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Tuesday, September 20, 2005


   My love life is down the drain
Yup...srry to say that everything hasn't gone well with my crush, *sigh* It just didn't work out...

*WARNING* about to go on a huge rant so skip ahead if u don't wanna hear it


Everything i tried didn't work
I got her gifts,
I sat next to her at lunch,
I followed her trying to get her to say something,
but nothing worked

GAH!!! *slams head on keyboard* WHY WHY WHY!!!!

T_T i really liked her,
but she didn't seem to notice me,
All her friends were nice,
some more nice than others,
But she didn't care...

I finally get the news that she's not ready for a boyfriend and that she doesn't really care about me...
And quite frankly, I still haven't gotten over it.

*sigh* I rarely get crushes like this...hell...i rarely get crushes at all!

I'm 14 and i still haven't gotten a GF yet...
;_; god i'm so messed up


And the worst part is, I changed when i was with her. I got contacts, I got new clothes, let my hair grow out, I tried everything to get her to notice...v_v but it didn't work

And now i'm stuck with all this, which i guess i'm gonna hang on to now...

My friends *which are also her friends* say that I should just move on, and that there are many other fish in the sea...It's just hard for me to let go after all this time...

so yes...i do care about Erika, but she'll never hear that from my lips. Hell...she'll probably never hear it at all..she doesn't even check my site...she doesn't even get on as ex-angel-2004 anymore....*sigh* i'm so depressed...


So....yea....i'm done ranting now...

*sigh* I won't be on for a week or so...gotta get my act together in class *my grades have plummeted*...C see you all next week...

-your broken hearted friend,
Atomsk




P.S. checking ur sites now

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