Tuesday, May 24, 2005

   Don't really know what to say about today except that lately a lot of people have been really bitchy...dunno...here's a quiz for yall...it really describes me...but i have to look up apathetic...*hugs*

You scored as Artsy. You are the artsy soul! You belong on the stage! You are probably a quite interesting person, full of bright ideas and theories. Artsy 92% Lonely 79% Strong 71% Attention whore 58% Apathetic 17% What does your soul look like? created with QuizFarm.com

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   Oops...
Am at school rite now....really early...dammit...supposed to be doing Social Studies review...boring...gotta go now cuz gonna get caught now...

*hugs*
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Monday, May 23, 2005

   Hmm…not feeling too well today…
Well, today I got Chicken in trouble and hi called me a little bitch…well he mouthed it at least because he found out that it was my fault…*evil laughter…* I thought he was gonna kill me when he saw me but he didn’t afterward when I had the last four classes with him after Chorus…it was sooo funny…*shakes head*…wow…I’m sad…
So, walked home with Tsuki and tangertine today…it was a lot of fun…we got Italian ices and ended up spilling them on ourselves….hehehehee…oops…
My stomach hurts, but that’s ok, still gonna end up waking up early tomorrow to go to school…hooray…*pouts*…I have to wake up at 5:45 in the morning…sucks huh?
Every time I read someone’s post, I see that they are getting out from school in like a couple of days and I’m like…damn…I have to wait like a couple of weeks…grrr…I hate that…boring…
So peeps, have a lot of crap to do today so might not be able to visit everyone’s sites…sorry…I will when I get the chance…*

hugs to everyone who bothers to read this post…*

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

   Hey yall, yeah not much to say right now except for what i put down there...thanks for visiting yesteday...
Well, this song describes exactly how i feel right now...

Mr. Brightside

Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking the drag





Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now

He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Joking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside

(repeat)

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

   So yesterday was the big dance...
Yeah it was a lot of fun...it was the only place where you could bump into random girls and the only thing they would say to you wsa "oh my god you look so pretty!" It was so funny...
So i guess you want to know...did i dance with a guy...more specifically...did i dance iwth Beef? well the answer is...
...NO...
And boy was i pissed...he was just standing there the whole dance. Even his friends were dancing and sometimes with girls...he was the only one who was just standing there not having fun. Everytime I tried to talk to him he would half listen to me and then walk away or if i tried tog et his attention by tapping his shoulder or touching him at all he would swerve away to avoid it...I mean its just a hand. I was trying ot be sexual or anything..I just wanted to talk tohim and get his attention...i was kinda pissed...
I saw Chicken slow dancing and fast dancing with girls...i was like holy crap what is up with Beef...*rolls eyes*...
Didn't eat uch dinner there...didn't want to look like a pig you know? There was an afterparty, as always, and I went...it wasn't as great as you thought it would be. The whole grade was invited and there was soda and snacks and candy and there was also music, but hte cd kept skipping...plus it was freezing...we left the party at like 11:50 because it wasn't really worth staying...as Sernity put it, "if we didn't leve right then either everyone was going to have sex, or the party was oging to end..." it was really kinda weird, but what can you do when you've invited almost 300 kids and they are all teenagers..

Well that's the update for today...talk to you guys later...

*hugs*
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Thursday, May 19, 2005

   Well, started going to your sites again…I’d forgotten how interesting it was…
Tomorrow is a big dance at school and I was so ready for it and sooooo excited…but now…I guess I’m not as excited as I was…I was just waiting for something to happen, you know between me and Beef…well I guess that’s not going to happen…its kind of saddening. I was supposed to be on a diet and I take karate too which is helping me get back into shape, but now I feel that…maybe it was all…worthless…I don’t know…after what happened on Tuesday we haven’t said a word to each other…I mean that’s TWO DAYS!!!!!! And I’ve seen him so many times…not even a word…sorry, I don’t mean to make the posts sad or emotional lately, but it’s just how I’ve been feeling lately…I guess it will pass later…sorry again…

Um…I guess I will post about the dance tomorrow…hopefully it goes well…I love my dress, although I find that it’s much simpler than everyone else’s….it’s cottony and everyone else’s sounds like theirs is silky…I don’t know…whatever…will visit some sites right now ok?

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

   God our sub in Heatlh is a real bitch...
Ok so my awesome health teacher is in the hospital and we are stuck with this bitchy substitute...grrr...that's where i am updating rite now...

Well, sorry for everyone who had to read my post yesterday...I was really, REALLY pissed and it just made me feel like no one cared how i felt. THen everytime something happened at home yesterday, i felt that it was going against me or they didnt care about me and it was always about someone else or themselves but not me...it sucks to feel like that, i'm not conceited but when i told someone what happened yesterday it just felt that we ended up talk about her or someone else and it was no longer about how i felt...i don't know...i think i sound conceited...you have to know the feeling to be able to tell that i'm not being concetited...sorry again about the post yesterday..i think i feel better now that i slept it off...

i don't really want their blood anymore...but they kinda brought it up again today in Social Studies and when i told them that i hated them with a passion...THEY LAUGHED IN MY FACE!!!!!!!!!!!! I really don't like them...

*hugs*
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Screw them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, its all over…

I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE THEM, I HATE THEM, I HATE THEM, I HATE THEM, I HATE THEM, I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BEEF AND CHICKEN CAN DIE!!!! THEY ARE UNFEELING, LYING, FUCKING BASTARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I absolutely cannot stand them….
Everything that I have been telling you, about Beef, my…ex-crush…and Chicken, that son of a bitch, and how they might like me…ALL GONE!!!!! I found out that they have been lying to me this WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lying…those insensitive…grrrrrrrrr…I’m sorry….I won’t be able to post right now…I’m gonna cry…sorry…oh yeah, sorry about the cursing…ok I might start crying now…


*hugs*

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Monday, May 16, 2005

   So, am at school...hmm...wat to say...
so I started typing this whole day but then realized that too many people read this and they go to my school...weird huh...well if someone would like to know what happened I will tell you what happened...but through a pm nothing else...so TEAS MINI TWIN!!!! PM ME!!!!!!

By the way, for any of you who know venomous kitsune, she said to say that she is sorry that she hasn't updated but her internet is down...

well there you go...sorry i haven't been to your sites but my mom and bro have been staying home and will be for the whole month so i can't get there for a while...sorry...maybe in June...

*hugs*
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Sunday, May 15, 2005

   So yesterday was fun...
Oh crap...i still have to finish an english project and remember lines for Spanish tomorrow...I completely forgot....thisis not good...
We got girl scout cookies...mmmm...*licks lips*...I love Thin Mints...what are your favorite girl scout cookies?

*hugs*
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