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Saturday, January 28, 2006

   saddness
My life is really horrible right now. Enki broke up with me on Wensday. TT.TT I can't decide weither to slip into depression or rip his heart out. I'm listening to a really fitting song right now. Behind these hazel eyes by Kelly Clarkson. He said that we would still be friends like we were before, but he doesn't understand that its hard to let go of someone when your that close to them. When they are the only person that you can see. I'll still be his friend, but its hard to act normal around him. He knows everything about my Dark past. He knows all my secrets. He could easily destroy me. I hate myself because I gave him my heart freely when I'm not a very trusting person. Its hard for me to let people in. I gave him my heart and he shattered it. I can't stand what I did and I can't make up my mind. Try to forget him(which is impossable) and move on or try to win him back. Help me. I can't decied and I really need some advice. I hardly ask for advice, but I need now more then ever. Please.


~Uo-chan
I wrote this in Spanish after He broke up with me....It seems fitting

I want to feel the cool Dark, like daggers of Ice shooting my heart, like a hand with claws of Fire tearing at my insides, like snakes of freezing Water crawling over my skin leaving nothing in their wake. Like the Darkness that is consuming me. Leaving no trace of the light. Dark Ice that covers the tears and scares you made on my heart.
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