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Birthday
• 1992-06-04
Gender
• Female
Location
• Hell. Aka, New Hampshire.
Member Since
• 2007-08-06
Occupation
• Killing myself.
Real Name
• Caitlin...™

Personal

Achievements
• I've made honor roll a lot and had plenty perfect attendance trophies for dance.
Anime Fan Since
• 1/26/08 Brittany's fault. =p She said to put it was cause of her.
Favorite Anime
• Elfen Lied and Green Green, Only two I've watched that was interested in in the slightest way possible.
Goals
• Live a happy life and get out of here. Or kill myself if I can't.
Hobbies
• Sleeping, playing with my dogs, talking online, and doing colorguard.
Talents
• I'm not sure, you tell me.

myOtaku.com: Asphyxiated Lapse

Monday, December 10, 2007

My moms retarded.
She doesnt believe I really get headaches..

She thinks she just made it up, but she didn't.
I get them about every night.
And in the morning, unless I wake up on my own i still have it it seems.
It sucks.
Then I get them randomly through out the day half the time.

I don't feel well..

Well, grandmothers sucked as usual.
Not much to say about that.
I stodd around and was bored, parents got mad as usual.
Same old stupid shit.

Whatever.......

Maybe something's wrong with me and it'll cause something with these headaches I have.
I could only wish....

Dayday still seems upset with me, seriously.
No matter how much its said that she's not it just brings the words she said.
Told me to go away...
"Just go away. For now.."
Why the for now part?
I can't help but have felt apologetic but it just turned on me..

You know like in Tell Tale Heart by Edgar Allen Poe, the heartbeat that was haunting him?
It's like that..
Happens with almost anyone things they say get stuck in my head.
But yea, like in that short story he swore he wasn't crazy. But the old mans glass eye haunted him and kept him up all night.
He stalked the old man each night, then one night he slipped the lantern open a sliver and it landed directly on the evil eye.
He killed him, smothered him with the mattress, cut him up in a bucket and buried him beneath the floorboards.
The neighbors had reported a disturbance they thought to have heard from the household and cops had shown up.
The guy claimed the old man was on vacation and gavethem a tour. They sat and talked right over where the man was hidden beneath the floor.
The guy hearrd a heart beat and thought it was the old mans, it haunted him and he was freaking out.
He ended up telling all about what he had done, but in the end found out it was his own heart beat not the old mans.

The other day I was watching Psych and there was like this old guy who had just been killed spy kit/blackmail hiding space in the floor..
Reminded me of the story.

Well I have this horrible stomach ache all the sudden..

Good night...
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