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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Another day another post
I just realized somthing. Yesterday was my birthday. I forgot so that's why I didn't post about it. Today my parents want to throw me a birthday party, but (knowing that I really don't like parties) I don't want one. THe good thing is that it is just a small one consisting of my other ten family members. NO relatives or anything like that. Goody, but I don't think my parents should celebrate it. AFter all, I'm only turning fourteen. (I still wish I was twelve.) I can't imagine being fourteen. It just seems soooooooooo................... well not THAT much older. But it seems very far away and out of my grasp, that number. 14 years is very strange. It's close to fifteen, which is even scarier. Yes, I want to stay young and little and ....well, you get the idea, right? Just stay a kid. It's so...much cooler that way.
Today when I went to lunch, I didn't eat lunch with my regular lunch-eating friends. I ate with a friend from fifth grade, fourth grade, seventh grade, sixth grade, and others that I knew or didn't know. I felt more comfortable being with them than the friends I usually hang around with. It was cool. I think I even smiled, which is a rare thing at school because I'm always soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sad at school. (Okay, maybe that was a bit exaggerated.) ANyway, it was cool. I felt like it was somewhere I belonged. Now I feel like listening to "Somewhere I belong" by Lincoln Park. WEll anyway, my day was or seemed like a better day than most days. (Now I think my friends, I usually hang out with, don't like me anymore. They probably just didn't like the people I hang out with. Ahh....darn it! Now I'll have to...I don't know what I should do. Maybe I'm just thinking that way, but that's not really what's happening. THere's this one friend that always seems ticked off if I sit with her on the bus. Then I say hi to her and she doesn't reply. (Maybe I just spoke too quiet. So it's my fault?) Oh well, maybe I see things differently from my friends. I mean, when she asks to sit by me, I let her and don't act like I have a grudge with her. Ahh! This post is getting really long.
Oops! I was planning on writing a short(er) post, but I guess I ended up rambling on about...uh, stuff again. I'll try to make it shorter next time...maybe. Haha...I also laughed today, a very strange thing. I almost never laugh...out loud anyways. Well, another farewell has been bestowed upon this post. Another farewell has arrived. Another...let's just make this short. Okay? Yeah, so see ya.
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