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Birthday • 1992-11-15 Gender •
Female Location • I live in my own world! Member Since • 2006-05-13 Occupation • I'm still a student unfortunately.... Real Name • Call me Dee or Shinn, Whichever you prefer
Personal
Achievements • hm, I think of it as a bad thing, but I've learned to trust poeple more Anime Fan Since • 4ever!(actually ever since I was around four or five.) In my opinion though I haven't seen many different anime. My little bro says I'm an anime freak but I have a short memory span Favorite Anime • Inuyasha, .hack//sign, full metal alchemist, and more (can't choose just one!)nor can I remember them all.... Goals • I want a mansion and to become a Psychologist Hobbies • watching anime, reading manga, drawing, writing, reading regular books and a lot of other things Talents • I sing...sometimes......when i'm by myself...
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Sunday, February 25, 2007
Homesick
First, I wanna say I've broken 1000 hits! Thank you all! You're so awesome! I'm grateful ^-^
Alright to start things off. For a few days...weeks...maybe a couple months, I'd think I was depressed but FMA Kraze711 said I probably wasn't and ever since I've been asking the question am I really depressed? A few minutes ago I was(am) lisetening to Nickelback and when I heard the song Far Away I got so sad and my mind kept flashing to memories of my old friends and mostly one in particular, whom I miss greatly and then I thought for a little while longer about it and realized that all this time I really had been thinking a lot about them and what are they up to. Things like wondering if they still remember me or not or if they miss me as much as I miss them. The ending conclusion I came up with was that I was homesick. I'm not sure if that would apply to a situation like this, but that's what I'm calling it for now. I also came up with an idea for a new amv with the song Far Away by Nickelback and the anime InuYasha. Think it won't fit? I'll do my best ^-^
On a different key, lately my legs have been shaking in the worst moments. Like right now as I type it's shaking uncontrollably and I'm not even cold. It did that in class the other day for about thirty minutes while we were watching a movie about Edgar Allan Poe...I don't know what it is that makes it shake like this, but I wish it'd stop. My grandma said that my grandpa had the same habit so at least I know who I got it from.
Lastly my grades for the end of the marking period were not F's like I had thought they would be! Instead for ADV Language Arts, Math, and Social Studies I have C's (they all say that's good for how much I've been absent) and in Science I had originally gotten a D but my really REALLY nice teacher SOMEHOW gave me a B....I'm just as clueless as you all are, but that's what happened and I'm not asking questions. I'm soooo grateful that she didn't leave it as a D, though. I have an Incomplete for french again and she's going to make me come in and make up the whole marking period again *sigh* I hate French. I have NO idea what I got in PALS but I'm sure he won't be as lenient as my other teachers because all students are responsible for coming in and making up the module for the days that they missed. I might actually be getting at least a D or, if I'm lucky, a C. I have no idea what I got in PE either. I forgot to turn in my written assignments on the last day...I left them at home when I actually DID them *pulls hair* that was SO STUPID!
Topping things off Patent Teacher conferences are sometime this week and my grades aren't plausible in my eyes...oh well, my mom'll understand.....At least we get a FIVE DAY WEEKEND starting Thursday - Monday! YES! It's a miracle ^-^
Well, there's what's been going on with me so you guys know I'm not dead yet and I'm keeping this site until further notice ^-^
Anyways, you guys have an awesome week and take care of yourselves! Byeness ^-^
1000 words - Sakura and Sasuke
One of the most beautiful songs I've heard since...Back At Five when I was like...four or something...very awesome song ^-^
Too bad the vids a little blurry though...
SasuSaku 1000 Words (Japanese Version)
1000 Words (International Version)
I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily
I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily
"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart
Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings
And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever
The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
"You've been there with me all the way"
I still hear you say
"Wait for me I'll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt
When I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late
Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings
Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever
Oh a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings ohhh
And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever
