Wednesday, June 29, 2005

   The Headline For This Post Was Stolen By Monday's Post.


Guess who that is. No, not the person dressed has Harry. The one who looks EXACTLY like Melfina. Guess. GUESS! I SAID GUESS!!!! It's Karen (aka, Living Doll.)! She went to the Metrocon last week and this one of many super cute shots of her. This is kind of a teaser. If you wanna see the rest of the pics, go to her site and check em out (She's a great friend, by the way.).

Guitar practice didn't go so well yesterday. Got to practice more. But hey, what can I do? I love this site too much.

Good news! Hopefully I'll be going to Vans Warped Tour with my cousin and his friend. I wanna see Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, Bleeding Through, My Chemical Romance, Senses Fail, Fall Out Boy, and Zao sooooooooooooooooooo bad!!!! If you're going to Warped or any other tour this summer, tell me. I'm a music fanatic.

Change of plans. Last time I said I was going to have you vote on the video I put on my site. Well when I went to check the codes for the vids, Blink 182's codes were gone. So the three choices now are:
Green Day - When I Come Around
My Chemical Romance - I'm Not OK (I Promise)
Cradle Of Filth - Babylon AD
So cast your votes people.

Poem Time!

As the starlight dies
And the sunlight rises,
All of my hopes die with darkness.

One last branch to break.
One last step to take.
It seems I'm left with hopelessness.

My soul is torn,
Scattered on the floor,
But my spirit has been hung on the wall.

Somebody, stop this pain.
Somebody, bring me rain.
Somebody, take away it all.

Kind of short, but hey, didn't have much time. So please tell me what you think, ok.

Today's recommendation is ANOTHER As I Lay Dying song. It's "Meaning In Tragedy" off their new album "Shadows Are Security". Very good song! Somebody please tell me if you guys listen to my recommendations. Just let me know.

Today's question: If you were to make a musical group or band, what would you call it?

To answer Monday's q&a: My favorite band is Atreyu but my favorite song is "Nymphetamine" by Cradle Of Filth.

So answer everything and visit Karen's site.^_^ Til next time, stay (sic).


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Monday, June 27, 2005

   Vans, Here I Come!
Hey there, Otakuites. Another great week, I assume. Well, not for me, not! Living Doll goes to a convention, awesomedude898 goes to a convention, Miyoko-chan goes to a reunion, xSakurax's friend comes to America, and what do I do? Go watch Star Wars again, of course. It was sweet. Me and my cousins had the best time.

I've got to go to guitar practice today. My teacher is preety cool. Real laid back, but cool. He's ver adept in the metal world and tells me what I don't know, so that's wheree I get my knowledge from. Next week I'll recommend a song by his band, so look out.

I seem to be getting good responses to my poetry. I'd just like to say thank you to every one who rates my work an d hopefully they will be made into songs one day for you to hear.

Next week I'm going to change my music video and this time I'm going to have you vote on which vid gets aired. The choices are:
Green Day - When I Come Around
Blink 182 - Down
Cradle of Filth - Babylon AD
Warning: The Cradle Of Filth video is VERY scary and kind of sick and twisted, but I like the song, so sue me. Put your vote in the comments or PM your vote to me. Every vote will be counted. Get it in before monday, people.

Poem time!

Those words creeping from the darkness,
They whisper in my ear.
Those words creeping from the darkness,
Those I will never hear.
If one of these words I could grab
I would never let it slip.
Forever they would be entrapped
In my mind with it's strong grip.
Those words creeping from the darkness,
They tell me to open my eyes and see.
Those words creeping from the darkness,
From who I wonder they be.
Her words they bring me comfort,
They would never bring me pain.
Every time I hear them
I feel like I'm standing in the rain.
Those words creeping from the darkness,
Make me trapped in this cage.
Those words creeping from the darkness tell me,
"Turn the next blank page."

So please tell me what you think, ok? Also I'm working on a long poem that I think is pretty good.
If you want me to post that next time tell me.

To answer last weeks question, I started liking anime when I was about 6. The show: Ronin Warriors. I still love that show.

This weeks As I Lay Dying recommendation is "Through Struggle" off their new album "Shadows Are Security" Awesome song!

Speaking of which, I bought the new AILD and Avenged Sevenfold albums last week. I highly recommend these albums to anyone who reads this.

This weeks question: What's your favorite band and your favorite song.

One last thing, when I recommend videos some of you might not be able to see them. So, I'm starting a mailing list where I can e-mail or PM the videos to you so you can see them. I promise I won't put in anything graphic in the vids, only legit videos. So, if you want to sign up, and I hope you do (it would give me something to do) let me know, kay. Til next time, answer my poll, question, and please rate my poems, Listen to my recommendations, and stay (sic).
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Monday, June 20, 2005

   The World Works In Mysterious Ways (and visit grinner's site, NOW People)!
As you probably saw in my headline, you need to visit grinner's site ,now. She's cool. She's best friends with xsakurax so if you like her, you will like grinner, too. On a personal note, hey grinner, I told you I'd help promote you^_^ ^_^ ^_^!

The weekend was so..........ok. It rained like crazy all day saturday. Me and my cousins (improper english) were bored to death inside cause they can't play Halo and I did'nt wanna play Star Wars. But we found something cool to do, debate which is better: metal or punk. Don't get me wrong, I love punk, just not as much as metal. They say they won, but I think I won.^_^

Guess what I'm doing right now. GUESS! I'm watching SlipKnot tear it up in London on my computer. O, the fire. THE FIRE! SO MUCH FIRE!! Which reminds me, Joey Jordison rules. \m/^_^\m/

Poem time! I wrote this one a few minutes ago while watching Outlaw Star. tell me what you think.

You have left me now,
I wondered where did you go.
It sickens me that you left,
You took my heart with you in tow.
You knew I would plunder the abyss for you,
I would never rest a day.
You're the whisper in my ear
I wished would never go away.
Your eyes of diamond and sapphire
Made all the stars seem dim.
Now that your lights gone from my life,
My life looks o so grim.
I believe nothing can ever heal
All of my fractures and faults.
I wish we could've danced forever,
Dancing to this endless waltz.

I was having trouble with the last line, until I saw my Endless Waltz DVD, so, I guess it's a shout-out to the Gundams in my poem. So tell me what you think.

My recommendation today, once again from As I Lay Dying, is "Falling Upon Deaf Ears" off their first album "Frail Words Collapse". All in all, it's an ok song, real nice riff. When this month ends I can go back to recommending my favorite songs from other artists.

Q&A time. Today's question: What got you started into anime? You know, how did you start to like it?

To answer the last question, I would probably be Harry MacDougal from Outlaw Star because, if you saw the last few episodes, he had a machine gun and missles implanted into his body suit. I repeat, A MACHINE GUN AND MISSLES!

Well, I'll talk to you guy's later. Vist grinner's site and leave some comments for me to read, please. Til next time, friends, stay (sic).
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Friday, June 17, 2005

Thank God It's Friday!
Hey everyone. Fridays here. Sweet! In cause you can't see (cause my computer sucks), I put a video on my site. Im gonna do this every month. This month its Korn with "Got The Life". Sweet vid.

I'm hanging out with my cousins right now. They are......okay. And we'll leave it at that. No, one of them is my best friend, seriously. In fact he's watching me type this.

All's been going well this week. Just bored. I may go watch Star Wars again. I'm an idiot, I know. Sometimes I wonder why I do what I do.

Guess what, time for another poem. I swear this one is good.



I have twisted and tried,
Stopped and pryed,
Laughed and cried,
And wondered why she met me.

Mezmerized and haunted,
All I wanted
Was for our love not to be daunted,
But did she feel the same way about me?

She left me last night,
Not a trace of her in sight,
I wondered "Was this right?"
I guess it turns out she hates me.

I was going to propose,
But I guess I suppose
I'll have to oppose
All these feelings built up inside me.


Well, what'cha think people.

Today, since I have to recommend a video, and since it must be by As I Lay Dying, I recommend As I Lay Dying with their video for "Confined" off their new album "Shadows Are Security" (buy it now!). It has 3 things basically: 1, sidewalk chalk, 2,a hurricane, and 3, only the greatest song ever on the face of the earth!!!!!^_^:)

This weeks question, If you could be one anime character forever, who would it be?

To answer last weeks q&a, I like Dragon ball Z and Outlaw Star the same because their action packed and serious but can be very funny the next minute.

So rate my poem, listen to the music, and answer the question, please. Til next time, stay (sic).
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

   I Hate Rain and I Hate A Hurricane! (wow, that rhymes.)
Hey. I got so many comments on my last post. I'm so happy. Thanks to everyone who helped me rate my poems.

Gotta make this short so I'm gonna just put a poem, a recommendation, and a question, kay? Kay.

This poem is kind of like the last one, but I seem do be writing a lot like this lately.

There is a hole in me.
The universe can't fill this void.
She came through the door to see
That my life was lying there destroyed.
As we lay in bed tonight,
We embrace from our hands to our feet.
I realize as I hold her tight,
Her heart is skipping to it's very own beat.
She writhes as she lies in sweat.
It feels like the surface of the sun.
But still she feels like lying here
Til the world becomes undone.
Our eyes tilt toward the window,
We see the snow hit the ground.
As we realize that forevermore
Together we will be bound.

I think that one came out a little wierd, but it's from the soul. Tell me what you think about it, ok.

For recommendations this month, every recommendation will be by a band I like called As I Lay Dying, due to the fact thier new album drops today (buy it now!). Today I recommend As I Lay Dying with "94 Hours" off their first album "Frail Words Collapse". It's about how the lead singer broke up with his girlfriend and how it took him 94 hours to realize it was a mistake.

The question: What is your favorite anime ever and why?

I'll check in soon. Pray for LD and everyone in the path of hurricanes this summer. They need the support. Til next time, stay (sic).
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Monday, June 6, 2005

   I Feel So Sad and Lonely.
What?! I've put three posts in and no one bothers to put in a comment. I shouldn't fret. You all probably had stuff to do. It just makes me feel sad, that's all. If your on my friends list and are reading this, please just make me feel like you still care. I still visit your sites, people. Return the favor.

To answer lastt weeks q&a, yes, I check all of my comments. I look at 'em like a hawk. So send me some people.

Ladies and gentlemen, I have become addicted to Halo. It's so good! I got the first one this saturday. Not as good as Halo 2, but better than the other loads of crap I've played.

I have begun to write some poems and songs finally. I've been on such a mind block. I'm going to put the things I write on my site and I hope you give me some feedback. Be Honest, now. This poem is about a girl I've been in love with for years. We are not dating and never will, probably. It's just something I thought of.

As I lay on this bed that seems like needles tonight,
I wonder if blind luck or fate has brought me to this place.
Wretchedness and deceit surround me like an animal by the vultures.
Oh, yes! They wish to tear me to pieces.
But there is one light that cuts this darkness in it's heart.
She
She came upon me like an angel.
Her arms embracing me like her love does.
She makes the stars look pale
And a rose look like a twig.
Who, Oh who could be this perfect?
Her
Her presence makes me tremble.
Fear is not the word for this feeling.
My fingers ran through her black hair
As the rain falls from her face.
But this isn't rain, this comes from her brown eyes.
Why do I feel separation from her?She wispers those words as she disappears, "Goodbye, my sweet friend."
Goodbye to you, too, my thornless rose.

So hit me back on what you think about it, kay.

This time I recommend a good song for an AMV. I recommend "Lip Gloss and Black" by Atreyu off their album "Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses". Great solo and piano parts.

So, If you care, please let me know you still visit. Some people on my friends list have never even came to my site. I guarantee you people will be cut from my friends list by next time. So, true friends, until next time, stay (sic).
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Thursday, June 2, 2005

   That Sinking Feeling Of An Omen Knocked On My Door Again.
You will not believe me when I tell you this, but listen. This morning I woke up, sat up in bed, and realized that all off my bed sheets were opposite of where they should be. The one that should have been on the bottom was on top and vice versa. What made it scary was that they weren't wrinkled, they looked I had just made my bed that way! That usually maens something big will happen to me. I'm nervous.

I had to go to my great-uncle's funeral yesterday. My two cousin's acted as if nothing happened, they are cool by the way. We played the dumbed game. Ten of my cousins(including moi) got in the living room and saw who could be quiet the longest. That blew up in our faces.

I'll answer the question from last post next week so I can get some responses. Somebody please give me an answer on one of these, please.

I recommend an awesome song this time. So awesome you need to go listen to it right now. It's probably the BEST SONG EVER! It's Incubus with "Drive" off their album "Make Yourself".

So answer my question, people, and til next time, stay (sic).
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

   The Haven Is Back!
Ladies and germs, I'm back. Had a lot o personal stuff to get through, but I survived. Just wanna say sorry for being gone so long.

Also, I wanna give a few shout outs. Congrats to Living Doll for gratuating, being saluditorian, and sending me that PM (sorry I didn't reply sooner). Congrats to Artukei on his new background, it's cool. Congrats to xSakurax on being a Star Wars fan (Couldn't think of anything else.). And congrats to awesomedude898 on joining the Umbrella Corp (It's crazy, man.)

Last time, I said I would tell you my fav music video. Well, It's Blink 182 with "Always". It's so cool!

Seeing as how I'm into music so much I wanted to thank LD for using Green Day in one of her AMVs and awesomedude for mentioning "Ride The Lightening" in a post. I bought Dookie and RTL this saturday. OMG! They're so good. Welcome to paridise, people.

O yeah, I bought the Evangelion box set and have watched every episode. That show rules! I've changed my info on the left cause of it!

Time for a recommendation and a question so get ready. I recommend Green Day with "When I Come Around" off "Dookie". Awesome song, all I can say. The question is when you put a post in and people send in comments, do you read their comments every time, sometimes, or could you care less (unlike me!).

Well, gotta go. Thanks for hanging around. Your true friends. So, til next time, stay (sic).
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Monday, May 16, 2005

   read
Due to circumstances beyond my control, I will not post another post until June 7. Please continue to visit my site and wait for the day I return. Thank, friends and stay (sic).
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Thursday, May 12, 2005

   Breaking News....though, once again, not important!
I know you're going to kill me when you hear this, but my site isn't in the 9,000s anymore! It's in the.....guess.......guess........8,000s! Okay, I have got to stop telling you guys that. It makes me seem self-obsessed with myself, and I'm not. I had a very stressful day. One of my family members (I won't say which one but I'll give you a hint, It's the word MOM spelled backwards.) almost broke the computer at my grandmother's house, and they've only had it TWO BLEEPING WEEKS!!! I'm sorry, I've just had a rough day today. I'm getting ready for finals and they get harder and harder and harder. I just wanna scream *screams*. That's better. Hey, I've been going around Otaku posting comments on some of my favorite artwork (some from people you probably know, some you don't). Bad news, though. The amount of posts I send in from now on might diminish because I'm getting less time. Gotta do other things. I'll try to post at least once a day (diminish....RIGHT). During summer, though, you shound probably check into my site by the hour cause I will overflow my site! Recommendation time! I recommend Metallica with "For Whom The Bell Tolls" off their album "Ride The Lightning" (I think?). Sweet riff and James Hetfield is great! So, I'm always checking my site when I'm not playin Halo 2, so somebody holla at me, please. *droopy eyes* I'm lonely. Til next time, stay (sic).
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