It was so much fun. I played DDR with Ankoku. I beat her which was amazing...that never happens. I ate so much Asian food that I got a tummy ache. It was a lot of fun though. I also got to ditch on an Assmebley yesterday as well. No one in our group went to it. Me, Enki, and Ankoku went into the room where Anime Club meets and hung out there till it was over. Ankoku was feeling bad and me and Enki wouldn't leave her alone (sorry Ankoku) but we were trying to get her to laugh and we finally succeded. It was a lot of fun.

I just realized that I still need to go get my family their Christmas presents...Crap....Oh well I'll do that later. I hope that you all have a Very Merry Holiday Season. *hugs* I love all of you ^.^


~Uo-chan
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Friday, December 16, 2005

   Gah! I can never think of what to put for the title...
YAY!!! Its almost Christmas!!! I love the holiday season ^.^ I got all my friends bracelets with their nicknames on them. Except for Enki. I still got him a bracelet but I also got him a teddy bear with a red ribbon with hearts tied around its neck. ^.^ He loved it. He kissed me when I gave it to him...*sigh*...Sorry I'm going off into my own little world.

My brother is letting me watch this really cool anime called Haibane Renmei which means charcol feathers. Its really cool*dances around* I love that anime. Theres this really cool girl named Reki on there. I'm officaly nicknamed after her (or so my brother and 5 of my friends say...)so yea...that makes me happy cuz I love her. She's so cool.

Diffrent thing now....I have to do a project for Psycology(which I didn't do last week and I didn't bring the stuff home with me so I can't do it this week end even if I wanted to...)and for English...some stupid Interview with the author. It's on the book The Pigman by Paul Zindel. Its a very, very, very, very boring book. I read it in less then an hour...My class took about....half the quarter to read it...sad..I'm stuck with a bunch of Idiots in my class.

And there is my rambling for the day. It would have been longer, but I can't stay on the comptuer...my brother's getting mad at me. It would seem as though he wanted to get on or something...I shall ramble on more later. Till then, Fare thee well.


~Uo-chan
p.s. whoa...I used Old English...

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Sunday, December 11, 2005

   ...

You cry because you have had your heart broken by
someone you loved. This has made you vow not to
be hurt like that ever again and you have
become distant so that it never will. Because
of this you feel sad and lonely. You cry tears
of emptyness. You dream of being loved and
cared for. To find someone who will take the
pain away, to understand you. But it can't
happen if your scared of being hurt.


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Thursday, December 1, 2005

   gah...
Neh...Its not been a good day (*cies* I only had one comment on my last post...if thats not pathetic, I don't know what is)...everything that could go wrong, went wrong...I forgot my Math test, I didn't do my homework for World Civ. and Spanish, I forgot to write my paper for Psycology....GAH!!!!*runs around like a chicken w/its head cut off* My mom is pissed off at me again for some reason and I just had a fight with my best friend
TT.TT...sometimes life's not fair...but somehow...I make it through...Its amazing...

Sorry. Now that that is out of the way...How as everyone's week been going? Mine has been just "great" I've had to get 2 huge projects ready, write a 10 page short story for English and I get to start the big project in English tomorrow...sorry I went back to complaining...On a good note..my brother just bought me $893 worth of clothes and Enki fell asleep on me this morning...speaking of which , Hana-chan, what are you going to do with those pics you took with your phone?(apperently the pics are so very Kawii...I wouldn't know, I just know that Hana-chan took two pics of Enki asleep on me...I want to see them...) I curious as to wonder what your going to do with them...
sorry it was a short post but I gotta go and make up a bunch of homework. Talk to ya latters ^.~

~Uo-chan
p.s. Hana, you better not blackmail me with those pics...
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