Thursday, June 16, 2005

   a little bit about whats going on in my life right now (nicknames used, no names)
i like this guy named kite.. and ive known him two years but its been on the computer. hes really sweet, and like most guys, perverted lol the only problem is, my friend.. rika (had to think of a nickname her real names jessi) likes him too. see, i introduced her to him over this year, i think some months ago and they both flirted and jessi sorta.. fell for the flirty thing. shes boy-crazy and i saw this coming when we got in the chatroom. shes the type that, if she sees a cute guy, shes all over him or thinking of doing that. and.. im sorta.. not lol i have some guy friends, but im not that perverted. i only sometimes flirt. and half the time im too into my training or somethin' to go around with guys. (anyway) she starts telling me about how she and kite had (in rp version)gotten into bed. i started thinking alot about it, and sorta got into one of those *crossed arms* fights. and i know this part is stupid, especially for someone like me, but that was about 6 7.. or 8 months ago. (it was past 5) and i dont cry like that anymore.. one of my logos has been that i dont cry anymore. but anyway.. (stupid and dangerous) but i went outside and it was like 12 or 1am and started crying. i started the fight, and i cried, how stupid is that? well just lately i hadnt been online in a very long time, about a month or so and he said he missed me and we sparred and.. ok he touched my butt. (more like slapped..) with his hand, he wasnt kicking me. i had him down and at first when he said it that way "do you think youll fall for another trick?" i thought he'd kiss me or somethin' and he.. didnt. obviously -.- geez men and their.. bad thoughts. but anyway, then jessi came over one night and the whole time she was picking on me about kite and me, and one time she even made kissing sounds and said "i love you kite" "i love you too" and made making out sounds. we pulled an all nighter and by 7am we were like "truth.. or dare.." "truth.." "are you tired..?" "yeah.." lol weve been friends since first grade. cept the next weekend when i was in a chat with her, they were picking on me about this guy b-don who used to like me and i kept saying he was annoying and i didnt and to get them to stop i said i liked kite, and not brandon. then jessi said "meg likes kite. i love kite" and went on about that. i sorta got mad for a second because she had a crush on three other guys just the day before. and she just said "i like kite more" but you know the saying, dont let a guy get in the way of a friendship.. i tried to ignore what she said. later we played truth or dare and we got to "have you ever slept with a guy" and she said, this one guy in a chat and.. then she didnt say anything for five minutes. it was 1am and i was getting tired and then she said "you really wanna know?" i said i knew it was kite allready. she just said "lets just forget about this" and i went to bed. but my other friend blackrose, shes really a good help if i ever get in a bad mood. but lately ive just been sticking to clearing my head and trying to keep it off my problems. me and amber, weve been best friends too for as long as ive known kite. wait.. couple days more. but shes understands me alot, and we rp and pick on eachother, lol we promised one day we'd always be there for eachother. we also promised one time we'd become samurai ^^;; i liked samurai alot.

Anyway, thats all -
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