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Friday, May 5, 2006
Sorry, but 'twill be depressing this post but please read it....
sorry it's taken me a while to post again. A lot has happend. I had a horrible week last week. On wensday, Charlie....he was killed in a boating accident while he was in Afica. His dad said that he was caught in the undertoe...TT.TT I can't seem to stop crying. He must have been in a lot of pain and I wasn't there. I'm tring my hardest to stay happy for my friends. They don't like it when I'm sad, but I can't help it. I also think I will give up on Love. Everyone I've gotten close to like that...well....something always seems to go wrong. I wrote a poem that I'm going to e-mail to his dad to have Him read it at Charlie's funeral. I'll post it later. I don't it with me. I'm at a friend's house and I left it at my home. Some of my friends said that it was really good, but I don't seem to agree. I'm also really sad that his dad decided to have the funeral there, in Africa. Charlie loved Africa, so his dad decided to keep him there. I'm thinking of making a memorial here, so I can still visit him and talk to him. I'm sorry if this post is really depressing. I need to go now. My friend needs me.
~Uo-chan
I know that there are a lot of quotes today but they are all for Charlie. So please read them, and even if you didn't know him, hold him in your hearts and pray that he found peace. So here are the quotes:
We don't know how much something means, until we lose it.
I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh. But I never knew that looking back on the laughs would make me cry.
Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again... skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts!
I wish dreams became wishes and wishes came true, because in my dreams I am always with you.
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but it is most painful when you love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how you feel.
A million words wouldn't bring you back, I now because I've tried. Neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried. ((my favorite))
If you love someone, put their name in a circle and not a heart. A heart can be broken, but a circle goes on forever.
Sometimes I wish I had never met you, because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you.
If I would have one last kiss, I wouldn't take it unless it'd never end because that would mean losing you again.
I'm tired of trying, I'm tired of crying. I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying.
Goodbye is the hardest thing to say because you have to walk away with a memory, and memories fade.
I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I feel, and still you wouldn't understand. So now I leave without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground.
Never give up if you still wanna try, never wipe away your tears if you still wanna cry. Never say yes if you really mean no, never say you don't love him if you can't let him go.
When I saw you, I was afraid to meet you. When I met you, I was afraid to know you. When I knew you, I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you.
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