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Okies, just cause there's nothing else to say, I felt like typing this...Alright, in 7th grade alone I have been called annoying many times b4, for the same reasons my friends call me Dee, lol. I have an odd tendency to squeel whenever I'm poked anywhere I'm ticklish, or whenenever I'm excited, which is most of the time. My squeels are high pitched and it is rather annoying. It's one of my major bad habits that's I hope to be rid of, but I doubt it, I can't control those even if I tried. Next is my giggling. My grandma hates my giggle. She says that I should just laugh like a normal person and that I sound like an idiot when I giggle and always tells me to stop, but I can't help the way I giggle, I just do...well, the two major reasons for why people think I'm annoying, and two reasons why people call me, me, lol ^-^. There are a few other reasons, but those are how they know I'm my usual self, if I'm not my usual self they'd know because I won't be able to giggle if I'm not happy, lol. Getting off the subject of me being annoying, yesterday I was supposed to clean my room, and I wanted to cause I was bored, then my mother saw me cleaning and told me that when she came back into the room she wanted it to be "Spic and span clean" then, she left. The feeling of wanting to clean my room died and I got back on the computer. My mom comes in and see's that my room isn't clean and gives me until the end of the day. I know my room isn't the cleanest room in the house, but I'm one of the only ones that has to clean a room themselves. My grandma cleans her room and my little brother and my older brother share a room but they have their own sides, and my mom, well, she pays her husbands relatives to clean her room cause they need the extra cash, and sometimes she makes us clean her room. Anyways, at around 10 last night she came in and asked why wasn't my room clean, I told her that I didn't feel like cleaning it and it should be clean by sometime next week, and she got mad. She asked me "what makes you think you can go around and tell me when your rooms gonna be clean? If I said clean it today, then it better be clean today." I told her still, that I'll clean it sometime next week. I'd never really thought of my self as a smart mouth til today, but thinking back in the past, I guess I am, I've done worse things, but I've never spoken to my grandma like that, just goes to show my level of respect. Anyway, my mom thought I was joking when I said that and she told me that I had til 12 a.m. to finish, I laughed and said "Do you honestly think I'm gonna clean my room?" I had nothing against cleaning my room, but if I'm gonna be forced to clean it, It's gonna get dirty the next day so why bother if I'm not gonna keep it clean? When I stopped laughing my mom was offended I guess and asked me why not. I told her that I should be getting a month to clean my room like she gives my brothers, there are two of them and they get a month, and only one of me and I get a few hours, I mean, how is that fair? The honest truth was that I really didn't feel like cleaning my room and that was the perfect excuse, lol, but it's true, but an excuse none the less. I had wanted to clean my room, and then I was told to so I didn't want to anymore, the moment was ruined, I was even gonna shampoo the carpet, lol, but I guess not, huh? You wanna know what's bad? My mom not only gives my brothers a month to clean their room, but she expects me to help them all the time just cause my little brother never wants to do anything, he always get's off easy, he's 11 years old and doesn't even know how to mop, sweep, or clean his own room, and his grades suck, he doesn't TRY to do anything cause they don't make him try. My older brother and I used to do laundry together when he was 11 and I was only 7! We cleaned the living room, we vacuumed, and we cleaned our room, that at the time, all three of us shared. Now that my little brother's 11 he goes outside and plays and he watches tv, but he never lifts a finger to help us cause my mom's always saying, "Go help your brother he doesn't know any better" and she's not helping him learn any better either! My tiny excuse had turned into an argument, about my little brother. If I had known she was drunk I wouldn't have said anything to her, but I was being and idiot and continued to talk. I knew she was drunk cause she kept pointing at me and trying to interupt me. She kept saying "how it feels to be the youngest" and "because he's the youngest" I know she was was the youngest out of 9 kids but she had time to let her siblings do the work cause they had to grow up and stuff, there were 9 of them for pete's sake! there are only 3 of us and she expects us to babay him for the rest of his life! Also, I have a four year old nephew who I hate, him and his mom and her dad, and I have to take care of him all the time, and then my lil bro is always teaching the kid bad habits! Why are children so evil? I know I'm still a child, but Why are the younger ones so bad? Babies are adorable when they're innocent and can barely speak, this four year old rubbed my thigh! That little perv, I wanted to hit him so bad, but then I let it go cause he's a kid, but he always rubs my thigh, and I told my mom dozens of times and she's always says "cause he loves you, he doesn't know any better" so she's no help at all, and if I hit him, he tells his grandad (my mom's husband)and then my mom scolds me. That people, is not innocence, that's EVIL, and then, some people have the nerve to call it cute. WTF?! Since when is a perverted 4 year old cute?Man, I hate kids, but they always seem to like me no matter how mean I am to them. Once my little cousins were over and so were the ones from my mom's husbands side and they all came in my room and gave me a hug and they all sat in there and annoyed me to no means. they were sitting there, but not quetly, and I'm a very bad person when I just get up from bed (lol, my brother woke my up a few min. ago) so I told them to be quiet or go play with my brother, they just sat there and were quiet for 2 seconds until I told them to get out because of them knocked over my lamp. I have put most of them on time out and forgotten them there at least 3 times already, but these kids just like following me around. Most of the boys from my mom's husband's side are perverted children, it's creepy to be around them, it's disgusting. They always try something, and once my nephew tried to kiss his own cousin, I gave him a time out and told him not to do that cause it's wrong. She was even crying which makes me wonder what he did to her...oh well, I just hate kids and I'm a sucky baby sitter, is the point I'm trying to make. Also, that I still haven't cleaned my room (and I won't for a month just to prove my point about my little brother) I think those are my points, I guess, lol, I think I wrote to much, I think I stray from one subject to the next to much, I'll try not to do that so much in the future, well, I'll try and make it to you guys site, and have a great day, okies? Take care ^-^
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