Friday, July 13, 2007

   Sigh ... I need ...
I need a hug ... I need to be held ... I need to go to sleep ... I wish I could be held while I sleep ...

Just needed to rant where very few people would see, lol ... thanks for listening. laters ...
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Saturday, June 30, 2007

   *sigh*
Went bar hopping with Irish and some friends last night, it was rather amusing ... then it stormed for a bit ... okay more like mass storm for the whole evening ... lol.

Hope that you had fun Irish!

Well, I've been up for a while after talking to an old friend. I decided to play a bit o' Diablo 2 LOD and "a bit" turned into me lvling from 7 to 21 ... lol. Am currently at the beginning of Act 3 but will cow for a bit.

Am going to crash now ... just thought I'd mention that I am currently starting to get into the Cyberpunk subgenre of Science Fiction. That being said ... "Neuromancer" by William Gibson is a rather good book! ^_^ Next I'll be reading "Snow Crash" by Neal Stephenson.

Laters ... crash time ...
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Saturday, June 23, 2007

   *sigh*
I had one of the most exciting evenings that I've had in a while last night. I was able to spend the evening with the one I love and apparently managed to dose off for a bit. I say I didn't but even if I did, waking up next to her was awesome. I missed re-watching Bruce Lee's Fist of Fury though. I "woke up" as it was ending.

Didn't get much sleep and I have work today. I've got coffee now and food in the microwave. I guess that's it for now. I've recently bought some new books, joined two different Message boards / Forums and am glad I did. I've watched about 30 minutes of Vincent Price's House on Haunted Hill before the damn computer messed up! ~_~*

WOLFIE
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Saturday, June 9, 2007

   My head ...
Hurts like a mother f#$#er. :(

I need a hug and I need someone to tell me to shut up and listen for a change without giving feedback ... :(
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Thursday, June 7, 2007

   *sigh*
Haven't had much sleep ... need to get to bed ...

Have to be able to think clearly tonight and need to be coherent enough to drive ...

I have a date this Friday with a very beautiful and funny girl! ^_^ I can't wait! ^_^

Love you Irish! @}--`,---

WOLFIE
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Sunday, May 27, 2007

   Yay
I was raised to the sublime degree of Master Mason on the 24th! ^_^ Got my ring from a friend on Friday.

Irish is home ... I haven't seen her yet but I will be seeing her today. ^_^

That's about it ...

WOLFIE
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

   Life Sucks ...
So does running from problems ... yeah ... I'm tired of running ... I'm running out of time anyway ... what's done is done and what will be done will be done. There's nothing I can do to change the way I feel and there's nothing that will change my mind as to what I want.

If I can't have someone that's faithful to me and someone that I can trust then I need to find someone that has those requirements!

Are you that person? I really hope that you are! We shall see when the time comes. 'til then, I love you and hope that you have a wonderful week and a lovely weekend!
@}--`,---

WOLFIE
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Monday, April 30, 2007

   The Semester Closes...
The semester is drawing to a close. Today is the "official" last day of classes. Exams start Wednesday and I have my psych exam then.

Have my ROTC exam on Thursday and the rest of my 'exams' are next week.

Less than a month and Irish will be home again!

The 24th I will stand proficiency for my MM degree. I'll be standing proficiency (MM proficiency, not FC) two weeks later on the business day. I'm thinking of taking my coaches and the other two brothers out to lunch or something.

Well, I guess that's it for now.

I LOVE YOU IRISH AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO COME HOME TO ME!

WOLFIE
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Friday, April 20, 2007

   Help!
I'm drowning again ... I'm sinking in my own depression and I don't want to, lol. Yeah, that's right folks. For once I don't want to be depressed. I've realized that I hate the empty feeling I get. I'm not sure if it's because I was happy for so long or what. I just know that I've been depressed this whole week and it's started to bug me.

I woke up yesterday wanting to stab myself in the leg ...

I'm still depressed as of today. I think it's a bunch of things at once that's getting me down again.

Irish, I'll respond to that e-mail when I respond, it's one of the reasons I'm down and I don't want to mull over the e-mail at the moment. Just be patient and you'll get a response when I'm up to reading through and thinking about what's in it. Right now I have too much stuff on my mind and it's bogging me down.

I LOVE YOU AND HOPE THAT YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND! *hugs, kisses, and missing you*

WOLFIE
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Monday, April 9, 2007

   Update On Life and All It's Intricacies
Well, things are a lot better between Irish and myself! I thank God for that! I nearly lost her and that would really have sucked major balls!

School is going somewhat ok I guess. I have 2 papers due on the 16th and I'm going to Charlotte this weekend for a BDSM convention so I'll have to take my laptop so I can work on papers. :(

I have a major project due the 18th. :(

Yeah, this month is going to suck school-wise.

I got my collar and wristbands so I'm happy! Took long enough! ~_~* I might try to order one for a friend that wants to steal mine, lol.

But yeah, I guess that's it. I'm going to go find food and whatnot before my next class.

I Love You and Miss You VERY MUCH Irish! *hugs, kisses, and thoughts of you*

WOLFIE
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