Friday, July 7, 2006

   Site changes
I have to say, I'm not as proud of this site change as I am with others. One reason being that the colors don't really match, and when they do they blend in (the red) sorry about that. Also, the black and white were the only colors i could use cause I have bad vision, sorry if that annoys you, but I had to know the difference between my links words and post. Also, the reason why Io changed it from awesomeness (that sasuke bg was awesome) to this (although Nara is awesomeness too) is because I wanted the Sasuke BG as my desktop BG and it annoyed me to look at the same image twice so I changed it. Also, this was supposed to be Bankotsu anyway, but I couldn't find anything but screenshots! Man, that sucked. Anyways, I hope you guys are okies with my site differences, if you find a problem with it or something PM me and I'll change it if I can, I know some ppl hate highlighting text, I'm sorry about that, but that's the best I could do so it wouldn't look awkward, thanks you guys, and have a nice day ^-^



Lol, It's been so long since I've seen that show, I love Yoh, he's awesomeness! Lazy and strong, lol
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   My lil bro's new site and some different things
Okies, remember a while ago I told you guys that my lil bro wanted a site? Well, I finally started one for him, it's called XPhoenixFireX. I was using it to get him started for a while, and now he's getting impatient, but he made me sign my own GB so It's officially his now. I still have to change his bg and stuff, but it's there, although I still don't think he'll be on it much though, he's one of those ppl who says he wants something and when he get's it; doesn't want it anymore. we'll just see how long he's on the Otaku, hehehe. Anyways if you have time, please go visit him ^-^

On a different note, I was watching s-CRY-ed and I was wondering many different things, like, what the heck is wrong with Ryuho? Why dooesn't he like Mimory? I know I might be spelling their names wrong, but still, I watched it all the way through, every episode, but I have stil yet to understand the friggin end! what he heck? I hated the ending, it was the gayest thing I'd ever seen! I liked it in the beginning but got annoyed with it when ryuho lost his memory, that was unnecisary, I know I shouldn't be saying it, but I'm just disappointed that the ending was kinda wierd, I still like it though, Kazuma is just to awesome to hate, I guess. It's also the epidoe I'm watching, Mad script. It's funny ^-^

On a completely different note other than that, after my grandma's party yesterday, it was just as I predicted. my moms husbands relatives had supposedly come for the party, but then right after we sang happy birthday and ate cake they completely took over my grandma's birthday party! It was like a set up. When everyone was done eating cake his relatives had some and then they started to play cards and demand stuff of me and my brothers! It was like I was there to be a maid, I didn't listen to St. Clair (his name) and I told him he was able, and to go do it himself, and that I was not his maid and I was not his child and that he had no rights whatsoever to tell me what to do, but then he got mad and told my mom who also got mad at me and told me to do as I was told, I only listened to her when she told me to do it cause I was taught not to be disrespectful to my mom, so I did it and when my mom left I went up to my brothers room and stayed there. When I came back downstairs my mom was talking to His relatives and not even paying attention to her own! Three of my aunts came and they were all talking my grandma on her birthday and then my mom wasn't even paying attention to her! She'd completely forgotten about my grandma who does everything for us! She buys our clothes, washes them and cleans the house and makes us dinner, and it was her birthday and my mom didn't even have the decencey to talk to her. And if that wasn't enough, after everyone left my grandma was left cleaning the dishes and moping the floor after her own party! It was the worse! On the fourth I had hung out with my grandma and we bought stuff together and helped her with everything, but my mom won't even lift a finger to help her on her birthday! I don't care if she has multiple slurosis, she can still help a little bit and talk to her, but no, my mom doesn't even care. I can't even began to explain how upset and disappointed I am with her, this isn't even the first time she's done this, and then she get's mad when we call her by her name instead of mom. Oh well, It doesn't matter anymore, I think I'm done venting, I'm gonna visit ppls sites right now, I'll try and get to everyone's if I can later today. Sorry this post is so long, I'll keep them to a short paragraph in the future.


Itachi...I know, I'm crazy, but he's awesomeness ^-^

byeness
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Wednesday, July 5, 2006

   Wake up calls
Okies, a few minutes ago I was fast asleep, dreaming of a lot of different things (sorry but I can't say, it's personal junk and It's embarrasing) It was a peaceful dream, really, but then:
"De Andria!!! Telephone!!!!" I mean WTF?! I was asleep!!! can't you tell them I'm SLEEPING!!!Even thoughit's 12 something, I deserve SLEEP!!!
I picked up the phone and it was FMAKraze711. I talked to her for a lil bit, and while I was talking to her, I find out my cousins were in the other room, playing, I went in to say hi and my lil brother tells me my older cousin wants to watch Naruto. I said okies, but I really didn't want any of them in my room, they always mess it up, but I decided I'd let them cause that's the only way they were gonna watch it. I finished talking to her and hung up the phone and now my mom wants us to go outside and decorate for my grandma's second party, and guess what? It's an island theme. I hate that only because my mom's husband (whom I hate) is from Trinidad and that's the only reason she picked that kind of theme! (Trinidad is an island right off the coast of venezuela in South America) I don't want my Grandma's real 70th birthday party to be an island theme because of that, and to top that off, she probably only did it cause he said so, and his relatives might be coming over. They called nonstop yesterday morning. Anyways, I'm cranky now cause she woke me up via phone, and I have to go get dressed, my relatives aare coming over for a BBQ and whatever else we're doing, I'll be back on in a little bit, if there's nothing going on. Well, byeness ^-^



I only thought this AMV was kinda strange cause Momiji's 15 and only Kisa and Hiro are kid's, but I still like this song ^-^ enjoy



I LOVE this song, it's so sweet
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Tuesday, July 4, 2006

   HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMERICA!!
HAHAHAHA!! HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!! YEAH, I'M AN AMERICAN GIRL!! I GOTTA DO THIS!! YES AMERICA!! How many years has it been? I don't know and I don't feel like counting! Todays firework day in other words, but today, today is like my family reunion or something cause my grandma's birthday is tomorrow, I know she had a party already, but so what?! She can have another one!! OH YEAH!! FOURTH OF JULY ROCKS!! I'll get to see all my friends from pre school again, like I do every year (yes most of us stay connected) WE ARE GONNA HAVE SO MUCH FUN THIS YEAR!!! Sorry I get a bit carried away on the fourth, but still!!! YES!! I CAN'T HIDE MY EXCITEMENT!!! OMG, I think I'm gonna squeel, oh no, I can't I haven't squeeled since school ended, I pray I don't squeel today, oh well, happy fourth! and to those of you who don't live in the U.S. of A. I apologize for this post going a bit over the edge, but I have a right to be happy, right? Anyways, I hope everyone has a wonderful day today!!

We're awesomeness!
But seriously though, no matter where you live, you're still awesomeness!! ^-^
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Sunday, July 2, 2006

   couldn't stay away
well, I thought i needed time to sort out my problems, but this morning my cousins both called to apologize. My friend didn't though, but screw her, I don't care if she apologizes or not, even if she did she wouldn't mean it, she'd just do something to make me hate my best bud, and that ain't happenin'. Thanks to you guys that left comments yesterday, and I don't know if he likes me or not (someone new asked) also, I would have come back earlier, but yesterday was my grandma's surprise party and my mom woke me up and said that we had to go somewhere. We went to a bar in the city (I used to live around there, that's why we went to this particular one) anyways I'm 13 and they took the whole family to a bar. I know she's turning 70 and all, but who in their right minds would take children underage (ranging from 3-16) to a friggin bar?! What wrong with those ppl?! Why would we have fun at a bar?They could have at least let us all stay at my cousins house (I like their house) and talk, and then the adults come there for an after party, but NO we had to watch them get drunk, dance, scream and yell. My relatives are crazy! It's a good thing we were in our old neighboorhood, cause if we weren't someone would have shot us. Heck, someone could have shot us where we were! (I used to live in the ghetto on the west side of chicago) It was friggin dangerous! I'm glad I didn't die (or my family go to jail), and also, I'm glad I'm back here on the Otaku, just as bubbly and huggable...well not huggable, but bubbly as ever. I'll visit your sites tomorrow, okies? Well, ttyl ^-^

I think this song suits the couple, but I don't really favor it or anything....
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Saturday, July 1, 2006

   Okies, yesterday one of my friends called me and we talked casually at first, but then she started getting mad at me cause she thinks I like John as more than a friend. I told her that I didn't and she just hung up on me, then my cousin came over. She likes John cause she saw a picture of him, and she said I liked him, too and got mad at me and now she won't talk to me! My other cousin says they're both just mad that he's one of my best friends (I have more) and I shouldn't let it get to me, but how could I not? They hate me and they both only like him cause they saw a picture of him! They don't even know him! I hate how they're acting around me. Then my cousin that told me not to get worked up about it also said that I liked him. I told her I didn't cause I really don't but she just laughed at me and said whatever. Personally I couldn't care less what they think, but I do care that they ignore what I say all the time! I hate being ignored, it irritates me to no means! I'm fine with them liking John, I don't care that they like him, but how can they turn around and acuse me of liking him (in a different way of being friends) and not listen to me saying that I don't, and then getting mad at me? I'm confusing myself, now...man I'm so stressed out. I thought I got back on my normal sleep pattern, but it turns out it I didn't...and to top this all of, I want to apologize to most of you for not commenting on your sites for a while, I'm so sorry. I just need a moment to get things flowing again, please this is all I ask, I don't mean to seam mean, but I need a break from eveything as things are now, it'summer break and I feel much worse than I did when I was still in school, not to mention my grandma's b-day is coming up soon (July 5) and we have to get ready and buy stuff and make reservations, yadda yadda yadda (her b-day is treated like a holiday in our family) I might be off the Otaku for a few days, maybe, but I need to sort my life out, I'll miss you guys, and try to get to everyons site when I get back, okies? Thank you all SO much, byeness *falls over from exhaustion*

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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

   I think I'm sick now
I just got back from my friend molly's house, and she has a doggie (I love sydney) and two cat's (Tigger and Salem) I love animals, especially cat's...but there's just one major problem with this. I'm allergic to their fur. I'm allergic to animal fur period. I went there and I was okies at first, then my eyes started burning, but I just brushed it off, and then I was coughing, but I just left it alone, even though it could have triggered my asthma, and today (I spent the night) My throat felt like it was closing. I don't know how to explain it, but it hurts, any way, I didn't say a word about it. I got back a while ago and my throat hurts, my eyes still burn and I'm probably gonna get a rash. Also while I was over there I saw my other friend at the candy store ^-^, and yes I bought candy, but I can't eat it now...oh well, I just had to buy my twix, I couldn't pass it up. Well, In order to help my throat I'm eating a throat losenger, I hope that helps...oh well.
Sydney is an awesome dog ^-^ I love sydney, I couldn't helpmyself....I guess this is my own fault



Oh, and we watched/read Full moon wo sagashite, I love that anime/manga but i don't think it's my favorite, but this one of my favorite songs, FF10-2 rocks (but still not as good as 10 ^-^)
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

   I think he's mad at me...
Okies, so it's been a few weeks since I last spoke to my best friend, John. A few weeks ago I called him so he could talk to my cousin(she likes him) and when he picked up he was eating and said he'd call me back, then I went to my friends sleep over party and a week later my brother tells me "Oh yeah, John called you back when you left" I was in awe. He could have told me that a week ago! Anyway, (this was last week) I called him and no one picked up the phone, I got the machine...I get nervous when I hear the answering machine so I just mad a bunch of stutters and hung up not knowing what to say exactly. I assume he's probably on vacation but he hasn't tried to call me since then and I e-mailed him asking if he was okies and there was no response. Just a few moments ago on the phone my friend told me he'd broken up with another friend of mine Shelby, in order to go out with a girl on his soccer team. He'd already told us he was gonna do it, but I feel left out cause I was the only one that didn't know he dumped her yet and I'm his best friend, I also missed my friends Stephanie's slumber party two days ago, but I couldn't help that I couldn't get a ride, and besides I had to go to that craptastic tea party with my aunt and grandma. I HATE tea...anyways I miss John and I think he's mad at me and I think Steph's mad at me and I think some other ppl are mad at me as well....part of me almost wants school to start again so I can see them, but the other part thinks I should give them a rest from being near me...I remember this one time a kid said I was annoying. It hurt me really bad, I didn't talk a week after that, I hope they don't think I'm annoying, although, if they did, I'd rather them say that to my face than do this to me, this is absolute torture...well other than this I think I'm in a semi-good mood, but not nearly as happy as I was a few hours ago, well I think I'm gonna go watch Fruits basket, that always manages to cheer me up...
I woder if this is going to work...anyway's try watching this AMV all the way through, I think it's hilarious and you might, too(cool that rhymed ^-^)

well if you thought that one wasn't funny(or did) this one is sweet, it's GSD to the InuYasha song Every Heart (english version)


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Monday, June 26, 2006

   I'm Grateful
Well, I'm watching fruits basket and my friend is coming over in a few minutes and I haven't even cleaned my room O_O It's so dirty, all I did was clean off the computer stand, lol. Anyways I always watch fruits basket when I clean and when I do watch it it makes me feel grateful for what I have instead of thinking about what I don't, I know wierd right? But It makes me think about how grateful I am to my grandmother taking care of us in place of my mother. I think about my mom's multiple Slurosis and hopes that she doesn't kill herself by being with my step dad, I also think about how fortunate I am to have my brothers and my cousins who made me who I am today, and I'm also grateful for the people who take the time out to even notice my existence, without them I'd be lonely, although i like being by myself sometimes, I don't want to feel completely deserted. I also wonder if I'll ever see my old friends again and I wish the best for all the peolple in my life, I know sound real cheesy now don't it? -_- well I guess that's just the type of wierd person, anyways the only thing I'm not grateful for at these times is when a person I know (former friend) called me Bi-polar, I am not bipolar, I don't even act like I am, but still, I don't think anything can put me out of my good mood right now ^-^

I love this song ^-^
lol, and I took Kagomeandsangofan's quiz, looky!!(Itachi-san is cheap huh?)

A Date With Your Dream Anime Guy by kagomeandsango
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Chance of a second Date: 47%
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