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Friday, June 23, 2006


   Idk...
well, I posted here a while back that an old friend of mine IMed me after i haven't seen him for so many years(almost three) so yeah, we were talkin and I realized he'd changed a LOT since I last spoke with him, but now he wants to come see me. I was okies just talkin to him, but now he wants to come to my house O_O to tell you the truth, I don't think I want to see him. After he transferred I just wanted a chance to say good bye. I got the chance but he wants to be friends again. I already felt like I was talking to somewhat of a stranger (though he was still a bit of the same person) and now he wants to see me and I don't think I want to see him...and now he's makin a big deal of it and asking and saying he was afraid to ask his mom and stuff. I can't tell him that I don't want to see him, that'll make me feel bad...then there's the fact that now he's a pervish teenage boy, and I'm still me...i think...My current best friend John reminded me of him until I spoke with him that time, but now I think John is the same way he used to be and what if John becomes like him? Then I'd probably be to afraid to speak with my best bud...man, this sucks *sigh* and John and I are even going to the same high school! If he's like him this coming year than I'm stuck with him for 5more years!! I hope John doesn't turn into him and I hope he gives up on visiting....I feel like a bad person, oh well here's an AMV..

well, now I think I'm depressed, please comment

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