Monday, January 31, 2005

what the hell is wrong with me?!?!
god damn it! y do i even waste my time liking these guys who wind up never friken liking me?!? that guy i was talking about, he likes pryal...god, i feel so stupid...i kinda thought he might like me, y r u sooooo friken stupid ashley!?!? i hate myself...i have to go now, i have to go do something else, i cant stand thinking about this stupid thing anymore...
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

hurrah!!
im soooo friken happy!! the dance went perfectly, more or less. beenz couldnt come, and the dj was vair vair crappy, but i danced with the guy i like! yay! but im like super confused if he likes me 2, cuz, he was over at matts house with us doing a project and he was always talking to me, and then, i accidently started singing phantom of the opera, and he was saying my voice was really good and that he liked that movie too. then, at the dance, it seemed like he was always right by me when i was dancing...which might b a coinsidence, but still, just a lil weird i guess. now, im like super happy though, cuz that reminded me that he turned down this other girl to dance with me ^_^ im so happy...lol. i kind of wish i knew if he did like me or not, cuz i kinda wouldnt mind going out with him, but it would have to be a double date. but im getting like way ahead of myself, but still, hes like super cool and stuff...i dont really know why i like him though, i just do. hes funny, nice, kind of cute, and ya know, stuff...*blush and smile* anyways, i have to go pick an outfit, im going out tonight with my friends to some church thing at one of my friends churches, yeah...hmmm, i think a baby doll dress maybe a lil inappropriate, hmmm...i guess ill find something else to where. it is a kind of long baby doll dress, ok, whatever, byebyes!
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Friday, January 28, 2005

im at school!
hi peoples, im at my school during HR...the dance is tonight! i'll post l8r when i get home...maybe...posssibly...probably tomorrow!
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Thursday, January 27, 2005

well, since my family has failed to notice that i am wearing someone elses arm warmers, im on here now to tell the world!! today, i had no lunch money, so lisa said that if i hugged matt and said i love you really loud, she would buy me lunch, so i was just like ok, whatever. then she said that if i did it again, i could wear her arm warmers all day, so i did it, no biggie, right? i do stuff like this with matt all the time, but then of course she says that i could have them for like a week and a half if i kissed him on the cheek, which ive done b4, so that wasnt a biggie either, i even told lisa that i had kissed matt b4, and she was just like gettin all weird, cuz she thought i wouldnt do it, but since i have in fact kissed him b4, i did it. she was absolutely shocked and her face was hilarious!! then, i saw jared earlier at blockbuster, looking at movies, like a normal person! i was kinda surprised, he doesnt come off as the normal person to me...whatever, but anyways, i have quite a dilemma...but i shouldnt mention names, ill pm beenz bout this, sry jules, but u wouldnt care, and there might b other people on this site that i know, but dont know what their names on the site r...ive gone and confused myself now, damn me!! well, anyways, byebyes!

love,
ashley, the crazy, goat eater, the BIG cheese and so on and so forth...
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

my new baccie! ^_^
anybody like my new back? and does anybody know if Black Lady is its own anime or if its just the adult version of renee? i saw wicker park tonight it was an ok movie, i think i want it but im not really sure...yeah, julies burning the phantom cd 4 me! im so happy!!! i need to change my icon i think...may b ill post again l8r, probably not, u know me! lol

Goodbye Naska Brieskies of the world!! u will never know what it means!!
the crazy...o_O
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

WOOH!!!
i just came back from someones and i have 100 visits, i rule...im so happy T_T no worries, theyre tears of joy! id like to thank beenz, 4 starting this whole myotaku thing, julie, 4 helping me sign up, and especially to all those people who came to visit, even though my site is as boring as hell...wait, that doesnt make sense...hell wouldnt be boring, would it? i mean, with all the little demons poking at you for eternity, and the hotness, and the evil laughter...oh, now ive upset my self...being poked for all eternity would b true punishment...T_T (beware, these r not tears of joy, im now in a pissy mood...god ashley, ur so bad at cheering people up! especially ur self...) yeah, whatever, im a lil hyper and in a bad mood right now...these 2 mixed could easily cause a fire, bwahaha!!!
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   sing a lil song now!!
hell yes!!! i have 99 visits!! one more person come to my site! sweet! yeah, anyways, sunday night, i went to go c the phantom of the opera, which was friken awesome, ive been singing the songs, like the phantom one, and the masquerade one, and the love one, yeah...beenz kept throwing snowcaps at me b'cuz i kept calling the gguy with the face ugly, he was though!! it was so nasty when she...never mind, there may b people out there who havent seen it who want 2. but yeah...*shiver with nastiness* ummm, oh yeah, we are never listening to julie again, she thought it would b a good idea to walk 2 borders after the movie...stupid julie...it was sooooooo cold and it was so friken far away!!!! i hate you julie! i was watching american idol, it was funny to watch some of them...but then again, im a very cold hearted person...maybe l8r ill post my pandoras box story, probably not, so dont get too excited, lol...im sry, im so boring, i need a life...i wish someone would ask me out, maybe ill ask out the guy i like to the dance, no names(beenz and julie)i just would like to know if he liked me back like that, even the slightest bit, b4 i make a total fool of myself by asking him...ok, heres my question of the day:
What should i do 2 get a "date" persay, 2 the next dance?

a)ask the guy i like if he wants to go with me, and, might i add, embarass myself, but hey, isnt that what being a teenager is all about? (god, i hope not...-_-')
b)wait 4 someone to ask me out (never gonna happen T_T)
c)say something like "r u going to the dance? ok, cya there" to the guy i like
d)just chill with my friends, then hide in the bathroom when its time to slow dance

i hate all these stupid dating things, but i would really like to have a bf b4 high school, besides my 1st grade bf...long story, but oh so cute! it will make u cry out in *aww* i think ive told beenz this story. anyways, may b ill tell you guys l8r if you want to hear it, it really is cute...*sniffle* comment or pm if u want to hear it...sry about the long post, but i havent posted in such a long time! sry about that too! ^_^ byebyes...
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

friken grr man!!!
someone deleted one of my gbs!!! i dont know who deleted it or who was deleted, i just know that i used to have 20, now i only have 19...this sucks...T-T im so sad...anyways, onec again, im sry i havent been posting, but to b honest, theres really nothing to post about. oh yeah, i like someone at my school, he's awesome, i guess ud say hes kind of like a guy version of me, that might b y i like him...*starry eyes* julie gave me the evangelion movie. everybody says its really cool, so i figured, what the hell? anyways, im soooooo bored online lately. theres like literally nothing to do. well, im gonna go change my backy and maybe icon, byebyes!! ^_^

ps-beenz, u will never know who i like...*bwahaha*
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Friday, January 7, 2005

parents can b such jerks, sometimes, i just hate them...they totally get everything wrong about you, friken grr, im so pissed off right now, i cant alk, maybe ill post over the weekend...sry that i havent been posting, but i got new video games and ive been obsessed with them, unfortunately, so has my dad and thats all he cares about right now...and its making him a total jerk because he cant beat it.
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

   IM SOOOOOO SRY!!!!
oh my gosh, im sooooooooooooooooo sry......i havent been on in sooooooooooooo long...no time to type, did everyone have a good christmas? there thats my question of the day...^_^ oh yeah!!! ill tell u guys what i got 4 christmas l8r, byebyes!!!
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