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Birthday
• 1992-06-04
Gender
• Female
Location
• Hell. Aka, New Hampshire.
Member Since
• 2007-08-06
Occupation
• Killing myself.
Real Name
• Caitlin...™

Personal

Achievements
• I've made honor roll a lot and had plenty perfect attendance trophies for dance.
Anime Fan Since
• 1/26/08 Brittany's fault. =p She said to put it was cause of her.
Favorite Anime
• Elfen Lied and Green Green, Only two I've watched that was interested in in the slightest way possible.
Goals
• Live a happy life and get out of here. Or kill myself if I can't.
Hobbies
• Sleeping, playing with my dogs, talking online, and doing colorguard.
Talents
• I'm not sure, you tell me.

myOtaku.com: Asphyxiated Lapse

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Mostly I need to learn, friendship doesn't last apparently.
I need to learn...

That nothing is going to be like it used to be.
That things change.
That I'm no use for anything.
That friends drift away.
That I need to deal with it.
Just tough it all out.
Because..

It's never gonna be how I would like.
But that's just life.

I'm stupid for thinking...
I could help at all.
People actually cared about some things.
People actually listened to me.
People actually cared about anything involving me.
For believeing lies people say.

Anything and everything I ever thought.

I don't know why I'm here, or even still am.
It's pointless.
Pointlesspointlesspointless.
I'm pointless.

I'm ignored, no one cares enough to even talk to me.

Oh well.
I'm just gonna have to deal with it.
Suck it up.
Tough it out.
Been doing it so far so what's some bit longer?

Fuck it.
Good night.

I give up, because it'll never work out.

Oh yea, Superbowl Sunday.
Good luck to the Patriots!
Giants can go suck some dick.
And get ass raped.

Also, I'm supposed to go visit my aunt upstate with my mother.

Have a nice day everyone..
Packing sucks.
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