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Birthday • 1992-11-15 Gender •
Female Location • I live in my own world! Member Since • 2006-05-13 Occupation • I'm still a student unfortunately.... Real Name • Call me Dee or Shinn, Whichever you prefer
Personal
Achievements • hm, I think of it as a bad thing, but I've learned to trust poeple more Anime Fan Since • 4ever!(actually ever since I was around four or five.) In my opinion though I haven't seen many different anime. My little bro says I'm an anime freak but I have a short memory span Favorite Anime • Inuyasha, .hack//sign, full metal alchemist, and more (can't choose just one!)nor can I remember them all.... Goals • I want a mansion and to become a Psychologist Hobbies • watching anime, reading manga, drawing, writing, reading regular books and a lot of other things Talents • I sing...sometimes......when i'm by myself...
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007
Things
Alright. Again I want to say hi everyone and apologize for being gone for about a month. I found out just recently that I'm going to be taking shots every week for my Multiple Sclerosis. I was so scared when I was told that and when I told my friends they really didn't seem to give a damn and now I'm really scared about taking those shots. The doctor that wants me to take them doesn't usually see minors and he gives the medicine to the adults with MS. I don't know if he's ever given them to a kid before but I'm really nervous about it. I hate shots and he says I have to have a blood test every few months because it could really screw up my liver and some other stuff. I have to take iron tablets every day, too (although that's not really a problem).
One of my friends, though has been really aggravating me. She wants to go out with another best friend of mine and he just wants to stay her friend so he turned her down quite nicely. Now she's all upset and emotional because 'he won't give her a chance' and now some other people are pissed cause he said that he and she both knew it would be better for them if they stayed friend. Personally I think he commited no wrong doing and being mad at his decision is highly unfair. He chose to go out with other girls, yeah, but just because he won't go out with her and doesn't want to break up with her he's the bad guy. She said she can take the break up but I don't think she realizes that he might not be able to and that if he went out with her he might see her differently and could be afraid of that. I wish she would look at his feelings, too instead of trying to force her emotions on him and expect him to just say yes when that's not how he feels.
What makes me even madder, though, is that the way she's putting it is making her look like a victim and him like a total monster. I wasn't outside yesterday when she yelled at him but when he came in all pissed and upset I felt sorry for him. Even though he was shouting and being upset the look on his face made him seem so sad. I couldn't say anything to make him feel better I don't think, so I just told him I didn't blame him or think it was his fault. I don't think it was much but everyone else was ganging up on him (Except Drummergirl93 and FMA Kraze711, too) Everything she now says to me on AIM and such is about he broke her heart and didn't giver her a chance but then she pissed me off by misintrepretting something I'd said. I had said maybe he was afraid to go out with her because it would damage his relationship with the rest of us when he dumped her and what she got from it was that he wouldn't go out with her for our sakes. How in the world would you get that from what I said? She says she's trying to get over him but it's been like this since forever and I can barely talk to her now without it ending up about him. From my view it looks like she's not trying at all but still trying to cling to her reasoning about his not giving her a chance and that everyone deserves a fair chance in a relationship. If he doesn't want to give her a chance then she should leave him alone about it and stop sulking and get over it. She already ruined my InuYasha DVD case and didn't even apologize for it. Her excuse was that her little brother snatched it and stepped on it. I didn't buy that. It looks like someone bit it and scratched it and neglected it. Needless to say she'd had the DVD since Christmas vacation and I just got it back like a week ago. So she was already trying my patience and now this. I may be her friend but I'm not gonna sit back and solve her issues for her, I'm sick of this and I've done all I can do for her. I just wish she'd try to do something for herself.
School is going decent enough. I turned in my 12 page To Kill A Mockingbird thesis paper and I have a B in ADV Language Arts and a high C in French (it's a 79.9 XD) the rest of my classes are fine but I still have to take my WWI test that I'm probably going to fail because I didn't study. I even have to finish an Algebra Test from about a week ago. It's seriously easy cause it's multiple choice so I have a 50% chance of getting an A or at least something like a B or a C.
We also had an Annie play last week. It was ok. Annie could sing really well and so could everyone else but the kid who played Warbucks screwed everything up and stopped it from being a good musical. We saw Shakespeare's The Taming of the Shrew acted out for us, too. It was great. Afterwards I was moody, though, so I didn't enjoy it like I would have normally.
Well I guess that's all for now! I hope you all are doing well. Ttyl, and take care! Byeness ^-^
