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Birthday • 1992-11-15 Gender •
Female Location • I live in my own world! Member Since • 2006-05-13 Occupation • I'm still a student unfortunately.... Real Name • Call me Dee or Shinn, Whichever you prefer
Personal
Achievements • hm, I think of it as a bad thing, but I've learned to trust poeple more Anime Fan Since • 4ever!(actually ever since I was around four or five.) In my opinion though I haven't seen many different anime. My little bro says I'm an anime freak but I have a short memory span Favorite Anime • Inuyasha, .hack//sign, full metal alchemist, and more (can't choose just one!)nor can I remember them all.... Goals • I want a mansion and to become a Psychologist Hobbies • watching anime, reading manga, drawing, writing, reading regular books and a lot of other things Talents • I sing...sometimes......when i'm by myself...
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Monday, August 7, 2006
I'm still living?
Hm, well, my relatives came over yesterday for once, it was pretty cool I guess, but they came, talked a little, ate and were gone. It was nice seeing my cousin Kshma again, and I was happy to hear my cousin Derek's voice ^-^ I'm always happy to hear his voice, I feel safe when I'm around my cousins, lol. They said they'd beat up anyone who came near me and tried to hurt me, but that's impossible, but still...I knew they could do it if they wanted to, lol, my grandma makes sure of that. Most of the guys in my family have been in the military or jail at least once, lmao, it's weird, but still, I've seen them get pissed before and it's the scariest thing i've ever seen. I'll never forget when my grandpa threatened to kill my grandma. All the guys in the family kept asking my grandma if she wanted them to beat him up, or gave her a gun just in case. It was amazing how many guns she had by the end of the day O_O it was horrifying, but at the same time AWESOMENESS!!! It was SO cool, lol, I had the feeling that we were all being protected...of course my grandma never used the guns cause then we moved out here, so nothing bad happened, but then I learned that my grandma was scared that night cause she didn't know what would happen. It scared me that she was scared. I guess this only confirms that parents really do have to be strong because if a child sees them scared then the kid is going to feel scared, too, or mad, whichever one..but that was probably the scariest time of my life, and at the same time exciting...hm, nope, that's not the scariest moment, I'd have to say the scariest moment was when I almost drowned. We were in Indianna I think, and I was like, six, or so, and I went over to the water and I kept going to see where it was that the water would be up to my chin and I felt like my body was floating or something so I closed my eyes and kept taking steps, another and another and then I tripped and fell cause of the sand and i drifted off, struggling and I panicked (sp?) and remembered I couldn't swim and I was sinking, and I couldn't breathe. I didn't sink very far, but I felt like it, and I was constantly tying to touch the surface, but I couldn't move and I couldn't breathe, and I was scared, then I don't know what happened. I guess I fell uncounscious, cause when I woke up I was on the beach lying on a towel and it was almost night time. When I sat up I looked around I though that it must've been some sort of dream, but my little brother ran up to me and he was screaming "She's alive" and I'm like WTF? I thought it was a dream, (of course it wasn't exactly WTF, I was 6) I asked him what happened and he said that some guy saved me. I was like, "Who?" and he pointed at some dude who was talking to my mom. I walked over to him and he was really nice to me. I forgot who he was though, I even forgot what he looked like, lol, but yeah, I'm grateful that he saved me. He must be happy to know that someone in the world woudn't be alive without his help. After that, though, I had the case of double pnuemonia, so I guess I never had a time to be grateful until now. That's probably why I hate getting water in my face and in my ears and mouth when I get my hair washed, lol, I hate that so much. It scares me, and when my mom shouts at me it doesn't help either, I hate getting my hair washed...oh well, it's something I gotta live with, also, I'm sry I didn't make it to many people's site yesterday, I was feeling a bit angry/depressed. I'm putting a poem at the bottom ^-^ yippee! then there are AMV's, lol, I might not get to anyone's site today either, but today we're going school shopping with my grandma, lol, I'm sry, I'll make it up to you guys soon, hopefully, well, see ya l8ter, oh and I made a new site ^-^ it's Shinn Uchiha the following poem is there, too, but you can still check it out if you want, I'm satisfied with it, well, ttyl, and take care, okies? Byeness ^-^
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Smile Forever...
I feel your pain and I’m smiling at you.
Right in your heart,
you learn just what to do.
Smile in return,
give a giggle or two,
Look at my face and I’ll help you through.
Seeing you smile,
it warms up my heart,
but hearing you cry, well,
it tears me apart.
But there’s just one thing,
a secret, you see?
I wanna cry,
but you’re smiling at me...
I’m caught in a trap,
Thought up on my own..
My trap, yeah,
but no one to lean on.
So please let me smile,
don’t smile at me,
pour out all your problems
for me to keep.
I’ll bear your burdens,
and I’ll take your sins,
Just let me smile, so everyone wins
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Kabam, lol, I just wanted to say that...well, here're the AMV's I mentioned.
Try watching this all the way through, okies? You might not like the song in the beginning, but just try watching it all the way through, I thought I hated this song completely, but I love it, surprisingly...and this AMV
Sry, all chrono crusade, this time, I'm addicted, lol, it's so pretty, I'm gonna start watching it soon, I read volume oone and I'm hooked, lol, well, later, okies? Byeness
I'm still living?