Thursday, June 22, 2006

   Warning: Angry Rant May Be Unleashed In This Post.
Hey. I'm gonna warn you, I may or may not go into a rant in this post and, if I do, trust me, I don't think anyone is gonna like it. But, I'll try to stay positive.

Okay, Monday I got to have the house to myself, as you would know if you read last weeks post. Spent most of that time working on the song still, which is now becoming the bane of my existance. I got all of the keyboard tracks mastered and edited, finally, and decided to wear my Katan suit around the place when I wasn't working on it. I got some of the belt loops sewed onto it and it looks decent. Didn't get pictures though cause I didn't have the camera with me. Also, I learned the Cradle Of Filth song "Her Ghost In The Fog". Okay, now I know "Her Ghost In The Fog" and I can move on. Then me and mom went to Wal-Mart, where I got gloves for the Katan and I got more black thread, cause I ran out.

Next day, I tried to work on the song some more on the song but my time disappeared so I got nothing done with that. I did get some shots of the Katan suit this day and then got the rest of the belt loops sewed on and kept trying it on. Mom got there and got pictures of me with the suit, so I have that now. Also, I found this REALLY good tab site called 911tabs.com and I found the As I Lay Dying song "The Darkest Nights" on there, which I promised Karen that I would learn for her.

Wednesday, two of my three usually visiting cousins came here (the other went with her mom out of town for the day). We basically spent a lot of the day playing video games and stuff like that. They kept asking me graphic questions about ... female things ... like I'm supposed to know that!! >_____< It wasn't fun. But, I tried to make the tubes for the Harry suit yesterday, too. With some time I think I can make them look swell. Also, I learned Still Remains's "I Can Revive Him With My Own Hands" off of that tab site. So, that's cool. Next I'm gonna try this easy Bury Your Dead song called "Top Gun".

Today, all of my cousin's are here, and I'm still going to Randi's later tonight. Wish me luck.

Okay, I can't take it any more. Normally my posts aren't angsty or ranty, but you're in for a big one. I am PISSED-THE-FUCK-OFF that NO ONE had the kindness or decency to give me a review of my AMV when all I wanted was one person to say whether I should enter this thing at AFO's AMV contest. Now, some of you claim that your computers didn't let you watch the vid (which I'm skeptical about, seeing as how this person was able to talk about a Disturbed band video I played in December which they commented on), but to everyone else, WHAT!?!? Come on! Is my AMV THAT BAD that you can't even tell me that it's that bad for fear of making me feel bad. Well, fine then. I'm NOT entering my AMV at AFO! And frankly, that's another thing that pisses me off. The fact that I've been here for a year, have done everything I can to be friendly and nice to everyone I've come across, and there's only about three people who KEEP coming back to my site and leaving comments, and even nowadays I wonder if you'll keep coming back. I mean, my God. I see on my counter in the backroom that I get a lot of hits but not that many comments! WTF!? >_< Come on. I think after all of the commenting I do when I get the chance to go to your sites (Which I comment EVERY time I go to your sites!!!) that I deserve a little "Hi! What's up?" in return. Shit. I've HONESTLY been considering leaving this place since Monday. I know this sucks coming from me, but I just don't feel like I'm that welcome around here. The only thing that didn't stop me leaving TODAY was the fact that I know Karen would be sad and I just saw that my old friend, Jules, came back. So yeah, I'll shut up and get to the videos, which going back to the rant, unless I play something popular like A.F.I. or Panic!, it seems that, juding by what you say in the comments, no one really watches or the vids except for Jules, my resident metalhead.

Okay, since I haven't gotten to look around for any new videos, I wanna put the AMV I made back up here for Jules to watch. Maybe I'll get a good review from someone who wishes death on Gene Starwind as much as I do. XD



And if I could get anymore reviews, it would really make me feel better. And once again, if that rant was mean or bitter, it's just I don't know how else to get it out and I just had to get it out or I thought I was gonna explode. Here's some pocky for sitting through it. *HANDS POCKY AND HUGS* But PLEASE, just at least give the AMV a try, even though it's not the best thing in the world.

Okay, like I said, my friend Jules is back on MyO! So, to welcome her back, a video I KNOW she'd love. It's Bullet For My Valentine with "Suffocating Under Words Of Sorrow" off their album "Hand Of Blood". I don't know exactly what all of the ballet dancers in this video are for, but the song is awesome so that should be enough. Also, I didn't know these guys were British until I saw them on Headbangers Ball and heard the accent. Dumb me. :P Anyways, check this vid out. You'd like em.

Bullet For My Valentine - Suffocating Under Words Of Sorrow



This week's question: Anything on MyO get you down or annoy you?

Last week's question: Yeah, I made an AMV. It's above you.

Well, once again, I'm SOO sorry for that rant above, but I just had to say what was on my mind. I know it's not like me, but if I didn't say it, I probably couldn't let myself stay on this site. So, I hope there's no hard feelings to anyone and I hope that I can be in a happier mood by Monday. Til next time, take care all of you and stay (sic).

~a7s____~ Distraught.

P.S. I'm uploading my Katan pictures onto photobucket now. If you wanna see them, I MIGHT have them on my cosplay site later today. Look for the screen name "Harry MacDougal".
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