Saturday, July 14, 2007

R.I.P. Sam - one of the awesomest dogs ever

Well once again I've been bought to life. The other day was my best friend's b-day and we went to her house and spent it with some friends and her family. It was awesomely fun but there were times I felt utterly horrid. The day after that we went to see Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. I disliked the movie but not as much as I hated numbers 3 and 4. People say I only hated it because I read the book but there has to be people out there who love the book and the movies, too. Anyways, I hadn't gotten any sleep the night before so I was nodding off into slumber at random parts in the movie. It was a wonderful sleep but I wanted to see the movie so I had to force myself to wake up everytime. After the movie when we got in the car we dropped one of our friends off and then I went to sleep. I was shocked that my best friend's cousin let me sleep. I never let him sleep when I'm over (unless it's night time) and I'm always amused by that (my sadistic form of entertainment) I slept wonderfully in the car but when we got back to her house, I don't remember doing it but I went to sleep immediately. I was literally knocked out. No one bothered me either. When I woke up I ate some Cookie Crisp and then went right back to sleep (though my friend told me what happened when I went to sleep, I don't exactly remember hearing anything but that her cousin went home, but I'd known that already) Apparently it wasn't even thirty minutes that I was up. After I went back to bed I woke up sometime in the afternoon. My friend estimated me going to bed at six and then waking at around 1 or two-ish the next day. I would have slept more but I forced myself out of bed since you don't sleep at your friend's house like that, it's rude (at least to me anyways, I'd just feel bad) Shortly after I woke up another friend left and then it was just us two left. We sort of sat around. Eventually we went out and drove the golf cart (my frist driving experience and no crash!), I was told by a 7 year old that I needed driving lessons...Then we sat around some more and the worst thing happened. I'm not one to love animals much or anything but Sam, the dog, died. It was horrible. It may not have been my dog but I'm going to miss him jumping up on me and me freaking out and his smelly dog breath...he was so playful. Stupid speeding teenagers...Friday the 13 truly was a bad day. Hours later though everyone put on a chipper face and they drove me home but first we got McDonalds and she bought me an FMA Wallscroll that I have no room for (I'm just going to stick it on my wall somewhere) I thought that was horrible. I went to her house for her b-day and she wound up buying me something after her doggie died. Makes me sound so horrible. It would have been different if I had kept my money in my pockets (it was in my bag and my bag was in the car...) Anyways, overall yesterday and the day before were bittersweet to say the least. Additionally I'm going to try not eating anything for at least a day, my appetite has been very fickle with me as of late and so I'm just not going to eat anything (I'm sick of getting food out and then not wanting it-it's a waste of time and money) Anyways, take care all of you, ttyl. Byeness

Yu Yu Hakusho It's My Life

I just felt like a Yuyu Hakusho video. Normally I wouldn't do this to good anime but this one was decent so I guessed it would suffice...(don't mean to sound rude, though, I just grew up with YYH when I was lil and it's like...awkward seeing it in an AMV (I know, I'm weird))

Anyways, everyone take care. Have a nice day!
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Thursday, July 5, 2007

Evil Phone and The Neverending Story

I hope you all had a wonderful Fourth of July and for those of you who don't celebrate the Fourth of July I hope you had a nice day yesterday. Well today I had a horribly rude awakening. The phone insisted on ringing every five minutes. No one else would come and pick it up after the first several times so I had to roll out of bed, answer the phone, go downstairs, give the phone/message to my mom, come back up the stairs, and lay back down in my room. I suppose I should have just kept the the phone right next to me so I wouldn't have to get up and get it, but I didn't do that. When my cousin said he'd be here in an hour or two I was forced to stay up. I didn't have the gull to go back to bed for fear of the phone ringing again. Ironically it hasn't rung since I've decided to stay up for the day. Now, another horrible thing is about to occur. For about a year and a half now I've been trying to get my elder brother to watch the Neverending Story. He just decided he would watch it after we read some reviews online. There were 3 negative ones and 1 semi-okay one and the rest were positive (don't remember how many there were) The catch is, though, that I watch it with him and actually pay attention to the 'wonderful' movie. (I hate that movie with a burning passion) So in order to get him to watch it I must watch the whole thing without crying 'at the sad parts'. Today is also my Grandmother's B-day and relatives will probably be walking in to enjoy this 'marvelous' movie with us. Oh joy. Anyways, I'll talk to you guys later. Take care, byeness.

Haruhi Suzumiya AMV - She's Just Oblivious


I wish that The Neverending Story was as good and as short as this AMV....

~Byeness!
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Sunday, June 24, 2007

The party, wine coolers, and Tonia

Well the party was pretty fun, I guess. I spent the night like I always do when I go to my friend's house. At first we were all goofing off, then they decided to dance at the radio. My friend Amy had to go home because she was bored I guess (she and I didn't dance) we were supposed to car pool but she wanted to leave earlier than I did so she called her mom up to get her. I felt bad because they hardly talked to her and if you invite someone you're supposed to at least speak with them. Well anyways, she left and then we went inside to mess around. The people that were there who were sleeping over were me, my friend (I shall call her person), another friend (I shall call her Ohpets), and person's cousin (I shall call him G-man because her other cousin was there, you'll see why it would be a bit confusing). Her family was all outside talking amongst each other and such while we were inside doing random things. There wasn't much happening until half the people left the party and her cousin (this one I shall call K-dude) got drunk. It was hilarious. When he went missing we all decided to go and look for him and we found him behind the barn sleeping sucking his thumb (he's like...20 something I think) We took pictures until he woke up and ran back inside the house, then we came back out and sat down on the coolers. Later on, since person's mom said she could she drank some wine coolers with G-man cause his mom also said he could. Ohpets also drank some because she wanted it. I didn't have a whole one but I did take sips of theirs (which is unusual, I'm usually a germophobe and don't drink off people) I'd say that all in all that night I had the equivalent of one wine cooler with the sips that I took. They got drunk a little later than that and it was hilarious. I decided to drink a coca cola while they split a beer that they hated and didn't finish. K-dude came outside occaisionally and messed with us and it was distrbing and funny at the same time. He wasn't making sense and slurring his words. Eventually they finished all the wine coolers and it was time to go inside. They were drunk and crawled up the stairs and I tried to get one of person's younger cousins to sleep because he wanted to know what we were doing and be a part of it. I didn't think that was a good idea so I got him to stay downstairs and go to bed (thought he just watched tv which was good enough for me) I made various trips up and down the stairs until it seemed that everyone was making it to bed. G-man kept falling asleep on the stairs on his way down (about three times) and I woke him up the first two and kinda watched him sleep the third. It scared me when he woke up cause there was a loud snore. After the shock went over I couldn't help but laugh. He looked so drunk XD When the guys downstairs started playing Zelda I wanted to play but I decided against it and went upstairs to make sure my friends were okies and I got a bunch of stuff for them (I was afraid if I let them get it they would fall down the stairs and wake up person's mom) It took a while but they got to sleep and when they did I slept at the foot of the bed while they slept from the head (in other words they were sleeping the normal way and I was sleeping laying across the area of where their feet were) Needless to say I got kicked in the head a couple times but I recovered. Earlier today we woke up and I made sure none of them got to sleep until I left (which was only G-man who didn't sleep since I barely got any) They had hang overs and it was funny so I didn't complain about having to help them the night before. I got a ride home with person's step mom, Tonia, and that's where things were bad. The ride was relatively smooth and normal and when I got I went upstairs with person and Tonia talked to my mom. She told her about the wine coolers and I don't know what she said but I assumed that she somehow made it seem as though I was irresponsibly drunk as well. I don't know how to explain why I'm extremely angry with her though. It's best said that I don't feel that it was in her place to tell that to my mother when I was going to do it myself. There are things I keep away from my mother but this would not be one of them. My mom was upset and I told her that I only had a few sips and that was it, she could even ask person but I don't think my mom believes me now that she was told by someone else before I even had a chance to get into the house. She's angry that person's mom had wine coolers at an 8th grade graduation party. She left before I could tell her that she only gave person permission to drink the wine coolers and didn't give us any permission at all because she wasn't going to make that decision since we weren't her children. I hope this doesn't make my mom not allow me to go to person's mom's house again. Knowing Tonia she (being person's step mom) probably wanted to turn my mom against person's real mom. Anyways, I don't care that person's mom had wine coolers at the party and even if we were welcome to it I still wouldn't have drank any of it because I know what I can and can not do with and without my mom's permission (I just wish she knew I knew that) Well I'm going to go now, I'll come around and comment later on. Take care you all. Byeness ^-^

~I'm The Best Damn Thing Your Eyes Have Ever Seen~


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Saturday, June 23, 2007

It's raining...

Well I'm going to a friend's house today for her graduation party. We were going to do something with water or whatever outside but since it's raining I guess that's a no. I'm still going to go though. I'm cleaning my room still. It's almost done, I just gotta get all the stuff off my bed and put it away, change the covers, vacuum, and dust (yes, dust. Particularly my television and DVD player) Shouldn't take too long. I got an hour or so until I get picked up. Everything that takes forever is done for the most part. My uncle is here teaching my mom and elder brother how to plant seeds the right way (though my brother kinda already knows how) They're planting Birds of Paradise seeds first. I'm deathly hungry, it feels like I haven't eaten in days but I had a really big breakfast yesterday and a pretty decent sized dinner. This morning I feel starved and I had two pop tarts about ten minutes ago with a full glass of strawberry milk. As of now we're out of food for breakfast and my tummy hurts. Anyways, yesterday I asked my mom could we see our father because her husband pissed me off by saying we never do anything around the house (which we do, he just never takes notice because he and his family are always messing it back up again). I was making koolaid at the time and I gave him a glare. When I was younger I was a lot meaner than I am now and I remember everyone telling me that if I kept glaring at people my face was going to get stuck that way (they also complained because I was much nicer looking when I wasn't angry or frowning) When he stopped talking I couldn't help but feel slightly proud of myself for making him shut up. I was going to say something to him but I thought better of it and asked my mom could we see our father right in front of his face. Needless to say my mom was pretty upset but she didn't say it right there. She told me we'll see. Later on she told me that she didn't like that I said that in front of him, but I didn't care. I just said that I knew it was rude but what he did was rude so I was returning the favor. She was also mad at that. She started to tell me how stuck on himself my father was and basically saying he was conceited. It didn't phase me at all so I just brushed it off. It only made more sense to me since I do love myself and in a way, I'm like that as well (I almost hate to admit it, but I'm not going to deny it, I love me (I do love other people, too though ^-^ No worries, I'm not completely messed up) Well I have to go now, they should be here any minute (took me a while to type this between cleaning...) Take care you all and have a wonderful weekend!

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Friday, June 15, 2007

Very Late Christmas

Well today I woke up and my mom tells me I have to go to the doctor at two as soon as I open my eyes. Yesterday she told me we weren't going to go but apparently now we are now. I might have to take my shot, too...I wish I would have known that I wouldn't be home. I made plans with a friend today and now I gotta call and cancel. There goes Friday. Anyways, a few days ago my mom and grandma supposedly went out shopping for just groceries. It's never just groceries so when I took the bags inside the house was I was suspicious. When I asked is that everything my mom goes "Yes, that's everything." Ten minutes later they tell us to go back out to the car and get something wrapped in red wrapping paper. I'm thinking it's someone's birthday but when I get it, it's christmas wrapping. I take it back in the house and my mom says it's our Christmas present from our aunt. We open it and it's some locker magnets and a mirror and I got an additional perfume set. Now that it's summer, though, I'd prefer not to look at those locker magnets until I actually have one. WEll for now my brother and I are going to play Tales of Symphonia again (I adore that game)Take care, byeness! ^-^

"Sasuke Gotta Get Thru Something!"

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

No shots, no school, no homework

Hi everyone! I'm finally back and it kinda feels nice. School is out, I haven't taken my shots in two weeks (which is bad according to my doctor but they make me tired moody and angry and all those other horrible side effects medication comes with) I've been to my friend's house almost everyday, and I got a Wii for graduation. What more could I ask for. If I'd just known I wouldn't be taking my shots I would have had a silent, secret party. Graduation day was a nightmare until it was over. I almost thought I wasn't going to make it to the graduation because my little brother somehow got pink eye and my grandma wanted to go all the way to the city to see the doctor. It didn't help that before then she was making me feel bad about myself because I was at home most of the times instead of out being a whore like my cousin. I made it on time though and I graduated happily though my graduation was not complete with my grandma complaining about sitting on the bleachers. Nothing's good enough for her... Anyways, since then I've been to my friend Shannon's house and we're been working on an animated series of hers called AcK! It's something fun to do over the summer and we have decided to work on it every Wednesday. I'm not there today because I had to clean my room though (and because I was at her house yesterday morning because I slept over, so yeah…) AcK! is also an opportunity to have us all meet together and hang out. I attempted to learn how to swim the other day at my friend’s party, though I really shouldn’t have been in the water to begin with…It was a failed attempt because I was too afraid to not have my feet touching the ground. Well I hope you all have an awesome summer! I think, since school is out and I have no summer homework assignment anymore, that I’ll be able to update more often then not. SO I shall talk to you all later! Take care, byeness!

Haruhi Suzumiya No Yuutsu - Keep Holding on


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Friday, May 11, 2007

New York and Lacrosse

Alright, I haven't been here in forever and I guess it feels nice to be back forlittle times I actually do come back. A few days ago I went to New York and it was supposed to be a vacation. We walked everywhere and my feet ached. I only complained because my cousin told me not to, though. I couldn't resist. We saw two movies, The Invisible and Spiderman 3. My cousin laughed all through The Invisible and I had to tell him to stop laughing because it was making me laugh...It kinda ruined the feel of the movie for me. Still, it was pretty good. Spiderman 3 wasn't all that hot. It was okies at most but I still say Mary Jane should die in one of the movies or something. My goodness, she's a whore. Anyways, the best day was the last day. We spent over $250 on the first day for dinner because there was 12 of us. It was the worst T.G.I Fridays I’d ever been to. We all had water and it was still over $250. I blame the adults...On the last day we went to this really cool restaurant. I forgot what it was called but if gave you a lot for what you ordered. I ordered a cookies and cream shake only, it was $6.40, and I got at least two servings. They gave me one cup and this container with more in it. It was delicious. My little cousin got a really good looking dessert but he didn’t want the rest so I ate it, almost as good as it looked. The plane was good until my ear began hurting. It was horrible. I had the worst headache. Still, it was more enjoyable than a so many hour ride in a crowded car. This week was probably one of the worst this year, too. I had to make up so many tests because of New York. One of which I just finished and turned in today. I was paranoid all day because I hadn’t finished it and completed it in lunch. I avoided my math teacher by all means necessary...It was awful. I jumped every time I heard something even faintly resembling her talking or walking or saw something that looked remotely like her. If that wasn’t bad enough I got hit in the head in P.E. That’s not exactly what pissed me off about that thing, though. I got hit twice. One girl threw the ball so hard and it hit my neck. It hurt so much I thought I was going to actually have a mark on my neck but I don’t. I was okies about that. I wasn’t going to tell since she apologized right away that it was an accident (although they should be THROWING the stupid lacrosse balls with their HANDS in the first place!) Then after that I got hit on the right side of my face by another lacrosse ball. That pissed me off big time. He didn’t even say sorry right after it hit but I was going to tell anyway so it didn’t make a difference. I told the gym teacher and she comes over and talks about it with the other gym teacher and my glasses got bent out of shape. I bent them back to the best of my abilities, they’re fine now. Still, later during the day in French the vice principal comes and he’s like: “From what I was told it was an accident. They didn’t mean to hit you.” He expected me to actually believe that! I’m sitting there, my head and neck hurt like fucking hell, and I’m already having a bad day. and have to make up a whole trimester of french and he says from what he heard it was an accident. Like I wanna hear that! All I could do was nod. After he finished his little excuse for them he told me that I looked like I wasn’t believing him and I didn’t. I told him that, for one thing, if they were BOTH accidents why the hell did BOTH of the balls hit me in my FACE. I just nodded after he repeated himself, still not convincing me, and walked away like nothing happened. I hate to be selfish and mean but I wanted repentance (not exactly, but something of the sort)! I get hit in the face TWICE and nothing is wrong but if someone else got hit in the face I bet all hell would’ve broke loose. The principal wouldn’t just go up to them and be all, “It was an accident. They’re not big enough to say sorry so I’ll do it for them.” (At least one of them weren’t) I don’t APPRECIATE being hit in the face. It wasn’t even the kids I was mad at in the end. It was the vice principal. He’d handled that horribly! The way he spoke to me made it sound like I was doing something wrong by being upset by it. He always talks to me that way when I don’t do anything wrong. Something happens to me and he talks to me like I’m the one committing the wrong doing. I wish the assistant principal would’ve done it instead. At least then maybe I could’ve laughed about it in the end. After school I came home and finally got up the courage to tell my mom about it she said she already knew about it; the VP called her. He’d told her the teacher, the teacher who hadn’t even SEEN what happened, said that it looked like an accident to her and the kids said it was an accident as well. That was just awful... (I was so angry I almost cried, but I didn’t) My head throbbed for most of the school day and then at the end of the school day I had to take my shot in my arm. They gave me a sucker because I was a regular in the nurses office every Friday and that made my day a little nicer (It was the feeling like when you’re a little kid and you get hurt and you get a treat except I wasn’t hurting from an injury) Now I’m drowning my anger in Disney’s Mulan, nibbling on a Klondike bar, and planning on sucking my sucker later on...or maybe reading something to cool me down. In a little bit I’ll be shaking from my shots (the medication makes me shake and shiver, I’m already freezing) so yeah. Anywyas, I hope you all have a better week than I did and if you didn’t I’m really sorry. I shouldn’t even be complaining about this in the first place. I’m just really upset and moody. Writing helps me vent more than talking about it does. Well, take care everyone! Byeness.

Sucks To Bo Digi-Destined!

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Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Things

Alright. Again I want to say hi everyone and apologize for being gone for about a month. I found out just recently that I'm going to be taking shots every week for my Multiple Sclerosis. I was so scared when I was told that and when I told my friends they really didn't seem to give a damn and now I'm really scared about taking those shots. The doctor that wants me to take them doesn't usually see minors and he gives the medicine to the adults with MS. I don't know if he's ever given them to a kid before but I'm really nervous about it. I hate shots and he says I have to have a blood test every few months because it could really screw up my liver and some other stuff. I have to take iron tablets every day, too (although that's not really a problem). One of my friends, though has been really aggravating me. She wants to go out with another best friend of mine and he just wants to stay her friend so he turned her down quite nicely. Now she's all upset and emotional because 'he won't give her a chance' and now some other people are pissed cause he said that he and she both knew it would be better for them if they stayed friend. Personally I think he commited no wrong doing and being mad at his decision is highly unfair. He chose to go out with other girls, yeah, but just because he won't go out with her and doesn't want to break up with her he's the bad guy. She said she can take the break up but I don't think she realizes that he might not be able to and that if he went out with her he might see her differently and could be afraid of that. I wish she would look at his feelings, too instead of trying to force her emotions on him and expect him to just say yes when that's not how he feels. What makes me even madder, though, is that the way she's putting it is making her look like a victim and him like a total monster. I wasn't outside yesterday when she yelled at him but when he came in all pissed and upset I felt sorry for him. Even though he was shouting and being upset the look on his face made him seem so sad. I couldn't say anything to make him feel better I don't think, so I just told him I didn't blame him or think it was his fault. I don't think it was much but everyone else was ganging up on him (Except Drummergirl93 and FMA Kraze711, too) Everything she now says to me on AIM and such is about he broke her heart and didn't giver her a chance but then she pissed me off by misintrepretting something I'd said. I had said maybe he was afraid to go out with her because it would damage his relationship with the rest of us when he dumped her and what she got from it was that he wouldn't go out with her for our sakes. How in the world would you get that from what I said? She says she's trying to get over him but it's been like this since forever and I can barely talk to her now without it ending up about him. From my view it looks like she's not trying at all but still trying to cling to her reasoning about his not giving her a chance and that everyone deserves a fair chance in a relationship. If he doesn't want to give her a chance then she should leave him alone about it and stop sulking and get over it. She already ruined my InuYasha DVD case and didn't even apologize for it. Her excuse was that her little brother snatched it and stepped on it. I didn't buy that. It looks like someone bit it and scratched it and neglected it. Needless to say she'd had the DVD since Christmas vacation and I just got it back like a week ago. So she was already trying my patience and now this. I may be her friend but I'm not gonna sit back and solve her issues for her, I'm sick of this and I've done all I can do for her. I just wish she'd try to do something for herself. School is going decent enough. I turned in my 12 page To Kill A Mockingbird thesis paper and I have a B in ADV Language Arts and a high C in French (it's a 79.9 XD) the rest of my classes are fine but I still have to take my WWI test that I'm probably going to fail because I didn't study. I even have to finish an Algebra Test from about a week ago. It's seriously easy cause it's multiple choice so I have a 50% chance of getting an A or at least something like a B or a C. We also had an Annie play last week. It was ok. Annie could sing really well and so could everyone else but the kid who played Warbucks screwed everything up and stopped it from being a good musical. We saw Shakespeare's The Taming of the Shrew acted out for us, too. It was great. Afterwards I was moody, though, so I didn't enjoy it like I would have normally. Well I guess that's all for now! I hope you all are doing well. Ttyl, and take care! Byeness ^-^

Sorry-SasuSaku


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Thursday, March 1, 2007

5 Day Weekend Finally Here!

Alright, today is the first day from the beginning of my five day weekend! YAY! On the down side, I'm getting my hair done by my aunt, I feel like I'm going to barf. She's giving me some curly looking...well, I just reallly don't like the style. She says it'll look pretty on my because my hair is pretty decent length and has good texture and all that other crap. So soon I will look like a freak show, but I don't care what they do to my hair anymore. They've played in my hair all my life. I used to care until they permed it. Aside from that, this weekend is probably going to be a little busy. Tomorrow I'm going to FMA Kraze711's mom's new house. It's gonna kick ass, 'cept she doesn't have cable. I think she called everyone and told them to bring some DVD's. Her mom wants to watch Cinderella III, which is actually a pretty funny movie I might add. If you've been disgusted because it's the third one of a Disney classic (I was...) I think you should give it a chance, it'll make you laugh ^-^. I'm bringing Cinderella III with me, Rurouni Kenshin, Read or Die, Howl's Moving Castle, Nausicaa, and Witch Hunter Robin. Well, I got to get my hair finished now. I'll ttyl! Take care, byeness ^-^

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Sunday, February 25, 2007

Homesick

First, I wanna say I've broken 1000 hits! Thank you all! You're so awesome! I'm grateful ^-^ Alright to start things off. For a few days...weeks...maybe a couple months, I'd think I was depressed but FMA Kraze711 said I probably wasn't and ever since I've been asking the question am I really depressed? A few minutes ago I was(am) lisetening to Nickelback and when I heard the song Far Away I got so sad and my mind kept flashing to memories of my old friends and mostly one in particular, whom I miss greatly and then I thought for a little while longer about it and realized that all this time I really had been thinking a lot about them and what are they up to. Things like wondering if they still remember me or not or if they miss me as much as I miss them. The ending conclusion I came up with was that I was homesick. I'm not sure if that would apply to a situation like this, but that's what I'm calling it for now. I also came up with an idea for a new amv with the song Far Away by Nickelback and the anime InuYasha. Think it won't fit? I'll do my best ^-^ On a different key, lately my legs have been shaking in the worst moments. Like right now as I type it's shaking uncontrollably and I'm not even cold. It did that in class the other day for about thirty minutes while we were watching a movie about Edgar Allan Poe...I don't know what it is that makes it shake like this, but I wish it'd stop. My grandma said that my grandpa had the same habit so at least I know who I got it from. Lastly my grades for the end of the marking period were not F's like I had thought they would be! Instead for ADV Language Arts, Math, and Social Studies I have C's (they all say that's good for how much I've been absent) and in Science I had originally gotten a D but my really REALLY nice teacher SOMEHOW gave me a B....I'm just as clueless as you all are, but that's what happened and I'm not asking questions. I'm soooo grateful that she didn't leave it as a D, though. I have an Incomplete for french again and she's going to make me come in and make up the whole marking period again *sigh* I hate French. I have NO idea what I got in PALS but I'm sure he won't be as lenient as my other teachers because all students are responsible for coming in and making up the module for the days that they missed. I might actually be getting at least a D or, if I'm lucky, a C. I have no idea what I got in PE either. I forgot to turn in my written assignments on the last day...I left them at home when I actually DID them *pulls hair* that was SO STUPID! Topping things off Patent Teacher conferences are sometime this week and my grades aren't plausible in my eyes...oh well, my mom'll understand.....At least we get a FIVE DAY WEEKEND starting Thursday - Monday! YES! It's a miracle ^-^ Well, there's what's been going on with me so you guys know I'm not dead yet and I'm keeping this site until further notice ^-^ Anyways, you guys have an awesome week and take care of yourselves! Byeness ^-^

1000 words - Sakura and Sasuke

One of the most beautiful songs I've heard since...Back At Five when I was like...four or something...very awesome song ^-^
Too bad the vids a little blurry though...

SasuSaku 1000 Words (Japanese Version)


1000 Words (International Version)

I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
"You've been there with me all the way"
I still hear you say

"Wait for me I'll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt
When I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late

Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings

Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever

Oh a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings ohhh

And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever

Byeness ^-^
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