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Friday, February 13, 2004

The Trickling Blood
As I watch the blood trickle down I wonder what�s wrong with me. As I watch the blood drop and splash into the water I wonder how I got this far. I look up at the ceiling as the blood flows out of me and into the water wondering if I made the right choice knowing I couldn�t go back now. As I watch the tub fill up with blood I look at my wrist and start to cry knowing I would never see the people I love again. I look around the room feeling a little faint now. I look at the razor blade in my hand covered in blood and start to cry even harder. I try to remember what drove me to this. As I think back I remember all the bad times and how few there were good. I remember all my past loves and wonder if they are the reason I did this. I hear banging on the door I want to get up, but I can�t get myself to get up to open the door. I smear my blood all over my arm thinking of how stupid I am. As my life flashes before my eyes I think of all the good times I had and smile with the tears in my eyes. I then stand up wanting to open the door for whoever is banging, but as soon as I get up I see all the blood dripping down my arms to down my hands to down my fingers to splashing in the water. I sit back down curled up rocking back and forth. I lay down in the bathtub thinking that I would never get to do the things I always wanted. I wash the blood off my arm so I can see my old scares. I start to have trouble breathing knowing this was it, that I made the wrong choice. I close my eyes knowing they would never open again. Letting myself fall asleep as I know these will be my last breaths of air. Then everything goes blank and the door is busted down as people start to cry as the see me floating in my own blood dead.
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