Monday, December 10, 2007

My moms retarded.
She doesnt believe I really get headaches..

She thinks she just made it up, but she didn't.
I get them about every night.
And in the morning, unless I wake up on my own i still have it it seems.
It sucks.
Then I get them randomly through out the day half the time.

I don't feel well..


Well, grandmothers sucked as usual.
Not much to say about that.
I stodd around and was bored, parents got mad as usual.
Same old stupid shit.

Whatever.......

Maybe something's wrong with me and it'll cause something with these headaches I have.
I could only wish....

Dayday still seems upset with me, seriously.
No matter how much its said that she's not it just brings the words she said.
Told me to go away...
"Just go away. For now.."
Why the for now part?
I can't help but have felt apologetic but it just turned on me..

You know like in Tell Tale Heart by Edgar Allen Poe, the heartbeat that was haunting him?
It's like that..
Happens with almost anyone things they say get stuck in my head.
But yea, like in that short story he swore he wasn't crazy. But the old mans glass eye haunted him and kept him up all night.
He stalked the old man each night, then one night he slipped the lantern open a sliver and it landed directly on the evil eye.
He killed him, smothered him with the mattress, cut him up in a bucket and buried him beneath the floorboards.
The neighbors had reported a disturbance they thought to have heard from the household and cops had shown up.
The guy claimed the old man was on vacation and gavethem a tour. They sat and talked right over where the man was hidden beneath the floor.
The guy hearrd a heart beat and thought it was the old mans, it haunted him and he was freaking out.
He ended up telling all about what he had done, but in the end found out it was his own heart beat not the old mans.

The other day I was watching Psych and there was like this old guy who had just been killed spy kit/blackmail hiding space in the floor..
Reminded me of the story.

Well I have this horrible stomach ache all the sudden..




Good night...
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Sunday, December 9, 2007

Went to go see Enchanted yesterday.
Brittany had said she wanted to see it but she wouldn't answer online, even though her away message said she was bored and lonely and wanted to talk to someone.
But whatever.
I tried calling, numerous times.
But yet, any time I call it's always a couple rings then answering machine.

I'm just in a wickedddd pissed off mood.

I don't feel good, and getting these headaches everynight is aggrivating.
Maybe I have something wrong with my that's lifethreatening.
I wishhhhhhhhhhhh........

BYe.







Ya know, you're kind of pissing me off.
I'm sort of tired of this bullshit..
So yea.


Fuck this.

Have to go to retarded grandmothers tomorrow, so I'll probably end up sleeping all day again upstairs in her den.
Then I'll get told I ruined it all again.
Wanted to actually have someone so I wouldn't be quite as bored but fuck it.
I shouldn't have even bothered asaking, not like it'd ever fucking happen.
UGHHHHHHHHH.
Good fucking night.

Maybe I'll die in my sleep.





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Saturday, December 8, 2007

Old School is funny..
The pledges had cinder blocks tied to their dicks, and they had to drop them off the ledge and the fat guys hit the sewer and went through so he got dragged down.
Was hilarious.


Well, going to bed as soon as it's over cause I don't feel good.
Got a longggg day ahead of me spending the day by myself at my grandmothers because my parents get mad if I am even near them basically.
So yea, I'll be bored as fuck and wanna jump out the window.

Ugh, whatever.
Fuck offf...........

Hah, talk to me I don't care.
Good night otherwise.
If I'm awake I'll answer perhaps.
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Thursday, December 6, 2007

BLAHHHHHHHH!!
Hiya.
Annual inspection was borign and my feet hurt.
Brittany got to sit and watch bags.
EVIL!
Hah...

I felt bad because her dad didn't come pick her up like he was supposed to..

She seemed really mmad but you could tell she was sad...
Eh..

Hope she's okay..

Uhmmmmmmm..........
Blah, that's my day BYE!
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Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Hahhhhhhhhh.........

It's 9:09 AM now.
And I don't know where my dad is.
And I think my mom left.
And my brother left.
My dad's probably in the basement but I'm not even gonna go down and have him bring me.
He'll probab;y come up and bitch at me..
Oh well.
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........

I wanna see Silly.
And Brittany says Banana might not be doing well.
Awww..
That birdys so cute he shouldn't die!!
Poor birdy.


But yea......

My head hurts >_<
Serioulsy it does and I have a stomach ache.
Oh well.

Uhhh...


*five minutes passes*

uhhhhhh......

*eternity passes by..*

Hmmmmm...

Okay.
Well.
Ohh... Brittany showed me a picture from photobucket yesterday.
And it was Santa..
And I don't know how to describe it..
So I'll look for it and should you mkay?




I was laughing my ass off.....

But yea.
Ohh, it's garbage day.
Maybe I should clean my room or atleast ge all the garbage out.
Toodles!
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Life
Is
Shit

Kill
Me
Already
Damnit.
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Monday, December 3, 2007

So yea...

Snow Day!

My nose is stuffy a little I need tissue.

My sisters playing out in the snow while my dad shovels.

My damn dogs barked and woke me up at 8:30.

Jules Is playing out in the snow.

I kinda wanna go outside with the puppys.

My moms still home. O_O


Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

It's 8:55.

I wanna see Brittanys ferrettttttttt............



Bleh BYe.

damn i didn't realize there was that much snow.

Hah, my dads helping my brother and pushing his car outta the driveway while my brother backs up.
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Sunday, December 2, 2007

Bleh.
I've had a pounding headache since ast night.
Yesterday there was supposed to be a parade.
But it got postponed til today.
I'm not supposed to be in it anymore either.
Yay!!!
My wrists hurts wicked bad from when I fell the other day.
Uhhhhhhhh..

Like my new Holiday Layout?
It's really Christmasy though...

Sorry if it's offensive to anyone I guess.
I like the tree thing..
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Over there.

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Lok a tree...

Hopefully the spacing coming out right.
Please please please come out right >_


I'm just trying to take up space.


Uhhhhhhh....
Mom didn't let me sleep over Brittany's last night..
My dad I guess tried to make up for it by having me help him clean their room up and then took me to see a movie.
Saw August Rush.
Wasn't too bad.
Oh, made gingerbread cookies past week..
Dough Wednesday, Baked them Friday.
Had to help out at a decorating cookie thing for the holiday fair thing.





Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Bored.
Bye.
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Thursday, November 29, 2007

Blah
I'm so tired >_<
Uniform.
Ew.
My mom said if I leave forr school by seven.
The first time anyone came up here it was seven!

She knows that impossible anyhow.
She's just evil, and doesn't want me to sleep over Brittany's for some unknown reason.
Though it'd probab;y be more fun for her if she just had Kelsey and Caitlin over so she could catch up with them more.
Who knows.
Whos cares anymore.


School.
Bleh......

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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