Sunday, June 25, 2006

   I feel neglected
hardly any one comes to visit my site any more and none of my friends have called me in about 3 days and everyone thinks I'm mad at them just because I'm not on AOL eveyday to be IMed...the only thing I have been doing is searching for a good Bankotsu wallpaper on the internet(to no avail) and playing ToS with my brother, and playing harvest moon. I haven't played KH2 in a while and that already makes me depressed and then my grandma took me to a tea party and that makes me depressed, my cousins tease me cause I never had a boyfriend(it's just the teasing that makes me depressed)and my back hurting (right where it connects to my back)and my friend still ahsn't returned my other friends books, that makes me deppressed...man I'm so sad...



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   When I first played/got Tales of Symphonia
Okies, I've been wanting to type this for a long time cause I think it's funny. Okies, it was 3 years ago on my summer vacation, my little brother had to go to summer school cause he failed the ISAT test, and my older brother and I were just lounging around the house bored as usual. Than my mom walks in with a box in her hand and she says it's for our good grades (me and him always have high GPA's) and she hands us the ToS game and the ToS art book. We thought it was a guide book so we opened it first and we looked through the pictures, we came to a photo of Mithos and we thought he looked familiar so we flippedd back to the picture of Colette, they looked similar so we made the assumption that Mithos was Colettes mother...after that me and him put the first disc into the game cube and we tried playing 2 player, it took a whole day before we figured out how to do that. When my little brother got home he thought we were playing a Final Fantasy game...we didn't say anything and continued to play, after a week of playing my lil bro found the ToS art book and he found the picture of Sheena. He stared at that picture for a few hours until we told him to go do his homework. While playiing the game though me and my older brother hit a key point right on the dot (Our first time playing) we guessed that Kratos was Lloyds dad (it's pretty obvious) then we soon found out that Mithos was a boy and wasn't even related to Colette, we were dumbstruck, anyway, we had good times playing that game although on the second time through after we got Zelos we discovered his personal (talk to females and you get money and other free stuff etc.) we abused it to no ends, lol. Zelos Wilder is awesome! Oh yeahy and because his page in the art book had pink words we thought he was a female as well (even though it said male) go figure.

Lloyd

Kratos

Sheena

Zelos

Presea (she's 28 years old!!!!)

Regal

Raine

Genis

Colette

Mithos (he's so adorable but he looks like a girl, lol)

Zelos again, I couldn't help it, I love this pic

and another Mithos pic, yayness! although I was going for a pic that made him look more like a boy...oh well
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   I am SO sorry
I am so sorry to some one new, I said that I'd post a poem I wrote yesterday and I didn't post it sooner! I am SO sorry, please forgive me! My grandma and me went to my aunts tea party (It was horrid) I logged on periotically during the day but I didn't have the poem there at her house and I couldn't type it! I'm sorry, please forgive me, now heres the poem I wrote the day before yesterday *sigh*I am so sorry
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You said stay strong,
you said be true,
that hope and faith will pull me through

Where's your faith?
your hopes?
your dreams?
Is this some kind of little sceam?
Making my life seep out like steam.

You smiled at me,
you'd made me see
things and feelings that could be

All those were lies
life passed you by
leaving me with tears to cry

Small sobs at night
Sorrow to fight
Your voice still says,
"you'll be all right"

Good bye your hopes
your dreams were for dopes
loosing faith made room to mope

The day you died
I realized
The things you'd said
you'd Idolized

You lost yours
and gave me mine
making our lives
Once intertwined
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Okies, there it is, hope your not mad it was a day late, and thank you guys for encouraging my poetry, my teacher used to tell me I wrote good poems, but she was a teacher so I didn't really believe her, it was her job to encourage us so I really needed someone else's opinion, I might post more in the future, but don't think I can promise top notch poems, thanks for reading this, heres an AMV!

^-^ Please Comment ^-^

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Saturday, June 24, 2006

   A poem I wrote
Okies, I know that there are many possible ways to critisize this poetry I've written, cause I already know it sucks, it might not make sense to anyone, but still, I wrote it and thanks to someone new for encouraging me to post it ^-^, oh well, here it is...
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A memory from long ago,
melted like the winter's snow
A dream forgotten
eyes still closed
it drifted off where no one knows
A memory that could have been;
like the spring, renewed again
untouched by presence
viewed by all
it spread like summer's change to fall
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yeah, this is pretty much the worst poem I've ever written but I wanna know what you all think, I might post another one later depending on your opinions, sry it had to be this one, it was the first one I found, okies thanks!
yay I posted it! I posted it!I posted it!
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Friday, June 23, 2006

   Idk...
well, I posted here a while back that an old friend of mine IMed me after i haven't seen him for so many years(almost three) so yeah, we were talkin and I realized he'd changed a LOT since I last spoke with him, but now he wants to come see me. I was okies just talkin to him, but now he wants to come to my house O_O to tell you the truth, I don't think I want to see him. After he transferred I just wanted a chance to say good bye. I got the chance but he wants to be friends again. I already felt like I was talking to somewhat of a stranger (though he was still a bit of the same person) and now he wants to see me and I don't think I want to see him...and now he's makin a big deal of it and asking and saying he was afraid to ask his mom and stuff. I can't tell him that I don't want to see him, that'll make me feel bad...then there's the fact that now he's a pervish teenage boy, and I'm still me...i think...My current best friend John reminded me of him until I spoke with him that time, but now I think John is the same way he used to be and what if John becomes like him? Then I'd probably be to afraid to speak with my best bud...man, this sucks *sigh* and John and I are even going to the same high school! If he's like him this coming year than I'm stuck with him for 5more years!! I hope John doesn't turn into him and I hope he gives up on visiting....I feel like a bad person, oh well here's an AMV..

well, now I think I'm depressed, please comment
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Thursday, June 22, 2006

   My little brother wants a site...
My lil brother wants to join myotaku, but he can't cause he doesn't have an e-mail address and I'm already using my moms email address(she doesn't use it) and he's not allowed to have one..I feel bad now cause he's looking at my site and thanks it's cool and pointing to stuff...although i sorta don't want him to have one because then I won't be able to get on and he'll be in my room on the computer...oh well.

*funny AMV*
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

   Just here
I feel mean today...I don't know why but I feel like doing something really mean to someone, I know that's bad. I'm not usually the agressive mean type when i'm in a normal mood but I'm feeling like my other self (no I'm not crazy, I just have something like a split personality but not actually a complete change) I don't know, maybe it's because I was talking to that sadist friend of mine amy. Man, she talks about the scariest ways to torure people, but at the same time funny....I'm sorry if I'm scarring any one, another reason for this could be my recent lack of sleep. (I think I went a week or so without a normal sleep pattern) ever since my friends slumber party, I haven't been sleeping like usual. Intead of my usual 16 hours of sleep (on weekends) or 7(school's out now, but that's how much I got on school days)I haven't been getting much. People have been waking me up every time I get comfortable and when I do try to, I can't so then I get on the computer, oh well, I don't think I'll be able to fix this pattern until July, oh and next week is another one of my friends b-days(another slumber party) but I might not go...
Here's an AMV, enjoy it while it's here cuz I feel bad for putting it here...Vic Mignogna could get sued for singing this...It will only be here for a little bit, seen or not, so please just enjoy it for now.



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   A crack at lame jokes! Starring me and Hiei
Okies, here are my lame jokes....
Hiei: you're not saying anything!
Was I supposed to?
Hiei: You said you were gonna say lame jokes! Say something!
Hm...I don't remember saying anything like that! Hiei you have a hearing problem!
Hiei: YOU HAVE A DESEASE!
That was mean Hiei-kun
Hiei: Since when do you call me Hiei-kun?
since just now...
Hiei: You deserve to die! DIE I TELL YOU!! DIE!!!
Hm....that's what they all say, it's not very nice, Hiei-kun
Hiei: BURN IN-
*gasps*you're not supposed to say bad words!
Hiei:....I HATE YOU!!! *walks away angrily*
I love picking on him...hahahahahahaha- oh, ur still reading this, here watch an AMV *cackles evily* I'll getyou next time Hiei-kun
Hiei: I heard that!
oh,um..*leaves*

Buh bye now,
Hiei: I thought you left.

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   It is the next day!
Hmm...i didn't realize it was 12something, I guess now I have no sense of time... oh well...this puzzle took me a while to finish, it was very...interesting...
Hiei: you idiot! how can a puzzle be interesting?!
Me: ah, young Hiei, anything can be interesting
Hiei: I'm older than you!
Me: you don't look like it
Hiei:...
Me: Hiei?
Hiei: ...
Me: uh-oh *starts running*
Hiei: I'M GONNA KILL YOU!!!


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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Moving on

Well the Card Captor theme has ended. *cries* I never realized how much I liked it until they actually took it off the air. I was sad for a week after that. It was my favorite anime in 1st grade. I watched it every time it came on kids wb. I got over it and moved on, but now I think I miss it more than ever (I know I'm crying over an anime show that was taken off air, I guess I am obsessed) I also remember back when Rurouni Kenshin was on air, it was so cool, I still love that show!! They still have pokemon and yugioh on air, even dragon ball z! why the heck did they get rid of the gold and replace it with copper? That was stupid! Kenshin is 10 times better than DBZ is now! (it used to be a good show but it got repititious it was always: "that wasn't my real power" and so on) and it's still showing what about the other good shows they took off? Anyways, I was jjust saying that I missed the glory of the old anime shows and cartoons. I'm making myself feel old, but oh well...In commemoration of the cardcaptors anime here's a final card captors AMV. *cries* I'm okies..

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