Wednesday, November 7, 2007

   Ladies and Awards Night
Last night was the Ladies and Awards night for my lodge and it went really well! ^_^ Irish was dressed up and was very, very beautiful! ^_^ I'm so lucky to have her! She put up with me walking off and mingling, lol. I've got papers I need to write ... *sigh* I have to go to the field the 16-18 of this month. Hopefully, I'll get to ride in a blackhawk! ^_^ I really hope that I pass the FTX ... I don't need to get poor grades 'cause then I won't have a decent GPA. I need to look over battle drills and writing OPORDs and Land Nav stuff.

Irish I love you oh so very much and hope that you have a wonderful day! Acrocanis, thanks for the comment, was nice hearing from you! Hope that all is going well with you! ^_^
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Monday, October 29, 2007

   Update
It's cold out! The high for the day is 65.

PT was okay this morning, it went a lot better than normal!

Not looking forward to this week but I am looking forward to Halloween! ^_^

Need to go to class now. Laters.

Love you Irish!
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

   Ever Seen a Zombie with Carple-Tunnel?!?!?!?!
You have now! ~_~* It's 2:41 in the morning and I've been up since 5:00 yesterday morn.' ~_~* I've been working on a paper the last six hours. It has to be at least fifteen pages in length ... I've gotten almost nine done so far ... it's due today at 10:45 to the prof's e-mail-box. Hard copy is due at 12:30. I'm so dead right now ...

My hands / fingers / wrists hurt so bad ... *sigh* Hopefully this'll teach me not to wait 'til the last minute ... again. :-P I have a three-ish page paper due tomorrow (Wednesday) for my Japanese 350 class ... it's a mid-term so I kinda need to do it and turn it in on time. Then ... guess what!? ~_~* On Thursday I have to e-mail a rough draft to my entire History 300 class. ~_~* I have about six pages done for that and I need about ... oh I don't know nine more! Okay ... not exactly. That's what would be preferred. I doubt it'll be the full fifteen though. I need to make some corrections to my proposal and then add some stuff and hopefully it'll be okay. *crosses fingers* I just want to grab Irish and throw her in my bed and fall asleep with her in my arms, curled up against me. *sigh* What I wouldn't give ... I did get to see her last night for a little bit. She made dinner and it was scrum-diddly-umptious! ^_^

Well, need to get back to the slave labor now ... yup ... I'm a masochist! :-P

WOLFIE
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

   Life is Swell
I was able to go to my brother's wedding this past weekend and Irish and my little brother went with me. It was great! ^_^ I've got time to kill before my next class so I figured I'd update since Irish did ... even though she didn't comment my last one, lol.

Classes suck but what else is new? Fall break starts tomorrow! I get to sleep in and work on papers that are due soon! Yay for papers! I need to finish watching Outlaw Star and find some other anime to watch.

Well, I have other things to do, laters. Oh and I might go to a party tomorrow night ... *gasp*

WOLFIE
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Sunday, September 30, 2007

   Tired and Wanting to Curl Up and Go to Sleep
I just want to curl up with Irish and go to sleep! I've got a lot of work to do for school. *sigh* Well, I'm off to bed now. I love you so much Irish and I can't wait to see you and head to Trivia Night! ^_^
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

   Today ...
Today is going well so far. I made it through PT and I made it to class on time. I get to go watch a Japanese movie at 1:25 and I'm looking forward to it.

I can't wait to see Irish tonight! She's not having such a good day so hopefully I'll be able to cheer her up or make her feel better. Maybe make her a cup of tea or give her a massage to get rid of some of that stress.

I've got a lot of catching up to do for my classes ... the history books are just so boring, lol.

Laters ...
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

   Quick Question
[rant]

Is suicide for weaklings or the ones strong enough to actually go through with it? Is it the easy way out or the only way out of misery? Would it be easier on everyone do just do it? Would loved ones have easier and less miserable lives if I weren't around?

The pain they would feel would go away eventually right? It would be worth them being happy most of the time instead of miserable all of the time? One less mouth to feed, one less person to worry about getting hurt or hurting you ...

What's so great about life and why do people fear death or see it as evil. Would nothingness be better than the roller coaster of life? Going from happiness to misery over and over and over again?

Most of the time I think that going through all of this pain makes life worth it. I know that if I can make it through this pain then I can make it through anything! But it's so hard when it seems like I'm the only one willing to put up with it and forge ahead. It's hard when it seems like I'm the only one willing to sacrifice things for the team ...

Part of me just wants to go to sleep and never wake up again ... and part of me wants to keep going and see certain things come about. Things like getting married, having kinder and raising them as best as I can with the help of the one I love. To give the Army a shot and see how long I stay in and what I do afterwards. To see how many people I can impact in a positive way. To see how many troubled and broken people I can help. But part of me wants to end all the pain ... physical and mental / emotional. Part of me wants to make it all go away so I don't have to go through it anymore.

It seems I have a conflict of interest ... I don't want to lose the one I love but she flip-flops on whether or not she wants to be with me. One of these days she's going to end things and then I'll have nothing because she doesn't date people more than once. Once it's over, it's over. I don't want that. I'll be nothing more than an empty shell. My life will have no purpose, no direction. I won't care anymore. I'll probably spend my entire remaining life in the Army ... alone ...

[/rant]
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Friday, August 17, 2007

   As of Late ...
I've been getting into spats left and right with the one I love and I'm trying not to.

It's hard when you say something and want feedback and get nothing. I'm not trying to be negative about it. If that's how it will be then there's nothing I can do about it.

Work sucks ... life is on the up ... school is about to start ... books are expensive and I haven't come close to getting all the ones I need. ...

*sigh*

I love you Irish and I hope that you have a wonderful day!
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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

   I'm so Tired ...
My body hurts and I'm tired. I'm going to finish my cream soda and then go to bed. It's later than I wanted but I get to sleep in a bit.

I love you Irish and hope that you have a better day tomorrow! ... err today rather ... lol. Love you! @}-`-,----
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Friday, July 20, 2007

   Yay ... Sorta ...
I had to work yesterday and that sucked hard ...

I have to work today from 1-6 and it'll probably suck just as hard. :(

I got into a spat with Irish and that left me feeling alone and depressed ...

The only good things that really happened were getting to see Irish and spending a bit o' time with her and then getting my new (first) pipe and stuff accompanying it. ^_^

Love you Irish and I'm sorry 'bout last night.

@}-`-,----
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