Thursday, February 17, 2005

Hey peeps! Thanks for the comments....u love me u really do love me...thank you so much...hey serenity! You site's lookin good! anyway...not much hw...oh yeah i have the damn current event...GRRRRRRR! i'll post another poem tomorrow...i would post it today but its in my notebook and that's at school...oops...the one i'll post tomorrw is shorter than the last on i posted so hopefully more people will read it...these poems that i am posting are for an english project and so i just hope their good enough to get an A with...lol...anyway, just wnated some positive reinforcement...nothing much happened today....hey u guys that luv me sooooooo much...can u recomend my site to some of ur friends, cuz iim trying to break 70 gb signings and im not getting anywhere...im also trying to get my popularity rating inthe 500s cuz rite now its 1882...so pleeze come and check it out
thanks...hugglez huggies, hugs...lv!

~@r5h~
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

   My self-esteem has been boosted like a gazillion points! Hurrah!
Hey! You wanna know why I feel good today? Well, here's the story:
Me and some of my friends take Chorus and the teacher is a retard. So anyway out of the whole class, only 1/4 of the class actually sings, and my friends and i are one of them. And then today out of like...all the times we ever went to chorus i was laughing during a song and she starts getting angry and then she starts, like "yelling" at the sopranos, who are the only ones who sing, and the whole class goes silent as i said:

ME: I don't think you should be shouting at us for talking because because we're like the only ones in the whole class who actually sing.

SEAN (random ass kid): WHAT!

MRS. M: yeah well, you guys were talking and i don't see why u were...

EMILY (cool person, friend): Yeah mrs. m i don't think you should be getting mad at them cuz they sing more often than not.

WHAT NOW! and no one in the class besides Sean denied that we were the only ones that sing! HELLO! heeheehee...that made me feel good...although i didn't know that the whole class was gonna go silent for once in their lives...it was a poloroid...no wait...kodack moment! haha i got it!

so that's my i felt good today...oh thanks eeveryone for the positive comments on my poetry..i personally think that my poetry sucks...cuz i sometimes think it sounds more like a story than a poem but with the positive reinforcement i mite post another one if you guys want...so gotta go huggles!

~@r5h~
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Monday, February 14, 2005

   Hey!
Sorry I haven't updated in a while but when i got the chance, the O was down...anyway, the fight that I was writing about before has been solved and we're friends again so its all good...
Here is the poem that i have to write for English tomorrow so I wanna know what u guys think. It's based on a book that I had to read so here it is:

THE KITE RUNNER

Kite running...
I knew I was going to win
Baba was watching...
I had to win.

There were dozens of them
In the sky, looking like paper birds
Soon the cutting started
and one by one the defeated kites
whirled out of control
falling to the ground
prizes for the kite runners
Mine was not one of them.

Hours passed,
and the number of surviving kites went from 50
to a dozen
Mine was one of them
But one kite,
the blue one,
was wreaking havoc on everyone
I counted eleven kites that he cut...
I was scared.

The cuts on my fingers
were growing worse by the minute.
I gave the string to Hassan
so I could suck away the blood.
His hands could get cut up, I didn't care,
and neither did he
because he's my servant
and my friend.

Then it was just me and him
the blue kite,
the menace of the sky.
I prayed to Allah that I would win.

And then it was over.
I heard the roar of the crowd
people were crowding around
and I couldn't move.
I screamed and cheered along with the rest
The people were closing in
Baba was nowhere in sight.
But the competition wasn't done.

Hassan,
the kite runner,
the best in Kabul,
still had to run that kite,
the blue one,
that was tumbling to the ground
being carried farther and farther away
by the winter winds.

He started to run and I yelled after him
"For you a thousand times over"
was the last thing he said
before disappearing down the street.

I went back to the gate
to wait fro Hassan
but he was taking to long.
I was getting restless.
So I ran down the street after him.

....

that's what i have so far...how is it? Huggles!
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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   Hello everyone...
Hey peeps...thanks for the comments...however i still didn't wanna go to school today. Some of you people, saying that my post wasn't the smartest thing to do (you know who you are)welll i have something to say to that...

1. I get my anger, sadness and other strong feelings out by writing about them on the Otaku, so it's a perfectly fine idea to write about what happened.
2. I waited till something more to happen before I told the story so I don't just talk about my life unless I have a specific reason to.
3. When I tell about something like this on the Otaku, I NEVER use people's names so it is not my fault that she made it known to everyone else that it was her. When I was angry at rini, I didn't use her name and she figured out by herself that it was her and she PMed me about it. So if the person wanted to comment on the post that I had written yesterday, knowing that it was her, she could have just PMed me and no one would have known that it was her...

Well, so pleeze don't tell me anymore that what I posted wasn't the greatest idea cuz it's my problem if someone gets angry, or in this case, angrier about something that i have posted and I don't need anyone telling me that what I posted wasn't the "best idea". Thank you and I'll try to update later.

~@r5h~
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Monday, February 7, 2005

I HATE TODAY. WTF IS WRONG WITH HER....SHE DOESN'T GET THAT I CAN'T FEEL SYMPATHY FOR SOMEONE IF I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THEY ARE ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today was just horrible!!!! My best friend that was mad at me in the first place got even more angry and we were yelling at in English. On Friday she was upset and I didn't understand why and so I wasn't feeling very sympathetic and she yelled at me and another person because we weren't feeling sympatheic towards her. Then later on that same day she tried to explain to me that she didn't mean to yell, but we were in the presence of another teacher. So then when I went home I was gonna call her but we were leaving to go to Boston and couldn't call her before then. So being the person that I am, I called her from Boston to try to clear things up but as I was trying to get my point across she said that she had to go and hung up.
So then today at school, she said something to me and I acknoledged it but she was like, "Well I tried" and I was like "Tried what?" and she was like, "Tried to communicate with you." So then we got into a whole discussion of how I hurt her feelings when I wasn't sympathetic towards her and I tried to reexplain that I didn't understand why she was crying and that I couldn't feel sympathetic when I don't understand. And she said that she defends me and that she feels sympathy for me when she doesn't know why I'm angry and that she puts herself in my shoes to see how she would feel if it happened to her. And I said that I did put myself in her shoes and that I still didn't understand and that if it was me that I would not be angry at me and I would be at the kids who were staring and laughing at her. And she yelled in my face that I would feel the same way about the situation that she was in and would be angry at the teacher. Then she stormed out of the room, cuz the bell had already rung, and slammed the door. I HATE TODAY! CAN MY LIFE GET ANY FUCKING WORSE! I told her that I had called from Boston to try to clear things up with her, instead of waiting to tell her today, and all she said was, "At least I saved you money on your phone bill." WHAT THE FUCK and I mean WHAT THE FUCK! I hate today...maybe will update later...am at school rite now...

Miserable
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Saturday, February 5, 2005

   Haven't met hiro yet in the manga, oh well hes still cool!

You are Hiro.


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   Can my life get any worse?
Well, lets see...hmmm...this bitch site that i am trying to get access to is not working and something i need for my project is on that site, i just learned that know matter how well i do on my math midterm, i still can 't do drama, and my best friend is mad at me...what's gonna happen next? maybe it will really start raining cats and dogs and one of the willhit me on the head and end my misery...
My dad has insisted that I am not allowed to do drama. My mom said that only if i do well will i be able to do drama and my dad said absolutely not. He said that i don't have time to do anything and that drama takes up too much of my life. And then my mom said that then there was nothing that i was working towards; i had no initiative to study. and my dad said that it was my job to study, that i didn't need an initiative. bItches! That's y im not studying rite now.
Then my best friend is angry at me but it isn't my business to discuss what happened here cuz she mite get even angrier at me...u c she has an otaku account...
hasta luego...unless i fade away first...
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   ...Luv and huggles...
Hey peeps...I actually can comment on peoples sites so maybe i won't um..comment on my site and just comment on ur own...but if it doesn't work then just check out my site...luv and huggles...

~@r5h~
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   Am in Boston rite now so i dunno...
Hey peeps! Sorry I didn't get around to any of yall's sites yesterday, for some reason my friend's computer won't let me leave comments.

Message to ssvegeta: Happy birthday to you, happy birthday day to you...you look like a monkey...and you smell like one too! LOL, just kidding, huggles and happy 14th!

Um...gotta check other sites, and i will soon then i will leave messages on my site for those people so keep checking back cuz i'll be on like all the time...it gets kinda boring over here!

~@r5h~
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   If you wanna know how i'm feeling just read my post from yesterday...
Today we started health and the teacher is a basket case! She said that she wouldn't go on and on about something or the other when she said that she wouldn't...i think she has some major problems...what the hell is she smoking???
Anyway, i'm in pretty much the same mood as yesterday so if u wanna know how that went just read yesterday's mad ass long post! I could use some higs!

~@r5h~
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