Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Bored.
Bored.
Bored.
No one to talk to.
Lalalaa.
I don't wanna go to school but I must.
Schools boring and pointless.

Next year my schedulaes gonna be chuck full.
Because my moms halfway making me it seems.
Oh well.
It was either:

-Go to MST for Culinary Arts, have no lunch no Chemistry. I don't need Chemistry though so that's fine.

Or.

-Don't go to MST, takes foods II take Chemistry, or not take chemistry and have a study, and have a lunch.

Oh well, it works.
I don't need food anyways.

So, here's all my credit information.
I just wanna have it on here, so I don't end up losing it all.
Though it's not that hard to put down.

I need 22 credits to graduate.
-4 English.
-2.5 Social Studies
-3 Math
-2 Science
-1 Physical Education
-.5 Art
-.5 Health
-.5 Computer
-8 Elective

My freshman year I earned:
-1 English (I)
-.5 Social Studies (Civics)
-1 Math (Algebra I)
-1 Science (Physical Science)
-.5 Health
-.5 Computer (Keyboarding)
-2 Elective (NJROTC I, French, Colorguard)

This year so far added on to my freshman year I have:
-1.5 English (I, II)
-.5 Social Studies (Civics)
-1 Math (Algebra I)
-1.5 Science (Physical Science, Biology)
-.5 Art (Intro)
-.5 Health
-.5 Computer (Keyboarding)
-3.5 Elective (NJROTCI, NJROTC II, French, Colorguard, Foods I)

Assuming I pass everything this semester I will have earned:

-2 English (I, II)
-1 Social Studies (Civics, World History)
-1 Math (Algebra 1)
-2 Science (Physical Science, Biology)
-.5 Gym
-.5 Art (Intro)
-.5 Health
-.5 Computer (Keyboarding)
-4.5 Elective (NJROTC I, NJROTC II, French, Colorguard, Foods I)

Hah, I just wasted the last half hour making tables.
I'm such an organization freak sometimes.
Yet my rooms a pigsty.
Though sometimes, I clean it real well, or start to and it's all organized but I give up.

Oh well.
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh completly forgot what I was saying.

My brothers birthdays today
He's 20!
Happy Birthday to Jonathannn happy birthday to Jonathannn...

He's also not engaged anymore, possibly single too?
Woo hoo!
His fiance was a stupid psychotic whore.
By, I go text my big brother whos probably sleeping.
Maybe his phones on some ringing mode so it can bug Eddie moreso than he already is by Jonathan's snoring.

Hahahahahahaaaaa.
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Monday, February 18, 2008

NO SCHOOL TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!

I have a headahce.
And I'm tired.
And blah.

Hehhhhh...

I'm talking to Brittany and dun wanna go to bed though.


I want a whale.
They could be my twin!
Though Brittany doesn't agree.
Damn.

Caitigrl6492 (12:46:20 AM): I want a whale!!
Brittyb13 (12:46:25 AM): ._.
Caitigrl6492 (12:46:30 AM): It can be my twin!
Brittyb13 (12:46:33 AM): -_-
Caitigrl6492 (12:46:38 AM): what?
Brittyb13 (12:46:50 AM): you're not the size of a whale
Caitigrl6492 (12:47:00 AM): a small whale..
Brittyb13 (12:47:08 AM): -_- no!
Caitigrl6492 (12:47:12 AM): yes
Caitigrl6492 (12:47:18 AM): like a beluga
Caitigrl6492 (12:47:51 AM): baby beluga in the deep blue sea you swim so wild and you swim so free heavens above and the seas before
Brittyb13 (12:47:55 AM): haha
Caitigrl6492 (12:48:02 AM): below not before
Brittyb13 (12:48:07 AM): lol
Caitigrl6492 (12:48:24 AM): i used to love that song when i was little..
Caitigrl6492 (12:48:29 AM): i had raffi
Caitigrl6492 (12:48:37 AM): and judy pancost or whatever cds..
Brittyb13 (12:48:50 AM): Ha, I never knew what that was when I was little. ._.
Caitigrl6492 (12:48:51 AM): fgjdn
Caitigrl6492 (12:48:53 AM): tapes.
Caitigrl6492 (12:49:03 AM): what what was?
Brittyb13 (12:49:21 AM): Whatever you were just talking about
Caitigrl6492 (12:50:16 AM): O_o
Caitigrl6492 (12:50:20 AM): confused.
Caitigrl6492 (12:50:22 AM): oh well.
Brittyb13 (12:50:29 AM): haha, about the whale thing!
Caitigrl6492 (12:50:57 AM): huh./
Brittyb13 (12:51:02 AM): ahaha! -_-
Caitigrl6492 (12:51:37 AM): im retarded i apologize.
Brittyb13 (12:51:46 AM): -_- you are not!
Caitigrl6492 (12:51:53 AM): pfttttt



Hahaha....


Caitigrl6492 (10:47:18 PM): whyd you change your layout on your otaku?
Brittyb13 (10:47:30 PM): I deleted all my posts
Brittyb13 (10:47:32 PM): and thath appened
Brittyb13 (10:47:34 PM): happened*
Caitigrl6492 (10:47:47 PM): make a post. and itll come back.
Brittyb13 (10:48:17 PM): I don't wanna post.. Then they'll know. -_-
Caitigrl6492 (10:48:38 PM): then wholl know what
Caitigrl6492 (10:48:47 PM): just say like.. one thing or something
Brittyb13 (10:48:52 PM): like poop?
Brittyb13 (10:48:53 PM): haha
Caitigrl6492 (10:48:58 PM): Exactly.
Brittyb13 (10:49:03 PM): lol
Caitigrl6492 (10:49:12 PM): or. about hmmm
Brittyb13 (10:49:47 PM): how I got in the top?
Caitigrl6492 (10:50:05 PM): How gross dicks are. They're all squishy and soft then they get all blood filled and hard and tryto poke you and then stuff gets puked up on you from it.
Brittyb13 (10:50:17 PM): haha grosss!
Caitigrl6492 (10:50:18 PM): or how your in Simple Plans top whatevereverever
Brittyb13 (10:50:21 PM): lol
Brittyb13 (10:52:26 PM): there
Brittyb13 (10:52:28 PM): it's back now
Caitigrl6492 (10:53:16 PM): I shall obnoxiously comment.
Brittyb13 (10:53:19 PM): lol
Caitigrl6492 (10:54:09 PM): that was quick
Brittyb13 (10:54:14 PM): lol, yeah
Brittyb13 (10:55:02 PM): haha
Caitigrl6492 (10:55:46 PM): What?
Caitigrl6492 (10:56:13 PM): Jonathans almost 20...
Brittyb13 (10:56:49 PM): holy crapness
Caitigrl6492 (10:57:06 PM): ??
Brittyb13 (10:57:14 PM): he's oldd
Caitigrl6492 (10:57:25 PM): like you!
Caitigrl6492 (10:57:27 PM): brb
Brittyb13 (10:57:37 PM): okay
Caitigrl6492 (11:11:52 PM): my mother needs some serious debitchification work done to her.
Brittyb13 (11:12:00 PM): ooh
Brittyb13 (11:12:02 PM): so does mine
Caitigrl6492 (11:12:28 PM): WooHoo for porn star wannabe needer of debitchification mothers!!
Brittyb13 (11:12:36 PM): haha
Caitigrl6492 (11:19:32 PM): lol
Brittyb13 (11:20:09 PM): the movie Cast Away is on
Brittyb13 (11:20:13 PM): that movie makes me sea sick
Brittyb13 (11:20:14 PM): ahhaa



My brothers birthdays tomorrow.
Woo hoo....



Apparently Gavins attempting to be the cat the doctor evil has from Austin Powers.
Now her and Britt need to rid themselves of hair/fur.
And Britt needs a funny scar thingy on her face.



Back to castaway.
Laters dudes n dudettes.
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Sunday, February 17, 2008

What is it with people these days?
Getting pissed off over such idiotic things.

Like something as petty as how people can cook for God's sake.

Being a total bitch to someone about how the way that people can cook it so fucking stupid.
I wasn't even being bitchy or anything.
I was trying to have a nice conversation.
But no that's never fucking possible with someone.
Hell, I know I can act like an smartass but still.
That's really no need to get all bitter.

Conversation.

Me-- I made dinner.
Me-- It was good..

Them-- What'd you make?
Me-- I started out thinking of making tacos..
Me-- but then after I cooked the meat up I realized my dad only bought taco shells not the seasoning and such

Them-- Oh.
Me-- and i made my mom some friend up veggies.
Me-- fried
Me-- So then... I starting mixing some random spices I thought smelled good with the meat and it tasted yummy.
Me-- And then I made some rice pilaf too.

Them-- Haha, cool.
Me-- I put like.... chinese five spice, allspice, chili powder, emerils I cant spell original esseence ground red pepper uhmmm salt pepper.
Me-- i think thats it.

Them-- Oh.
Them-- Nice.

Me-- Yea..
Me-- I took a chair stood on it and was rummaging through the cabient above the stove taking andom things smelling them and if I liked it I put it in.
Me-- random

Them-- You should really taste things first.
Them-- It helps.

Me-- Why?
Me-- It tasted good..

Them-- Yeah but taste and smell can by different so it could hurt your food.

Me-- Well, it worked at least..
Me-- People with soup or sauces take random things and they make delicious things..
Me-- do that with*

Them-- No....
Them-- They taste.

Me-- But they can do that!!
Me-- your sense of smell and taste are a it tied together. like if you're cleaning with bleach and you eat soon after you'll ingest? digest? whatevergest the bleach too..
Me-- my teacher said that
Me-- from breathign it in. i forgot to add.

Them-- ....
Them-- You still have to taste the damn food.

Me-- Neverrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!

Them-- Ok.

Me-- And I aggravating you? That whole "taste the damn food," part seemed asa if you might be a tad perturbed.

Them-- It annoys me when inexperienced people cook and try to tell you all these things that just don't work. It's disrespectful to food.

Me-- So you are perturbed.
Me-- People cook different ways. Oh well.
Me-- Food is food. Either way. Whatever mixture. It's all going down the same path.
Me-- Bye

Them-- Bye.

Me-- Away Message-FUCK THIS.
Me-- Have a nice night.

Them-- You too.

Me-- Yea sure.
Me-- So.. how often do I piss you off? Or upset you in any way? And don't said i don't because you know I do.

Them-- Once a week.
Them-- Or 1 1/2 every two weeks.

Me-- Away Message- Don't take life so god damned seriously, it's not like any of us get out of it alive anyhow.
Me-- Only that often?

Them-- Yeah.

Me-- How is that unbelievable?

Them-- I'm a pretty patient person I've been told.

Me-- Well, in a way it could be perchance.

Them-- Eh.

Me-- So what, is this the once this week I've pissed you off?

Them-- Yep.

Me-- What's the last time?

Them-- Um, I dunno.

Me-- Hmm... o_O

Them-- What?

Me-- Oh nothing.
Me-- Ok.
Me-- Is it always pissing you off, or others ways of upsetting you?
Me-- Other ways.
Me-- Such as?

Them-- Earlier, you kinda just upset me because you kept saying the same thing over and over. I didn't agree with it the first time,.

Me-- What was I saying over and over?
Me-- The cooking thing?

Them-- Yeah.

Me-- Agitated by my opinion of something. My point of view. Whatever you would like to call it.

Them-- Yeah. Something like that.

Me-- Something like that?
Me-- What would you say it was then?

Them-- I don't know.

Me-- Course you do, you're the almighty Daydday that can never be wrong O_o.

Them-- Ok.

Me-- ...

Them-- I just don't care tonight, ok?

Me-- Care about what?
Me-- Don't care rather.

Them-- Anything.

Me-- Well you cared about something as petty as a way of how some people can cook.

Them-- Eh.

Me-- Hm.
Me-- Why so serious?

Them-- I don't know.

Me-- Do you plan on doing something involving food when you get older? Like a chef or something. Not at a little food place like Mcdonalds or sSubway.
Me-- Like a bakery or restaurant.

Them-- Subway is actually a major food place.
Them-- And yes I do.

Me-- But it's not like a big restaurant.
Them-- Yes it is.

Me-- Like... olive Garden of Fire and Ice or 99..
Me-- or. gotta stop doing that.
Me-- You remind me of the chick in No Reservations.
Me-- Catherine Zeta Jones' character.

Them-- Bye.


Sorry but seriously.
Was all that bitterness needed?

Over something of such little importance.
It's not like it's life and death.
What the hell is it with people not liking my view of things and me always getting bitched at for it.
Seriously, people need to not be so fucking close-minded and open their minds up to other peoples views on things.

Whatever I give up with this bullshit.
People can go fuck off if they have a problem with me.
I don't give a shit about anyone that has a problem with me.
So yea.
Fuck the hell off jackass.
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Saturday, February 16, 2008

Like my new layout?
It's all purply.

I couldn't find a good song.
I've used this one before.
Blahhhhh.

My finger hurts.
I'm thirsty.

-guzzles down cold water-

Yummy.

My fwinger hwurts.

Today gym sucked.
We ran a lot, after we stretched.
And I'm not a good runner.
Especially I hate running with my boobs like.. bouncing around.
Hah >_<
I need them cut off.

Uhmm...
Oh yes.
So in the gym, basketball court, right?
Two gym classes were in there.
Each class split in half.
I was the first first group.
We did a ran full court and back.
Then half court, back, full court, back.
Then full court, back running backwards.
Then whole court running sideways going step cross back step cross front over and over and my pants were sliding off.
Hahh..
Then "suicides"
Foul line, back, half court, back, other foul line, back, full court, and finally back.
I got a headache from all the running.
Afterwards were were allowed to either shoot some hoops or sit and rest.
I sat and rested cause I felt dizzyish.
Didn't help I barely ate anything all day either.
Just a few peppermints and a bit of gross baked mac n cheese in foods class.
The other classes teacher game up to me and said I did a good job and put forth a good amount of effort and didn't give up which was good.
Oh and when we were running I heard my teacher say good job Caitlin.
OMG he actually learned names.
Hah, I didn't know if he knew them already.
I don't thinkthe other teacher knows my name off the top of her head.

Blahhh.
I was breathing funny too when I got to my dad's truck.
O_o I kept coughing but it wasn't my usual cough either.
Which are either normal type coughs, or loud obnoxious bronchial type deeeep coughs.


Welllllllllsss..........
I'm gonna go lay down and watch House on DVD some more.
I need to find my glasses so I can see.

AH HAH Got em!

I'm maybe gonna fall asleep soon.
I fell asleep for like.. 2 hours earlier.
I remember getting woken up and bitched at and my parents wanting me to move just cause my mother wanted to sit there.
We have one of those huge corner couch things damnit!
I finally woke up because my mom and brother were in there bitching about the dogs and they hit one of them with a pillow I think.
Then my sister was told to bring them upstairs and she did.
And they were yelping so Icame up to save them.

My stomach hasn't felt well since after i woke up.
I don't know why either but it bugs me
Oh well.


Also, I went the whole day.. well 14ish hours.
Without realizing my mom had actually unhooked my bra when trying to awake me this morning.
I was wondering why the straps were loose and sliding down.
I finally tried tightening them oh.... around ten PM and realized it wasn't hooked.

Oh well.
Off to bed to torment the dogs and wake them again
I think I might go pee first, but thn the dogs will wake up and follow me there.

Oh well!
NUH NIGHT!
Ahh it's already 2:31 AM I didn't think it was that late.. or well early.
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Thursday, February 14, 2008

Yesterday was my Grampa's birthday.
He turned uhhh...67?
I think.
My dad called him last night and I like yelled HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
And my dad's like Well, Caitlin says Happy birthday and I was just calling to tell you happy birthday and I'm sure Krissy would say it but she's in the shower now.

Blahblahblahhhhh.

I'm cold now, I just took a shower and my hairs soaking wet and making me all cold and wet.

My mommy got me a new cell phoneee >_ It's sorta like my old one except it just looks bigger, but it's not.
and the face of its different. and its black instead of a shiny silvery color.

And the color of the layiout for the screen inside are different.
Black and lime green instead of red and whiteish.
Works with my old charger, so i can use either this or the new. But I'll have ta backup.
And she got a car charger, a case, and an ear piece thing.
Sweeeet.
Heh, I love it >_<

It'll stay cleaner looking than the last one too.
so it's pretty fucking awesome.

Uhmmm, HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY!
I hate today because it's so stupid.
Well I don't hate it but I just think it's pointless.
Oh well.
I need to go to bed now, good night have a nice day people.

Oh yea, the other day I found that I still have a chocolate rose and a heart-shaped box of M&M's from last Valentines Day, heh.
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

I slept in real late yesterday and wouldnt get up and then I finally woke up and realized it was about noon..
So I got to stay home from school.

My parents are all bitchy over that.
I dislike my dogs barking in my ears in the morning and Jules jumping on me cause it hurts.
And the fact I get headaches really sucks with the barking.


My mom wanted me to get up and dressed before my dad left in like five minutes and i know I can't do that.
I'm too tired and stressed out in the morning to move fast.
She wanted me to go to the store and go get the Simple Plan CD for Brittany for some strange reason.
She's so damn nosey.
Too bad she hasn't realized I don't even talk to Brittany anymore, but she didn't either so whatever.
It deteriorated and it's over and done with.
It just isn't worth the stress of trying anymore.
I give up.



Whatever.....
Great way to start out my morning.
Sucky.Stupid.Bullshit.

I gotta go get ready..bye.
I dont wanna goooo >_<

My mom needs to really stop fucking saying I'm acting like people.
She always says I'm like her sister or my dad's sister or Brittany if I don't wanna go to school.
It's so god damn annoying!
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Monday, February 11, 2008

YES I FELL ASLEEP JUST LONG ENOUGH IN MY CHAIR WHICH MAPLE LAYING ON MY CHEST TO WAKE UP AND IT BE MIDNIGHT!
Okay so I got back yesterday afternoon.


That car accident my parentsand sister were in wasn't bad.
A lady was speeding and lost control and spun around.
My dad luckily noticed and tried getting out of the way so instead on the whol side of his car getting fucked up it's just the back driver's side corner.
But they're fine.

Right after school, got stuffed into the car with the rest.
Plane, blahblahblahhh.
Finally to Florida.
NH-DC-FL.
Hm, next day.
Finally wokeup, explored the place.
Went swimming.
Lunch, where I got treated like I was my sister's age.
"Oh look Caitlin, heres such and such, such, suchhhhsuchsuch, and oh suchnsuch!"
I'm pretty sure I can tell what things fucking are, especially after the first time, I don't need it to be repeated it to me ten times.
Then my dad, sister, and I went and explored because my grandmother had mayonaise and wasn't feeling well.
Uhmm... Swam plenty.
Got a sliver.
Ate pizza.
Got wicked annoyed and pissed off.
Went to Seaworld the next day.
Was good, wouldn've been better if my grandmother wasn't so annoying, yet again.
Saw these shows with whales and dolphins.
Saw Shamu, or my dad's twin as my mother says.
I can't trust my sister with my camera.
She doesn't take any good pictures!
I had to video tape it and I asked her to take pictures.
There's none with any of the animals.
Only close ups on people and pictures of people, or the structures.
That royally pissed me off yesterday afternoon when I was looking at the pictures.
Uhm.
My dad basically got pissed off I didn't want anything at the gift shop at the end.
Cause my mom always complains I don't get anything.
Boo fucking hoo.
i didn't want anything.
He got me stuff though.
A Seaworld mug with my name on it and a necklace with Shamu and a letter "C".
My nails kept breaking.
So when I got home I cut them almost all off.
They're all real short now.
My grandmother repeats herself so damn much it makes you want to kill yourself.
Seriously!
Uhm, car ride to grandmothers house blew big time.
Then I found out we had to stay anyother 2 hours to get Chinese food and cake for my grandfathers birthday which was the 29th.
I was sitting in a chair in the kitchen and my grandmother told me to get up and I did and I was starting to walk away and she pushed the chair hard into the back of my legs.
I was already pissed I wasn't able to go home yet so I figured why the hell ruin it and get bitched at so I went in the other room.
Then sure enough the old lady comes and and says something like aren't you gonna go eat or whatever.
and I interrupted her sentance and quietly said "PLease leave me alone"
I said it another two times and shes like what I can't hear you so I said it again and came closer and started talking to me and I was getting really ticked and said "Leave. Me. Alone. PLEASE."
And she got all bitchy and was all 'That's really rude and insults me for you to say that in my house and hobbled away.
So I put my shoes on thinking fuck this I dont need more of her bullshit and went outside.
Realized my dad was plowing out there and he stopped and put down the wndow and asked what i was doing so I told him and ended up getting in his truck instead of trying and walking home.
I'm too lazy to walk home though, and it was windy and chilly so I didn't wanna be i was pissed off enough to.
Then my dad made me come in after he was done and I ignored her.
And then my mom wanted me to apopogize and I said nope.
Then ate dinner and all that.
Then got into a little conflict with my brother how Mustangs are all-american cars and his is like mainly japanese and mines the only 100% american car.
And how my cars so much better than his.
Mustangs trample Civics.
though my other brothers Civic he had was alright..
Ben's is boring.
And I hate it.
And he never cleans it, and it always smells awful.

Then my mom had my dad go home and take me and my sister and my mom wnted me to say good bye and i refused.
Gave my grandfather a hug and left.
then here I am.
Happy to have been able to see my dogs and Jules ran sraight to my father.
Maple and Cnayd stright to me.
Maple jumped into my arms and i hgged her tight.
Candys a little scaredy cat.. dog rather.
And shes all nervous when people touch her.
Probably because my little shit of a sister.
Oh well.
I'm exhausted.
And my elboww hurts.
It's not midnight yet!
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK


Oh yea.
I'm sick of this bullshit with someone.
And I give up on that friendship.
Because it's deteriorated to nothing anyways,
So I'm not really giving up on anythign because theres nothing there to give up on.

Lasted fine for three years, then highschool they changed too damn much and i don't know if I can take it anymore.
I'm out of there life basically so i don't give a shit anymore.
Hell, it's not like there's anything anyways, so it's a tad easier to give up on.


Also, I need a new god damn cell phone.
It won't keep it charge anymore.
It keeps restarting itself basically every minute almost.
It pisses the hell out of me so that didn't help this weekend.
It's not like it that damn useable.
So I don't know Why I haven't smashed it like I've wanted to yet.
Perhaps because maybe I think somehow it'll fix itself.
Or because I know my parents are too much of jackasses to get me a new one.
My mom complained i wanted a new one before, but then the phone wouldn't let the person on the other end hear me when we we on the phone.
Then now it does this
I've only had it since finals last June!!!!!!!
I don't even do anything wrong to it.
Though I bet they'll think it.
I hate my brothers old phone.
I like mine.
But it's broken, and all cracked.
And all this stupid shit.
I want a new one.
But I know that'll never happen.
So fuck it.



I should go die, because everything's just all fucked up.
And i don't know if I can take it anymore.
I don't need this shit,.
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Thursday, February 7, 2008

Going to Florida after school.
There's a delay today.
Blahhh.
Snowwwww.
Bored.
I'm gonna go nuts being with my grandparents and sister.
My dad doesn't alwayssss bug me.
I'm supposed to be in school in 8 minutes.
Someones calling.
I don't wanna go to my study hall class...
I don't feel like wearing my uniform.
AHHHHHHH!!!



Well yea, going to

My brother has to bring me to school, cause supposedly my parents got hit by this "nigger" as my stupid dumbass brother says hit them.

My dad was bring her to work for some reason..





I hate how my brother and my mom act like racist dumbasses.
People are people.
WHO GIVES A SHIT!

It's probably nothing bad though, just from snow and they slid.
Who knows..
I can't see if it was her car or my dads car that they took.
But yea, I gotta finish getting ready and put a few more things in my luggage.


See you in a few days..
Florida..
Joyous. -_-
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008

So yea, I'm pretty bored.
It's Wednesday, woo hoo.
Then tomorrow after school on the plane and off to Florida.
I'm probably gonna be bored out of my mind there, but whatevr.
I need to get away from here.
And if my mom does anything to my dogs while I'm gone, I'll seriously flip a nut I don't have.

I'm kinda worried about Jules.
She's bleeding when so pees I think.
My dad and I think it's her, and she kept me up for a bit last night because she wouldn't shut up.
I was comfy and warm and exhausted laying in bed before midnight for once, and I couldn't sleep because she wouldn't stop whimpering.
I had already let her out only an hour before.
Because she'd been whimpering and I let her and the puppies outside while I made myself some dinner.
She had also puked on my bed earlier the day before.
It was yellow and weird..
My dad would deny she puked when i brought my blankets to the basement and some other dirty laudry.
i had been meaning to wash them anyways because Maple had been in heat and got blood all over them
I'm gross, I still slept on the sheets.
hahahaaa....
Oh well, it was one pillow Iused under the one I had my head one, and at the foot and head of my bed.
I had a blanket over that some of the time though.
So yea..
And she got my comforter all bloody but I don't like that one as much as my other anywaysss.
i told my mom not to buy me preppy girly linens.
The name of the design had preppy in it.
-_-
I like the stripes though, just not the pastelly-ness.

Sooo, school sucked.
And it was boring.
As usual, duh.
It only sucks so much cause it's so boring.
There's NOTHING else bad about it really.
Except people are dumbasses, and teachers can be douchebags.
But still, not that fucking bad no matter what people say.


Uhm, whatelsewhatelsewhatelse.
12:01! I can post now.
But I'm not finished yet.

Hm, let's see.
I went to see Dancing with the Stars at the Verizon with my dad last night.
It was pretty good I liked it and all.
But only 3 stars were there.
Two of which danced.
And Wayne Newton sang, and he's sooo old it sucked.
But uhm Marie Osmond and Joey Lawerance I think they were?
The seats had a nice view but it would've been better to see if it were a tad clearer.
And the person next to mes ass was squished under the armrest into my seat and it was uncomforatable so my dad moved over a seat and then I did so there was a seat on either side of us.
Thennn my dad climbed the seats behind us because he had to piss and sat somewhere else we planned on sitting when we could get to them and after 5-10 minutes I climbed over to go sit with him cause I didn't wanna sit alone anymore and the girls behind me were annoying me.


Sooo what else.
I made pizza dough before we left.
it's not warm enough down there so when we got home it barely rose.
So I'm gonna let it sit there for a bit and make the pizza tomorrow.
Uhmmm...
BORED!
Nothing left to say.
I have no friends woo hoo!
12:15.
NUH NIGHTTTTT!
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Sunday, February 3, 2008

Mostly I need to learn, friendship doesn't last apparently.
I need to learn...

That nothing is going to be like it used to be.
That things change.
That I'm no use for anything.
That friends drift away.
That I need to deal with it.
Just tough it all out.
Because..

It's never gonna be how I would like.
But that's just life.


I'm stupid for thinking...
I could help at all.
People actually cared about some things.
People actually listened to me.
People actually cared about anything involving me.
For believeing lies people say.

Anything and everything I ever thought.

I don't know why I'm here, or even still am.
It's pointless.
Pointlesspointlesspointless.
I'm pointless.

I'm ignored, no one cares enough to even talk to me.




Oh well.
I'm just gonna have to deal with it.
Suck it up.
Tough it out.
Been doing it so far so what's some bit longer?





Fuck it.
Good night.

I give up, because it'll never work out.



Oh yea, Superbowl Sunday.
Good luck to the Patriots!
Giants can go suck some dick.
And get ass raped.

Also, I'm supposed to go visit my aunt upstate with my mother.

Have a nice day everyone..
Packing sucks.
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