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Tuesday, February 1, 2005
Life's a bitch! It really is!
Today was not as great as yesterday! Random people would come up to me and say that they were mad at me cuz i got a good grade on my mid term and/or they would feel bad cuz i got better than them. Or when we went over the test today in class and i would ask someone what they put down they would get angry cuz they got it wrong and they don't have to tell me if they don't wanna but they do anyway and then give me that face like show off! It made me so angry today cuz some of my good friends randomly were like oh I’m mad at u cuz of the test! GRRRRRRRRR! I hate when people do that!!!! I feel so good that I got the grade and I felt that I deserved it, and I still do, but all these people compare themselves to me and then they feel even worse about themselves! They shouldn’t do that, because maybe if they had studied as much as I had or more, cuz I dunno how much they studied, they would have done better. So it’s not my fault that I did so well and they didn’t. But they make me feel so bad about doing so well.
Then when I came home yesterday and told my mom she was so happy. But when I told my dad he was like “You didn’t get that grade. I did! Who made you study and pushed you to do all the studying that you did! I should take the credit!” I was upset by that because he didn’t do anything! My mom was the one that told me to study now and do more online quizzes and everything and it just made me so angry because that was the first thing he said to me, not “Congratulations” or “Great Job” just “I should take the credit!” That made me feel really bad!
And to top it all off, I’m not even allowed to do drama club! I go to school because I look forward to being able to go after school and do what I really love to do, which is acting and singing on stage. But my dad was being an asshole again and said that I’m not allowed to do it because I have no time to do anything and that I have to use my spare time to study and go for karate, not do drama. He said that it takes up too much time and that I had to use that to bring up my grades! What was the grade that I got just now on my science mid term, huh? Isn’t that good enough for you? Well I know the answer to that! No, it is not good enough! It is never good enough for them. Here is an example of what my parents do:
ME: Hey guess what I got on my math test!
MOM/DAD: What?
ME: 95!
M/D: Only 95? Well that’s good but what happened to the 5 points that you lost? Where did you lose those points? Next time 1 want you to get 100!
And so on and so forth! So now do you see? They’ve hammered into my head “Get 100, get 100” so many times that if I get a 95 of 90 whatever I feel sort of bad that I didn’t get 100. It’s really not something that you want to happen to you. When I complain about my life and how it’s so hard, as you can see, people say “You don’t know how good you’ve got it” “or “Wait till it’s all gone, you don’t appreciate what you have.” Way to send me on a guilt trip! I’ve gone on so many guilt trips I could open a travel agency! Well, I’m sorry this is such long post. Sorry I wasted your time people!
~@r5h~
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