Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   Life's a bitch! It really is!
Today was not as great as yesterday! Random people would come up to me and say that they were mad at me cuz i got a good grade on my mid term and/or they would feel bad cuz i got better than them. Or when we went over the test today in class and i would ask someone what they put down they would get angry cuz they got it wrong and they don't have to tell me if they don't wanna but they do anyway and then give me that face like show off! It made me so angry today cuz some of my good friends randomly were like oh I’m mad at u cuz of the test! GRRRRRRRRR! I hate when people do that!!!! I feel so good that I got the grade and I felt that I deserved it, and I still do, but all these people compare themselves to me and then they feel even worse about themselves! They shouldn’t do that, because maybe if they had studied as much as I had or more, cuz I dunno how much they studied, they would have done better. So it’s not my fault that I did so well and they didn’t. But they make me feel so bad about doing so well.
Then when I came home yesterday and told my mom she was so happy. But when I told my dad he was like “You didn’t get that grade. I did! Who made you study and pushed you to do all the studying that you did! I should take the credit!” I was upset by that because he didn’t do anything! My mom was the one that told me to study now and do more online quizzes and everything and it just made me so angry because that was the first thing he said to me, not “Congratulations” or “Great Job” just “I should take the credit!” That made me feel really bad!
And to top it all off, I’m not even allowed to do drama club! I go to school because I look forward to being able to go after school and do what I really love to do, which is acting and singing on stage. But my dad was being an asshole again and said that I’m not allowed to do it because I have no time to do anything and that I have to use my spare time to study and go for karate, not do drama. He said that it takes up too much time and that I had to use that to bring up my grades! What was the grade that I got just now on my science mid term, huh? Isn’t that good enough for you? Well I know the answer to that! No, it is not good enough! It is never good enough for them. Here is an example of what my parents do:

ME: Hey guess what I got on my math test!

MOM/DAD: What?

ME: 95!

M/D: Only 95? Well that’s good but what happened to the 5 points that you lost? Where did you lose those points? Next time 1 want you to get 100!

And so on and so forth! So now do you see? They’ve hammered into my head “Get 100, get 100” so many times that if I get a 95 of 90 whatever I feel sort of bad that I didn’t get 100. It’s really not something that you want to happen to you. When I complain about my life and how it’s so hard, as you can see, people say “You don’t know how good you’ve got it” “or “Wait till it’s all gone, you don’t appreciate what you have.” Way to send me on a guilt trip! I’ve gone on so many guilt trips I could open a travel agency! Well, I’m sorry this is such long post. Sorry I wasted your time people!

~@r5h~


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   Hey sswegeta! Here you go! I'm cool too! So that's what all those people at school get for saying that i am unpopular...not that o want ot popular or anything...but hey, i should be popular! As long as all my friends could be popular with me!^_^

Am I cool or uncool? [CLICK] You are Cool! You're pretty cool! People look at you and think.. 'wow.. that person is cool!' Congratulations. Use your position wisely and teach the dorks below you a thing or two. There's nothing like recruiting a cool person. Cool quizzes at Go-Quiz.com

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   I'm Chocolate! That is so cool! Even though i don't really like chocolate ice cream...that's ok!

Your Icecream Flavour is...Chocolate!

You are the all time favorite, chocolate! Turning white kids black since the 1800s. Staining carpets, car seats, and bed sheets for centuries. One thing is for sure, you will never go out of style. You can't go wrong with chocolate!

What is your Icecream Flavour?

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Monday, January 31, 2005

   OH MY GOD! I CAN"T BELIEVE IT! IN YOUR FACE! I would like to thank all the people who didn't believe in me and thought that i would amount to nothing...i would also like to thank Elmo, because with all his guidance and easy memory tricks i would never
Oh my GOD! Guess what! Today we got our grades for our midterms in science and guess what i got! With out the "curve" i had a 95 but with it i hada 97! I was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy! I couldn't stop smiling! And what was so awesome was that the kid who called me illiterate wasn't there and my sci teacher was all like, "I wish he was here today so that way i could show him how badly Arsh beat him! U beat him by like 15 some odd points." I was like what now fool! After any tests or quizzes my sci teacher goes over the stats of the class. Our class average was like 87.7% or something and at that point i kinda zoned so all i heard was blah balh Arsh blah blah....and then i saw everyone look at me i was like "what did u say i missed that." And he was like, "You got the highest grade in the class!" I was like "DAmn!" But in my head of course! I then everyone was like, "Go rub it in that kid's face!" And i was like, "But i'm not that kind of peson." And they were like, "Then become that kind of person!" And so i said, "How about this, when he comes back, U guys rub it in his face, ok?" And they were happy with that plan. LOL

So anyway, will wonder when he notices that i am giving him the cold shoulder...but he wasn't here today to notice so anyway...will post about it tomorrow or wednesday!

~@r5h~
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

   this weekend sucks!
This weekend has been soooo boring! I have been doing, or am supposed to be doing my hw but sneaked on to do this cuz i didn't feel like studing for my math mid term...i have gone out of this house a grang total of *drum roll* 2 times...once yesterday and it sucks!

If anyone has MSN and wants to chat just pm me with ur email address! Huggles...trying to find a word for kisses...

~@r5h~
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   I luv the winter...unlike Chibi Koneko...i luv the snow and i think that the whole town looks like a winter wonderland! ^_^

Your a Winter. Your playful and joyful about
mostly all the time:) You love to lie in the
soft white blanket of snow. The cocoa is just
right it's hot but, not too hot. Perfect for a
wonderful winter girl:)


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   This is exactly what i want...so if there is a guy our there and sees this post..pm me!

Like oh my gosh. You got a guy who's cute and
sweet. He's so sweet that he'ld take you out
for dinner or at a cafe just to buy what you
want:) Even if it's just a candy stick. Yup
it's love. You got a great guy waiting for you
somewhere. You just gotta look harder;)


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Saturday, January 29, 2005

   Hey1 Party at my house! lol

Cocktail


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   *sigh* This is like me...i'm almost positive....But i know that i don't sigh when i see people kissing in the park...actually i don't go to the park anyway so there!

You hate not to love but you hate to fall in love.
You can't help but sigh when you see to people
kiss in the park and all. You don't like to go
over board and believe in a small steady
relationship at first so that it can grow. You
also like to think that you can have that kiss
that puts you into a portal and you can't get
back until he/she stops.


How much do you love? GOOD PICS
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   Hey peeps, check this one out! I was a GO-GO girl? What hte hell is that anyway?

You are a Go-Go Girl! Yay you!


What kind of Sixties Person are you?
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