Thursday, February 8, 2007

   Soap Opera Part 1
Sorry, I couldn't connect recently guys, my life hasn't exactly been all that swell. It has now turned from the fine direction it came from to the melodramatic, soap-opera-worthy, I-wanna-gag-at-the-possibility-that-this-is-happening-to-ME direction.

Right. Here's the sitch.

My friends, Jo and Bianca are in a tiff. It started in JULY 2006 (YES! It's THAT old!) I only knew about it in December... Jo only knew Bianca was mad at her last month. Anyway, Bianca's mad at Jo because... You will FREAK at the stupidness of the damn reason... she thinks Jo's changed.

Trish, my other friend, was the first person to notice this. Jo used to be like me. She used to like drawing, used to be less friendly with guys, used to be Jo... But it's not really a bothering matter. People change as time passes. They have to, it's like the only REAL thing in this world!

Bianca and Trishia hate the fact she changed. Bianca became snobbier than usual towards her. She gave her nicknames like 'Demon Girl' or B. Friend (B*tch Friend). Hurtful nicknames like that so people wouldn't realize that she was talkin' about her. Trishia, agrees with Bianca, I mean, why wouldn't she? She planted the whole 'Don't you think Jo's changed?' idea into Bianca's head! BUT she doesn't act like Bianca. She goes up to Jo, talks to her, has fun with her, acts like there's nothing wrong. She acts like she's still her friend. Plastic much, right?

I'm the only one who hasn't b*tched her, alienated her, made her my enemy. Yesterday, Bianca hatched her plan. Bianca gave me, Trish and all her friends an invite to her birthday party this Saturday.... All of us except Jo. She wondered 'bout that. Asked me, I told her everything I knew about this stupid thing. I told her about Plan B - Jo gets invited but she doesn't get any food at all. I told her about Plan C-She still gets invited but she's ignored by every guest at the party (except those oblivious to what's real. Lucky Idiots.) She cried for 15 minutes in the bathroom. (Any longer and people will come lookin' for her as she's one of the lead dancers in this presentation. She used to hate dancing. She hated dancing with me.) Trish found out. She grabbed me went to Jo. Explained everything, apologized and HUGGED her. After that she dragged me so she could tell Bianca what I did. Bianca freaked, hated me, explained it to me why the four of us can't be 'the four of us' anymore...

The two of them went to apologize to Jo. I told them that if it were possible I would quit. Quit this stupid friendship. Yes it's STUPID because it got broken because Bianca thought Jo called her a whore. (I know better and I know Jo would never and didn't say that. Bianca's other 'friend', Theresa, called her that.) Jo thought we were friends again.

I thought so too.

Bianca called me that evening, asked me how much I told her. Bianca told me she still hates her. She only did it because she was afraid the teachers would find out and then her character grading would decrease even more than usual.

Today when I go to school I will ignore them. I will not be a witness to the destruction of the friendship the four of us used to cherish. I will not be part of them. I won't watch how they end this. If they ever decide to actually STOP FGHTING, I still won't be with them. I'm sorry, but I don't make friends with stupid, immature b*tches.

P.S.
Valentine's is comin' up and I'm a mess. Not because I can't get a guy or stuff like that. It's because having three stalkers liking you is a pain in the ass. One keeps waiting for me after school (he's in college), one's in Valencia (I'm going there this sunday, unfortunately.) tHE last one's an anonymous. He leaves gifts for me (which I throw b.t.w.) and calls every now and then.

If only Gareth were here. If only I told Gareth how I felt when he told me. If only he were here.
If only he were.
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