Monday, November 14, 2005

   And Now, A7S Presents ...........
Hey! Dear God, where do I begin on my tiring day? I guess we'll start from Friday.

First thing I did was go to MyO, you know, check you're sites, talk with Jo, basics. Then, after it took my mom FOREVER to get ready, we made the trek to town. Since the appointment wasn't til 2:30, we got to stop at tons of stores for different things. First stop, Hancock fabrics! I went in there and got a new, black zipper (Cause I had bought a blue on before and now I realized that I need to do different things.) and two yards of black velcro. After that, me and my mom dicided that the search for a wig was on! Next stop was a place called Michael's. It's like a craft store. We went in there and found sculpty glaze and, after I got separated from mom, found this weird, hypo-allergenic foam. It looked like what I needed for the tubes so I got two large bags of it. I guess I'll have to shape it by hand later. Anyways, then we went to the food court in the mall to eat and plan the rest of the day, which really didn't involve planning of any sort, since we're so random.^_^ Anyways, I tried to go to Hot Topic to find wig dye, but mom siad we were going to be late.

Well, once we got to the doctor, he gave me the typical ...... doctor ........ examination. EEEWWWW!!!!! Anyways, the good news is that they're rationing the flu shot and I'm too well to recieve one. So YAY!!! I didn't get the shot.

After that, we went back to the mall to check out Hot Topic, but first I went in Barnes & Noble. I'm sorry to say that I couldn't find Jo's recommendation of Tokyo Godfathers, but I did find Karen's recommendation of Fruits Basket. Well, since I've been wanting to get on the FB craze for a while and since it looked sweet, I bought volume one. If t's any good, I might get more. Then I went to FYE for albums, where I ran into this Chinese girl who was looking for missionary donations. I gave her some money that was in my pocket from the Fruits Basket purchase and she asked about my braces and it was hard to understand her, kinda cause she was from another country. After that, I checked out Jo's other recommendation of Nightwish. I checked out their album "Once" and that's when I noticed what record company they're on. RoadRunner! The little party going off in my head while I was listening to them was awesome. I didn't get it, cause I brought another album, but trust me Jo, you just made me a huge Nightwish fan!!!! I bought Bleeding Through's album "This Is Love, This Is Murderous". I give it a nine out of ten! Definitly an awesome hardcore album.

Well, then I went to Hot Topic and tried to find wig dye. Well, they only sell real hair dye, but I bought atomic turquoise anyway! Hey, you never know! After that we realized we couldn't find a wig store, so we went to the new mall in town and tried to do stuff there. All I really did was go in Hello Cutie and look at wallscrolls. I saw an AWESOME Outlaw Star sketchbook in there and I thought that if I bought it I could use it to get a good picture of Harry's suit, but then I remembered that Karen was sending it to me ...... and it was $28.00!!!!! So I didn't get it. But that was basically my week. Ton's of fun I must say!

Well, once tomorrow hits, it will be one week til I get my braces off. I have swore to eat nothing but popcorn for breakfast, lunch, and dinner for a week after I get these things off ..... and chew bubble gum for a snack! ^____^ I can't wait!!!!!

Well, while I was in the doctor's office abd in the parking lot of Michael's, I wrote a good poem! Shocker! This one is actually based on personal things that have happened to me lately, so you could kind of say that this was written for someone. Well, here it is!

Thus as the end of days
Is looked upon with gladness,
That gimmer in your eyes
Can only be one of sadness.
The feeling rushing through you
Is that of feral madness.
It kills me that I broke your heart
And left it with the rest.

The secret bright, left inside,
Your soul is what shines through.
That question that tempts me every day
Is 'do I maybe love you'?

One heart, two souls,
Am I torn in two?
Between you and my angel,
Sadly, I must choose.

Though it may be dancing in your mind
Your desire you did not speak.
For fear that I would leave you then
And make your life so bleak.
You would just gaze from afar
And give a smile so sweet.
Little did you know, your space in my heart
Was always one of the best.

Double our wishes ring in tune,
Know that I'll always care for you.
But I can't bring myself to be your one,
Not while the maiden dances.

Your darkest prayer I now know.
Finally your true love you shall show.
You care for me the way I do for her.
Oh, what were the chances?

Maybe one day, fates will cross
Before thou I shalt stand.
And maybe on that fateful dusk
I will take thy hand.

But know that of all you could do
Nothing could ever hurt me.
If it wasn't for the one that captivates
Into thine eyes I'd see.

One heart, two souls,
Am I torn in two?
Betweem you and my angel,
Sadly, I must choose.

It seems that at this moment in time
Only across from each other we will stand.
But hopefully there will come a day
When one kiss to you I'll grant.

So, uh, yeah. Just tell me if I'm awesome or if I suck til no end. Please!

Well, the fanfic ..... yeah. Uh, let me get back to ya on that.

Well the music recommendation this week is Bleeding Through with "On Wings Of Lead" off their album "This Is Love, This Is Murderous". Trust me, the keyboardist, Marta, is soooo gorgeous. This song is what got me hooked on Bleeding Through. It may take a while for the videos to load this way, but it's awesome once it's done. Just clicky-clicky on the play button.

This week's question: What's the one thing you want most for Christmas? (Yes, I'm talking about Christmas already. How commercial.)

Well, I hope you survived reading this long post. I don't think I'll survive. Lucky for me there's fanfics. So, til next Thursday, stay (sic).
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Thursday, November 10, 2005

   *old person voice* Rock N' Roll Is The Devil's Music! *me* And Your Point Is ........?
Hey, my fellow Otakuites! How's your day been?

Well, I haven't really been doing much. I'm still trying to get over the lag that hanging out with my cousins gives you. Man, I'm still wiped! I'm really waiting for Goku to come back next week so that I can tear it up with him, if he'll pay any attention to me instead of Fire Emblem and Fullmetal Alchemist, even though he's never seen one damn episode of it! >_< He needs to help me!

I've really been occupying my time by watching videos from the site that Jo told me about. It's got so many videos that no other site would even begin to think of playing. Luckily, it's got songs that I would have done anything to play on this site, so you guys are gonna get some treats for a few months! Don't you like treats? Here, have a pancake! I've been cooking them like crazy recently.

Well, tomorrow is the immunization thing. I'm really excited for it, though, because I can go hang out at the malls with my mom. I'm trying to find a good wig shop there, get a blonde one, then get some hair dye from Hot Topic and dye the wig light blue. I've also got to do some other stuff while I'm down there, but I'll give you all the details on Monday.

Also, I got tons of fine-point Sharpies last night! I love the Sharpie! I'm gonna use them to draw on my costume and try to get the details in where they need to be. Maybe I can get some of that foam, too. If you're wondering how much all of this will cost, don't look at me. All I know is that I saved like crazy for this thing.

Poem time!

There are two sides to every story,
Especially when it comes to her.
But she will tell you both sides.
Let's let her recite the verse.

She would say that she id happy,
Her life couldn't get much better.
But then she'd say she wants to die.
She'd run away if you'd let her.

Warm is the embrace of the ones she loves,
Kindness is all she takes.
And those same people would cut her throat,
That is what she hates.

As she arrives at this point in life,
The crossroads seem parallel.
Will she end this life today
Or begin it new and well?

I really like the idea that I used on this one. It might need to be extended one day. As always, I love to hear what you guys think of them. Otherwise, I wouldn't write them.

Well, I'm glad to say that the chapter to the fic got at least one review. I don't know about new ones, cause I haven't checked it out yet. But thank you July for the nice words. And I loved it when, out of nowhere, you said 'Gene's an ass'! Finally, there is at least one person in this universe who shares my feelings toward that man. Let me savor the moment. *savoring* Moment enjoyed! I'm still writing the next chapter, so you'll have to wait til next week for it, cause this one's gonna be long!

Well, I'm SUPER EXCITED to play this song today. If anyone remembers, the last time I played Cradle Of Filth was when I wrote that super poem for Karen. Well, COF's "Nymphetamine" is an awesome song, and you all seemed to love it, but that is NOT what Cradle Of Filth sound like! This is what they sound like. I recommend Cradle Of Filth with "Dusk And Her Embrace" off the album with the same name. This is one of the greatest black metal, if not metal songs of all time! And I'm excited to play it because this is live footage from a performance on VH1 in London, with every member of the original lineup! This is the only footage in exsistence of all the original members! I'll tell ya who they are:
Dani Filth - vocals
Stuart - guitarist
Gian - guitarust with the purple velvet coat ^_^
Nicholas - drums (Bow to his speed)
Robin Graves - bass (Yes! His name is 'Robin Graves'! I thought it was a joke when I first heard it to.)
Damien - keyboards
Now, the girl who does the opera voice is Sarah Jezebel Deva. She's not in the band, but has contributed the female vocals for every Cradle album. And, don't ask about the scantily-clad dancing chick. Dani always was weird about crap like that. I must say, though, Gian has incredible style, no? I love the purple! Anyways, listen to it by hitting the play button, as usual, and this time tell me what you thought of the song.

This week's question: Since I'm going to town tomorrow, I'm gonna go to the mall and look at stuff. Give me one album to try out and one anime to try out. I promise that I'll try out every one that you guys recommend for me. Just don't give me any that I've already seen. Give me your favs!

Last week's question: This little metal head can't stand the rap music. What with the 'get yo paper' and the 'this my ho' stuff. It's soooooooo stupid!

Well, I'm gonna go thrash my brains out to more metal, and hopefully you will too. Til the next meeting of anime geniuses, stay (sic).
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Monday, November 7, 2005

   Flibiddy Flobiddy Fluglly Ju, I Spy Something Funny, Don't You?
Sorry, I must be running out of post titles. Anyway, what's up?

Well, my cousins came to town over the weekend. That was so cool. We went to this little diner in town to eat dinner. I told him about the sugar fries incident with Goku (don't ask, please). And I told him the 4 year old hooker story! Okay, this one would need some explaining, but it happened Thursday when I went to the same diner with my usual three cousins.

He also was nice enough to snag me AIM! I talked to Jo and July over the weekend! Man, they're even cooler than I originaly thought. Hey Jo, lol! Sorry, if you were watching us, then you'd know what that was about. Anyways, I'm not gonna be on all the time, but hopefully I'll try to find some time. If you don't have it, get it!

On Sunday, me and all five of my cousins grabbed my uncle and played football. Me and my oldest cousin and his sister played against the three little kids and out highly athletic uncle. We coinsidered that a fair handicap. Still, we won! My oldest cousin's sister, who is also my cousin, was unbelievible! She could catch anything I threw! We made her MVP of the game, but we all got some great plays in. We did them a chance to tie when we were ahead, but I stopped the game tieing play. We all had loads of fun, anayway.

I did get some cosplay work done before they got here. Those little clay things are now yellow! ^_^ So now I just have to find sculpty glaze.

Oh, yeah. I've got to go to town Friday to get a shot! AHHHHH! I am a needle freak, so I'm not enjoying this. But maybe I can go by the mall or do some stuff.

Also, to all the metalheads out there. Remember when I said that the Best Videos Of 2005 countdown was gonna be at the end of the year? WRONG! It's gonna be aired on December 3! So you'll get them early! Now I just have to watch it! Lucky little me!

Poem Time!

Tempter of fate, blasphemer,
How you test the limits.
The end result will be the end,
You'll have folded along your creases.

Red roses painted on the sky.
Icarus, please don't fly to high.
For the thorns will surely catch you,
And tear your beautiful wings to pieces.

Tempter of fate, Blasphemer,
How you test the limits.
Every day you want to show you're right,
Yet every day you're wrong.

Little bird, try to cross the path.
Once again, you'll think you'll prove me wrong.
Well, when you try and when you fail,
I'll be there, singing your swansong.

I really won't be surprised if even July kills me for this craptastic work. Give me hateful comments, I can take it!

Speaking of craptastic, I finally finished that fanfic chapter! Now, everyone, go throw hateful comments at me about how much Harry and Melfina should have nothing to do with each other. I'm not gonna listen, so you might as well just say that they were meant to be together and grab my attention! XD What am I saying again?

Anyways, while talking to Jo, she told me about a great site that has codes! So I got a song that I've been dying to play! It's Slipknot with "(sic)" off their self-titled album. This song, once again, is the reason why I say 'stay (sic)' after every post. It's my all-time favorite Slipknot and I hope you give it a spin. If it doesn't play, just click the play button in the center of it's screen.

This week's question: What genre of music do you hate the most? (You must give a specific genre.)

Last week's question: I can play guitar, bass, and piano, but I'd LOVE to play the drums!

Well, I leave you all to your blessed lives. And, before I go, thanks for staying with us, Karen. You won't regret it! Til next time, take care and .... well ........ listen to what Corey Taylor screams! XD

~a7s____~ Too lazy to say 'stay (sic)'. Oh crap! He just said it!
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Saturday, November 5, 2005

   Sup' Yo!
Well, how ya doin'? I'm doing fine.

I'm not really doing much. I got over my stomach flu, so that's great. And my cousins are here. Yay! Also, he got me AIM. So, if you haven't told me your screen name for that yet, do it please. I'll give a weekly update on Monday as usual, but before I go, here's a quiz I found on grinner's site. You must take it. Til next week, stay (sic).

Long Survey About Yourself
What time are you starting this?:	9:59 A.M.
Name?:	Wouldn't you like to know?
Nicknames?:	The master chief, Harry, Trunks, Slippy, and (my favorite) The metal head
Date of birth?:	February 10, 1989
Sex?:	male
Height?:	5' 11'' (What is this? A dating service?)
Eye color?:	blue
Where were you born?:	In a hospital! ^_^
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?:	16
Pets?:	one
Hair color?:	Brown (I'm gonna dye it purple orgrow it out and dye it light blue so I won't need a wig!)
Piercings?:	zip
Town you live in?:	Like I'm gonna say that. I'll just say it's somewhere mear where Karen lives.
Favorite foods?:	Macaroni & cheese
Ever been to Africa?:	No
Been toilet papering?:	No
Love someone so much it made you cry?:	Yes. I'm in love with that person now.
Been in a car accident?:	No, but was close.
Croutons or bacon bits?:	croutons
Favorite day of the week?:	Saturday
Favorite resturant?:	Ruby Tuesdays
Favorite flower?:	Purple Rose
Favorite sport to watch?:	Ultimate Fighting. Ow!
Favorite drink?:	Sweet tea.
Favorite ice cream flavor?:	Vanilla
Warner Bros. or Disney?:	Warner Bros. Enter the matrix, baby!
Favorite fast food restuarant?:	Hardees
Carpet color in your bedroom?:	Gray
How many times did you fail your driver's test?:	None. I passed the first time!
Whom did you get your last email from?:	July
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?:	I don't have one, but if so ..... Media Play!
What do you do most often when you are bored?:	Listen to metal, watch Outlaw Star, or play my guitar.
Most annoying thing to say to me?:	Can you show me how to do this?
Bedtime?:	10:00, but midnight on Saturday.
Favorite TV show?:	Headbangers Ball, or Outlaw Star, but they probably don't want anime.
Last person you went out to dinner with?::	My mom.
Been out of country?:	No.
Believe in magick?:	Not a freakin' chance.
Ford or Chevy?:	Honda.
What are you listening to right now?:	"Ebolorama" by Every Time I Die
Have you ever failed a grade?:	No
If you have, what grade did you fail?:	Read the above statement! -_-
Do you have a crush on someone?:	Yes!
Do you have a bf/gf?:	No, but I want her to be mine. ^_^^_^
If so, what is their name?:	Um .... I'm not at the liberty to reveal her name right now. Forgive me.
How long have you been together?:	We aren't.
What are you wearing right now?:	Blue jeans, DBGT t-shirt, underwear, an As I Lay Dying wristband, and a 3-rowed studded wristband.
Would you have sex before marriage?:	With my crush only!
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?:	No.
Are you a virgin?:	Yes.
Do you smoke?:	NO.
Do you drink?:	NO.
Are you ghetto?:	This is a joke, right?
Are you a player?:	grinner would say I am.
What are your favorite colors?:	Blue, green, purple, black, and red.
What is your favorite animal?:	The snake.
Do you have any birthmarks?:	I really don't know.
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?:	Pick a day.
Who do you talk to most on the phone?:	My cousin.
Have you ever been slapped?:	By my said cousin.
Do you get online a lot?:	Nearly every day.
Are you shy or outgoing?:	A little bit of both
Do you shower?:	Duh. I'm clean.
Do you hate school?:	More than anything.
Do you have a social life?:	No.
How easily do you trust people?:	It takes a while to earn it.
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?:	I LOVE Sailor Moon, love the lesbian russian pop group t.A.T.u., and would settle for being in an emo band.
Would you ever sky dive?:	No.
Do you like to dance?:	Mosh is a form of dance!
Have you ever been out of state?:	Yeah.
Do you like to travel?:	Not really.
Have you ever been expelled from school?:	No.
Have you ever been suspended from school?:	No.
Do you want to get out of your hometown?:	Yes.
Are you spoiled?:	People would think so.
Are you a brat?:	I've stopped that.
Have you ever been dumped?:	No.
Have you ever gotten high?:	Not really. Don't put paint too close to your face.
Do you like snapple?:	No.
Do you drink a lot of water?:	A safe amount.
What toothpaste do you use?:	Colgate.
Do you have a cell phone?:	Yeah.
Do you have a curfew?:	Ha! No!
Who do you look up to?:	Three people: Harry MacDougall, Dani Filth, and Corey Beauleiu
Are you a role model?:	To some people.
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?:	No.
What name brand do you wear the most?:	I really don't know.
What kind of jewelry do you wear?:	Wristbands.
What do you want pierced?:	If I had to, a lip ring.
Do you like takin pictures?:	Yeah.
Do you like gettin your picture taken?:	Not really.
Do you have a tan?:	No.
Do you get annoyed easily?:	Very easily.
Have you ever started a rumor?:	No.
Do you have your own phone or phone line?:	No.
Do you have your own pool?:	No.
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?:	I wear both. Whatever I feel like for the day.
Do you have any siblings?:	No.
Have you ever been played?:	No.
Have you ever played anyone?:	Many times.
Do you get along with your parents?:	Not a chance.
How do you vent your anger?:	By playing guitar and talking to you guys.
Have you ever ran away?:	I wish I would sometimes.
Have you ever been fired from a job?:	I don't have one. What do you think I am?
Do you even have a job?:	No way, Jose!
Do you daydream a lot?:	So much. Oh, Melfina!
Do you have a lot of ex's?:	I'm glad to say no to that one.
Do you run your mouth?:	If I'm angry.
What do you want a tattoo of?:	I would tell you, but then you'd REALLY think I was obsessed.
What do you have a tattoo of?:	Don't have any.
What does your ex bf/gf look like?:	Glad to say I'll never know.
What does your most recent crush look like?:	Um ....... let's just say that she's the most beautiful thing I've EVER laid my eyes on! ^_^
Whats her/his name?:	Okay, don't think I'm stupid! You think I'm stupid don't you.
Have you ever been bitched out?:	Yeah.
Are you rude?:	To people I don't like, like non-metal heads.
What was the last compliment you recieved?:	That I can play guitar really good.
Do you like getting dirty?:	No.
Are you flexiable?:	Pretty darn flexy.
What is your heritage?:	Now how am I supposed to know that.
What is your lucky number?:	777
What does your hair look like right now?:	Like a combination of Trunks and Heero Yuy.
Could you ever be a vegetarian?:	No.
Describe your looks?:	Pretty slender, I guess. Look sweet in the face.
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?:	Read choices above. Purple or light blue if it got long enough.
Would you ever date someone younger than you?:	Yeah.
Would you ever date someone older than you?:	Yeah.
When was the last time you were drunk?:	I wasn't ever.
How many rings until you answer the phone?:	What the heck?!
Have you ever been skinny dipping?:	That's personal, but nah.
If yes, when was the last time?:	I said nah!
When was the last time you went on a date?:	Never.
Do you look more like your mother or father?:	I look bizarre, yet sexy!
Do you cry a lot?:	No.
Do you ever cry to get your way?:	No, but I'm sad to say that I used to.
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?:	Dude, listen to this.
Are you the romantic type?:	Yes. very.
Have you ever been chased by cops?:	No.
What do you like most about your body?:	I'm slender.
What do you like least about your body?:	I'm weak.
When did you have your first crush?:	In May of this year, but if you mean Mel, when I saw her in 2000.
When was the last time you threw up?:	Last week.
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?:	Anything other than blondes. I can't stand blonde hair!
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?:	No.
What about cleavage?:	I'm a dude here!
Is your best friend a virgin?:	Yes.
Have you ever fucked someone up?:	Oh, you know it!
Have you ever been fucked up?:	Not once.
What theme does your room have?:	The corridors of my mind.
What size show do you wear?:	11
What is your screen name on AIM?:	Don't have one.
How are you feeling right now?:	Tempting.
When was the last time you were at a party?:	Last Halloween.
Have you ever given a lapdance?:	To my homophobic cousin. Funniest thing ever!
Have you ever recieved one?:	No, and I don't care if I ever do.
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?:	No.
What is one of your bad qualilties?:	I have the shortest temper in the world.
What is one of your good qualilties?:	I can't stand to see people that I care for (like you guys) be hurt or suffering.
Would you marry for money?:	No. Okay, maybe.
What do you drive?:	My mom's Buick.
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?:	Mommy dearest.
So?:	What more to this quiz?
Well?:	Are you trying to waste my time?
When was the last time you cried in school?:	Never.
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?:	No. How much money did you say?
What kind of music do you like?:	Heavy ****ing Metal!
Would you ever bungee jump?:	No.
What is your worst fear?:	Heights
Would you ever join the army?:	No.
Do you like cows?:	To eat.
If you were to die today, what would you do?:	Confess my love to my crush.
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?:	Don't forget my memory.
Do you like to party?:	It's okay
Hearts or broken hearts?:	Hearts.
Moons or stars?:	Stars.
Coke or pepsi?:	I don't drink, but I like Barq's root beer.
Favorite scent?:	A nice flower.
Favorite band?:	Atreyu, Slipknot, Cradle Of Filth, As I Lay Dying, It Dies Today
Would you ever dye your hair red?:	Yes.
How many languages can you speak?:	One. English
What time are you finishing this?:	10:37 A.M.
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Thursday, November 3, 2005

   The Band, A Bar, And Lots Of Beer = One Awesome Song!
Hey everyone!

Well, where do I begin? Let's start with my illness. While I'm feeling a lot better, I'm still very nauseous. It's not good, let me tell you. It's pretty much hindered me from doing anything of relevance to my feeble little life.

I did get to try some guitar stuff last night. Nothing much, just normal breakdowns, black metal speed riffs, and inmprovised (yet horrible) solos. I should just leave that stuff to the professionals. By the way, since my cousin isn't to much into metal, if any of you guys want the kayboard position, you've got it! And you don't have to be good, you just have to play a few chords very once in a while.

Speaking of those little dweebs, they should be getting here any time now. I think it's just for one day, but what the heck. Also, my cousins from Albany are coming to visit Saturday, and he has AIM! If you've got it, please leave your screen name in your comment, cause I would die to chat with you guys! Just look out for a weird screen name. I'll let you know it's me by saying "Are you staying (sic)?".

Anyways, let's get to my shameful poems, shall we?

Don't act like you're here to make a stand,
Like you're here to start a war.
Don't act like you're gonna win,
Not today. Don't stop. There's more.

I'm coming for the win.
Nothing can stop me now.
Death is only temporary.
When I come back, you'll be wondering 'How?'

How can you be so
Corruptive to your own breed?
How can you be blind
Yet you can still see?

How can the questions that you ask
Be so unanswered?
The answer is inside us all.
There it is enamored.

Okay, now if I don't get a new one written by next week, I'm gonna have to break into my reserve poems, and I'm scared to do that.

The fanfic has been coming, slowly but surely. So, Karen and July, don't worry. You will get it by Saturday. It's gonna be very long, that's the only problem. Hopefully I made it coherent enough.

Now the video. Jo wanted so bad for me to play Bloodhound Gang today, and I looked everywhere for it, but apparently the code site still is going through renevations. So the recommendation this time is Shadows Fall with "Destroyer Of Senes" off their album "The Art Of Balance". All you've gotta do to get a description of the vid is read the headline! I love this song so much that it's insane! To Jo: If you still want the vid, I'll e-mail it to you.

This week's question: If you can play a musical instrument, which one can you play? If you can't, which one would you like to learn to play?

Last week's question: I love that Double Bubble Bubble Gum! Luckily, I'll get to eat it in a few weeks!

Now, to something that scares me. I recently found out that someone by the name of Living Doll is thinking about leaving the site! WHAT!?!?!?!?! No!!! I won't settle for losing another friend! In english, I'm pretty sure that no one wants you to go, girl. So, don't go! Stay!!! And please go to her site and try to tell her to stay, PLEASE!!!!!

Well, I gotta go finish the fanfic. I'll hope that someone gives me an AIM name for me and my cousin to talk to. Also, I might post on Saturday cause I might just be in the mood! ^^ Ti; our next encounter, stay (sic).

~a7s____~ Behold his new Harry avatar! Kiss it!!!
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Monday, October 31, 2005

   Keychain: $.75, Cradle Of Filth Album: $21.00, Puking In A Parking Lot: Priceless!
Happy Halloween everyone! Um, where do I begin?

Well, one Friday wasn't the best. My mom had the day of adn, since she doesn't like MyO, that kinda hindered me from doing a lot that day. But I got some time.

Saturday: This is gonna be long. I woke up feeling terrible. Mom decided to take my temperature with one of those ear thermometers and it showed that my temperature was 103.5 F.! She freaked! But when she used the under-the-tongue thermometer, it showed 100.7 F.. Needless to say, she rushed me to the city to get me to a doctor after she popped me full of Motrin. When we got there, I was feeling a lot better and we ate at Chick-fil-a, where we saw that my temperture had gone way down. So, that was good.

We decided that I was feeling well enough to go to the mall for a while. When we got there, I got a keychain from Hot Topic that had a crescent moon with a dark fairy sitting on it. It reminded me of Jo, so I got it, though I was looking for a band one. Then I went to FYE and picked up an album, which I'll tell ya about later. When we left, I went by Hancock Fabrics and got the silver fabric and interfacing for my Harry costume. Mom went to another mall to pick up something and, as we passed the first red light, I went "Get in a parking lot. I'm gonna puke!" There's a little emergency hospital right next to that mall, so mom swung in there and, well, you guess what happened. Let's just say that you shouldn't eat chicken when you're sick. But mom went in there and let me see a doctor and he said that I had ......... STOMACH FLU!!! NOOOOOOO!!!!! He said that I should stay away from people anf that I should take two days off of school, which explains this late post.

Yesterday wasn't good either. Still sick. Upset stomach. Though I do feel a lot better today, I'm still technically queasy.

Headbangers was kind of a let down. Except for the new It Dies Today and As I Lay Dying videos. Those were worth staying up for. But they showed too many old videos. Blah!

Now, to the moment that you all have been waiting for. The Halloween Poem! Warning: This poem is about some very disturbing and freaky things, like sadomasochism! Hey, I had to do SOMETHING creepy for today.

Let me see thine light,
Let me hear your cry,
Bring your love upon me,
Then slap the taste from my mouth.

She knows she loves me,
She says it to me night.
But what she does when we're in darkness,
All that pain, it makes her laugh.

As we sleep, the night is calling.
Don't slip, my dear, into the night.
Shove me, hurt me, say you love me,
I gaze to thy transfixing sight.
Bleeding, cringeing from my body,
I do not wish to see the light.
One more day, I wish to miss.
So slip me one last masokiss!

Gaze at the roses, tenderly.
I don't want to break your heart.
All the blind ones notice you.
They wish they were us with lust.

Continue on our blissless day.
O, how I enjoy.
But they don't know, my dearest one.
What we'll do at dusk.

Come upon my blood black room.
The bed is waiting for you.
Put that chain around my neck,
I know it's what you must do.
If you shower me with pain tonight
I know that I will love you through.
One more day, I wish to miss.
So slip me one last masokiss!

Oh, I know that the light that blinds
Is the light that binds,
So I'm begging you
To put me in darkness

I'll hold your hand,
Try to get you to understand,
That when it's over
You're still the one I want to caress.

Hallowed be thy name
On this Hallows eve.
When the fun is done in bed
No one's left to grieve.
You pleasure yet you hurt me
With your heart upon your sleeve.
One more day, I wish to miss.
So slip me one last masokiss!

Pestulence, decadence, avarice, violence.
All are symptoms of you.
The power, the flower, my love, my dove.
All these words are true.

Grab the whips and chains
And do not run.
Tonight my girl,
We're gonna have some fun!

Oh, I'm burning up right now
From the fire of the soul inside.
Don't run for the corner, my dear.
I didn't tremble and hide.
I've got you now in my thoughts
And now it's time to turn the tide.
I think I'm gonna have some fun at this,
But before I start, here's a masokiss!

The next chapter, just beginning.
This is only a disturbing thought.
It must be gross, no, it's twisted
The love in pain I've sought.

Why must all good things come to an end?
What is it that makes you go?
I know she'll always remember those nights,
For I remember then so.

Buried here in open graves
You are six feet under.
Not one tear will I feign,
Our love was not a blunder.
Since the day you left this place
My heart's been torn asunder.
Why must it all end like this?
At least I'll remember the masokiss.

I would like to say that I don't support masochism or anything like that. This was just an idea that I thought no one has written about yet. Reviews are welcomed as always!

Still writing the fanfic. We'll leave it at that, won't we?

Anyways, I don't think that this video is playing. But, if it is, it's Cradle Of Filth with "Born In A Burial Gown" off the album "Bitter Sweets To Succubi". Loads of vampires, creepy band members, and the like. If it's not playing but you wnat to see it, tell me and I'll e-mail it to you.

This week's question: What's your favorite candy?

Last week's question: My secret shame is that ....... I ............. like ........................... Ryan Cabrera! I'll admit it! I love his acoustic pop love songs that are very cheesy. Don't hate me for that!

Well, back to the album thing. The album that I bought was Cradle Of Filth's album "Cruelty And The Beast". Never in my life has any album ever equaled or came close to equaling the greatness of Atreyu's "The Curse", but this has!!! It is INCREDIBLE!!!!! Three songs in particular stick out to me.
Desire In Violent Overture - Thi song begs to be loved. That speed, the howling voice, and that creepy vampire-esque organ. It's all genius.
Bathory Aria: Benighted Like Usher/A Murder Of Ravens In Fugue/Eyes That Witnessed Madness - I'm not even going to begin to describe this song! It is just incredible! Eleven minutes long and with no repeating lyrics throughout the whole thing; that's talent!
Lustmord And Wargasm - The Lick Of Carnivorous Winds - Officialally the greatest song ever! That blast beat! That blast beat! THAT BLAST BEAT!!! I've never heard drums played that fast in my life! It's such a shame that the drummer who was on this album isn't in the band anymore.
Anyways, I give the album a 20 out of 10, Which is what I gave "The Curse"! So, buy it and make me happy!

I really haven't got much more to say. Looks like I'll just check out your sites and write more. Til next time, stay (sic), but hope that I don't stay sick, not (sic).
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Thursday, October 27, 2005

   My Week Has Sucked Balls!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Hey, join in my misery!!!!

Nothing has gone the way I wanted it to this week. Everything has sucked. Where do I begin? First, my Satan visit wasn't good. The mold was like a paste that was like glue. Needless to say, it was gross. It's just four more weeks, but I can't stand two days with these bands!!!

Next, I have written almost NOTHING in my fanfic. I'm having such a hard time balancing the way I ended the last one, the circumstances arisig here, and my cousins, who just happened to come by yesterday for the first time in a month.

Speaking of them, the one time they come is the one time that my instruments aren't with me. Nothing has been this bad since the time I had my wisdom teeth ripped out of my face! I hope they come back soon so I can write music, but I hope they don't come back so I can get some time to write the fic.

Then last night, I tried to plan some cosplay, but that went sour, too. I got no sewing done and I was going to paint the clay I molded last week a yellowish color, but I watched South Park and that dragged me away. So basically, if you had anything happen to you this week, it was better than mine.

More fil .......... I don't really care at this point.

For here, apart, dwells one whose hands have wrought
Strange eidola that chill the world with fear:
Whose graven runes in tomes of dread have taught
What things beyond the star-gulfs lurk and leer.
Dark Lord of Averoigne - whose windows stare
On pits of dream no other gaze could stare!
--- H. P. Lovecraft

I don't believe that I have to put this poem up on Halloween. I don't think it's finished, but I'll let you be the judge.

Thanks once again for all the sweet comments about my fic so far. What the heck does a 'genetically enhanced cupcake' taste like. I want one! Anyways, thankies go out to July and Karen. Keep reading, but you'll probably get the next chapter next week.

Well, a problem with the video. I've spend thirty minutes looking for the Dimmu Borgir video, but couldn't find it! Then, after giving up, I tried looking for Lamb Of God. Well, my favorite code site is putting new codes in and is trying to fix their problems. So, I don't think the video is showing. If it is though, it's Lamb Of God with "Laid To Rest" off their album "Ashes Of The Wake". It's basically the world's longeest game of tag ever. Hopefully, this won't happen for the Cradle Of Filth video.

This week's question: What's your 'secret shame'? You know, one thing about you that's VERY embarrassing. You don't have to say if you don't wnat to, just a simple question. And I won't laugh or critizcize anything.

Last week's question: I'm an only child (luckily), but my five cousins are like brothers and sisters.

Well, I'm going to try to fix this video or write some more in the fic. Take care to all you dudes and dudettes and stay (sic), which is something I need to do more often.
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Monday, October 24, 2005

   At Last, The Cold Is Here!
You people have no clue how long I wait for winter to arrive. Oh, by the way, hey everyone!

Well, since my cousin hasn't helped me one bit to write music, I used my keyboard and what little talent I obtained from two years of lessons and tried doing some creepy orchestra sounds to try it out. It also had a drum machine in it, so I played bass along with it to try to make something. It sucked so bad.^_^ It was funny though, mom looking at me with a guitar on me, a piano in front of me, an amp to my side, and my bass next to me, and me going "What?". I'm trying at least.

Good news! This Saturday on Headbangers Ball is "Masters Of Horror" day! They're gonna show creepy videos all night long. So good. Plus, the lead singers from Every Time I Die, It Dies Today, and Norma Jean are going to be on the show. Sweetness!

Well, tomorrow I have to go back to the orthodontist. The good thing is that I finally get the mold that I've been wanting for two years. It's just four more weeks people! Now, I'll be able to eat popcorn with my cousin when we see the new Harry Potter.

I hate to say it, but it looks like another hurricane has come, and it has hit me. I'm in the storm, people! But what's worse, I've got a friend in it, too. Living Doll is in this thing about ten times worse than I am, so pray for her, please. By the way check out her new artwork! My what a super cheap plug!

To July, you're gonna love this! I was watching Headbangers Ball and for some reason, I knew I had heard this band before, but I missed the name so I was like "I think I know who this is.". Turns out, it was a new Children Of Bodom video! It was so good! If you want me to e-mail it to you when Yahoo gets it, I will. But it usually takes Yahoo one month to get new videos. By the way, time for another cheap plug! Go check out July's artwork! Number 1! Number 2! If those links don't work, let it be known that I suck at computers. BTW, these are her first drawings, so if you don't like them I'll beat the crap out of you for her. I'll always stick up for you, July!

More Filth! More Filth!

My highest hope remains silent and unattained. All the visions & solace of my youth lie dead! How did I bear it! How did I heal wounds like these, how did I overcome them? How was it that my soul rose once & left these graves?
---Friedrich Nietzsche

Now, I've got one more creepy poem for next Thurday, then it's the big one!

I finally finished the newest chapter to my fanfic, and I didn't get one response! Come on! I know that no oneexcept for Living Doll and grinner read it, and now I'm worried about you two. Karen probably had to run from Wilma, so I understand that, but July? What gives?! I'm wondering now.

Since we are in the last few days of October, every video now will be black metal! Today, it's Children Of Bodom with "Every Time I Die" off their album "Follow The Reaper". I love how it's so dark, yet the fact that they have the happiest keyboards in the world kinda scares me. Anyways, it's a cool song. And hopefully, their video that was nominated for video of the year will place so I can play it cause it's better than this one. Speaking of which, the results come out early in this magazine, so when it comes out, I'll buy it and give the results away, but that won't be til the end of the year. Sorry!

This week's question: Do you have any siblings and, if so, how many?

Last week's question: I have never had a girlfriend ..... or boyfriend! ^______^ So I guess that means ..... I'm single. *wink wink*

Well, I gotta go write some for this Friday's fanfic. Til Thursday, and Dimmu Borgir (which is on Living Doll's site of all places. Go check it out.), stay (sic).
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

   Heeeeeerrrrrrrreeeeee's Corey!
Do ya wanna know what's happened? Do ya? DO YA? Too mich has happened for one post, but I'll try to fit in as much as humanly possible.

Right now, xSakurax is having a bad time. She collapsed because of some weird ulcer thing. I'm not a doctor or anything so I don't know what it is, just that it's bad. And on top of that, her, grinner, and me got into some weird problem because of a PM. I don't want to go into specifics because they might not want me to, but I just wanna say that if I did anything wrong to you guys, I'm sorry. And I know we'll all be praying for ya Jo.

Now, to personal crap. My braces. >_< Yeah, the razor blades that are glued to my teeth. Well, I went to Satan's ... I mean the orthodontist's office tuesday and they put a temporary on so that I can hook the rubber band through it. By the way, supertoilet, yes, it's coming out naturally or it's styaing in there. Luckily, I know when I get these things off! I go back next week to get the mold for my retainer, then in five feeks from now I get them off! I'm so excited cause it's right before Thanksgiving and my grandma always has the best bubble gum (double buuble! OOOHHHH!!).

I did some cosplay last night, or what little you could call cosplay. I took some of that model magic and molded it into these small disk-like things that go on my aqua socks. I really messed up because I realized I bought dark blue fabric when I needed silver. I'm gonna have to go back and buy more fabric with MY money! That sucks. Plus, I might need to PM Karen and ask her something about an aspect of the suit that I'm stuck on.

My mom bought me a cassette recorder. I'm using it to record some sweet guitar breakdowns and my riffs. Also, I decided what style the band is going to play. We're making our own. It's gonna be called 'blackcore'. It's a combiination of black metal like Cradle Of Filth and Dimmu Borgir with hardcore metal like It Dies Today, As I Lay Dying, Bury Your Dead. Wow! I forgot how many metal bands focus on death. Never mind.

What passage does the Book Of Filth spit out this time?

You shall know nothing if you have not known everything, and if you are timid enough to stop what is natural, nature will elude your grasp forever.
---Donatjen Francois De Sade

This super poem is driving me insane. I finished it last week, then yesterday I wrote another line into it. I don't know, but it has to be done before Halloween.

My fanfic is something else entirely. I wrote four sentences yesterday. FOUR! That sucks! Hopefully, I'll find time, but you're probably gonna have to wait til next week for this chapter. I just want it to be good, and I'm think about when Harry and Melfina "get down to business" as Karen said.^_^

What could be creepier than "The Shining"? When it gets made into a music video by nine freaks from Iowa. It's Slipknot with "Spit It Out" off their self-titled album. Trust me when I say you haven't seen anything until these guys do this song live. It's a feat to be witnessed first hand. Not yo mention that the song is totally awesome. Corey is the fastest dude alive in terms off vocals!

This weeks question: Have you evr had a boyfriend or girlfriend and, if so, are you still with them?

Last week's question: The best album I own right know is It Dies Today's "The Caitiff Choir". I love that one line in "The Caitiff Choir: Revalation" that goes "Do you hear the caitiff choir? Faithful to none but themselves!"

Too much crap this week and probably too much crap next week since my cousins aren't coming, I don't know if Jo will be okay, and there's a cateogry 5 hurricane headed ... hold on, let's check the map. *checks map* Oh yeah! Right for me!!!! Damn, I'm sick of these things. If I die cause of this thing, I just want you to know that I love all you guys dearly. I'm not getting up from my seat again after what I had to go through with that big hurricane that came throguh about four years ago. Well, oh, I forgot!! Go check out all the new artwork that EAMR, Living Doll, Miyoko-chan, xSakurax, and grinner put up on their sites. I love grinner's for obvious resons as you will see. Well, Stay (sic) and stay ..... well .... just stay (sic).
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Monday, October 17, 2005

   Why Do I Have Braces, Again?
Um.... let me put it this way, too much happened.

First, on thursday, while I was eating, one of my braces that they GLUED to my tooth came off and, seeing as how I was eating nachos and am just an idiot in general, I ate the darn thing. I have to go back to the orthodontist tomorrow so he can fix me up. Damn, I just wish these things would stop being a pain in the butt. I would really like to chew bubble gum once again. Hopefully, he'll take my mold and they'll be off soon. I'll tell ya on Thursday.

On Saturday, I was waching the Ball (which is pretty much like a second religion to me. METAL FOREVER!!) and I saw a video for Roadrunner United. Every that performed a song called "The End" on that album was in the video. Let me put it this way, it was so pop that it made me want to rip my tongue out. Dear God, what happened?! I'm not playing that video even though the song is good ........... oh, who am I kidding? I'm probably gonna play that video. By the way, if you haven't gone to MTV2.com and voted for the metal video of the year, do it now!

I've also been writing lots of good songs. I mean instrumentaly, not lyrically. Your fingers get worn out playing the hard stuff I'm doing. I seem to either lean toward a melodic metal or more of a black metal style. I know they aren't connected, but I like playing black metal, so sue me.

And now ....... Tales from the Cradle Of Filth!

Man doth not yield himself to the angels, nor unto death utterly, save only through the weakness of his feeble will.
--- Joseph Glanvill

These really aren't that good. I don't know what the hell I was thinking.

By the way, thanks to my "fanfic fan club" which consists of Living Doll and Grinner for giving me nice reviews of my fic. You guys continue to be the two best friends I've ever had, in person or over the web. Now, the next chapter will probably be up on Friday, but I make no promises. I'm gonna try to rewrite that fanfic I put on MyO and put it in the story, so that will be awesome. Once again, thanks guys! ^_^ Have a brownie! I make the best brownies!

Creepy video! Creepy video! It's Nevermore with "Final Product" off their album "This Godless Endevour". I don't like lots of black metal, except for Cradle Of Filth, Dimmu Borgir, and Nevermore, and this one is one of the best songs I've ever heard! When the guitarist does the taps for the solo ......... oooohhhhhh!!!! It's sooooo good!!!! also, everyone in the band is like 50 years old! You don't have to be a certain age to like metal! And that's why they rule.

This week's question: What is the best album you own? (Can't be burned, downloaded, any of that crap.)

Last week's question: I love Headbangers Ball, Uranium, Metal Asylum, SURS, South Park, Viva La Bam, and I seem to have a obsession with The Simpsons.

Well, on to visit more friends and write more fanfics. By the way, I think I need time for my cosplay, since I haven't done anything in two weeks. I'll find time. Til martians take your brains, stay (sic).

~a7s____~ Let's face it, he has a crush on Melfina! Everyone knows!
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