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Okies, I was online (I just came back) and this one guy IMed me and it was the creepiest thing that ever happened to me, I'm so glad I wasn't being stupid, well if i got into detail, I would probably be reported so I'm not gonna say cause I don't want that to happen, anyways, tomorrow I have a really neat post, so read it ok? please read the post okies? Cause I'll be really sad if you don't, it's a very important post to me, it's about my REAL dad (not my mom's husband ^-^ my daddy who I haven't seen in 9 years. (and a brother that I had no idea I had) Also I might post it later though, so keep an eye out for it, okies? Well, here's the poem and I guess that's the post at the bottom, but it's about the poem, so this one I'd really appreciate it if you read it, mkay? It's gonna be the only one I ask you guys to actually take the time out and read, so yeah...well, if you don't want to just leave a comment and pretend that you did read it, okies? And I'll try and make it to you guys site today (I usually make it to everyone's right? If I don't please IM me and tell me so I can know)Now, here's the poem I wrote about 20 min. ago ^-^
My Wall
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Hiding myself
behind a stained glass wall
look at the glass,
Please don't see me at all
Picture myself
behind that stained glass wall
smirking at pain
and watching you fall
I've placed myself
Behind a stained glass wall
someone called me a whore;
said I was freakishly tall
It's just myself
Behind this stained glass wall
Staring at you,
your girlfriends and malls...
I'm just a child,
behind this crap piece of glass
Scared you would see,
If I tried to be me
I'm just afraid
Behind this beautiful wall
Not trusting you,
No one at all.
Please break the glass,
of this wonderful wall
tear it to pieces
and watch as I fall
Watch as the shards,
pierce through my skin
but lucky for me,
this can't happen again.
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This is what I usually write when I'm actually serious, soetimes I just scare myself with how deeply connected I get with my poetry. I forgot who, but someone said that I needed a pshychiatrist cause I was crazy or something. I remember, now. I was absent from school cause I was sick (I think) and I had wrote a poem for a poetry contest at school and I really liked that poem...but the teacher told me to change it. She said it needed a pattern (you know like AABA or ABAB) but I thought it was fine cause it flowed and had rythym, anyways, she read it out loud to my ADV. Language arts class and every liked it (according to FMA Kraze711) except a girl in my class named Kelley. who said that I needed mental help. I'm VERY self concious when it cmes to ppl reading things I write, but that just made me not want anyone to read my poetry anymore, but still, the whole class liked it, (or at least pretended to, but why would they if I wasn't there?) I like it when people like my peoms cause it means that they read it and don't think I'm psychotic ^-^
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Pshychotic?