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Thursday, May 27, 2004
laaa laaa laaaa
Let's see. It's about 2:15 AM, and *yay* I have insomnia!!!! whoop-dee-freak...
Does anyone else here have really odd sleeping patterns? I can never seem to get to sleep unless I'm completely dead tired, and then I can't guarantee that I'll stay asleep. It really sucks, especially because I am tired! *cries* Oh well....
Hmmm....yesterday I went to 13 Going on 30. It was alright, but not worth $5. (I've been seeing too many movies lately. I sound like some lazy couch potato.) After that, I went to a graduation party for a friend. That's when I realized why it was so nice to be out of school: I don't have see all my stupid classmates! So, needless to say, the party sucked, and I went home early. I'm getting sort of worried that I can't maintain a longterm friendship. I don't have any friends from grade school, and, now, I don't feel like staying in contact with most of my friends from high school. In actuality, I think Amy's the only one I'm really going to miss next year. (And that's considering my two "best" friends Ann and Erin.) It's not really anything they've done, either. It's like I've just gotten tired of them. That's the part that scares me. I shouldn't just be getting "tired" of people like this.... I always like meeting new people and making new friends. I just seem to put them in the place of the old friends after awhile. *sings Girl Scout song* "Make new friends, but keep the old, one is silver and the other's gold. A circle is round. It has no end. That's how long I want to be your friend." I seem to only have the very first part down....
I don't know...maybe I just need to get away from everyone for a little while to realize how much they really mean to me. *sighs* Does anyone have good advice on how to be a better friend? You'd think I'd have that down by now... I guess some things you don't learn in the classroom... I can get all the head knowledge down; it's the heart knowledge I lack....
I'm gonna go cry now...
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