Sunday, April 25, 2004

   COME BACK CLAIR!!! T_T
clair, you must come back! get your comp fixed....T_T i miss u! i miss your comments! come back! *hugs herself* CLAIR!!! T_T

i got to spend the whole weekend partying. on friday we through my friend a surprise party, on saturday he had his own party, and today one of my other friends had a party. the saturday party was a moive one, and the sunday one was a LOTR cosplay one. it was my chill w/clair weekend, cause i also went to her house before the party on saturday.

"for those who talk about me behind my back, thanks for making me the center of your world"
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Friday, April 16, 2004

DrEaMs [i.e. REM]
~i had a dream that you and one of my friends were cuddling. it pissed me off majorly, and all you did was squeeze my shoulder. i don't think i've been that jelous in a long time.~

now, if the last entry confused you, as well as the paragraph above, that's okay. i'd be kinda spooked if you understood it. o.O

clair~i hope you feel better, a sad clair is never a good clair! T.T *huggles*

yesterday i went over to david's and watched "cheeper by the dozen" with him and stephen. it was great fun. the movie is very cute. i luv the skater dude and mark. :) i didn't think ashton kutcher was that great of an actor, but he is pretty good. he can do a pretty large range of roles. it was funny cause one of oprah's camera crew in the movie was really dex, from punked. i guess ashton got his co-worker a deal in the movie too. plus that sally girl from "mike's super short show" was in it, and of course hillary duff XP everyone's favorite >.< ditz.

it's amazing how anyone gets work done in this class. when i look over everyone seems to be plaing games. i think we're just a bunch of procrastinators. me, i just work well under pressue. ;)

"live and let live"
-paul mccartney-
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Thursday, April 15, 2004

spring fever
~there is no way in hell i'm going to be able to survive my spring fever without you. it was easier last year, when you were there to talk to. you were the only one that understood me, the only one that understood my dire need to get the hell out of this place. but now you're gone, and with you you took the rebelion, and the will to survive. when my spring fever hit, i could talk to you about it, goof off, complain and bitch about school. you were my rebillion, you rebelled for me. now that you have left, the spring fever may consume me. i need you back, i miss you.~
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Wednesday, April 14, 2004

110 Ways To Cure Depression
well, not exactly 110, more around two. ^^; yesterday i was depressed for the entire day. i was pmsing, didn't get enough sleep, and shit was going down in theatre. but then i went home, took a shower and felt better. of all the things to cheer me up, a shower. really very odd when you think about it. the david and i rollerbladed until he went to church for volleyball. o.O weird i know. O.o

right now i'm sitting in the comp lab for creative writing. fun. uso, my life really isn't as exciting as you think, though it sounds somewhat more exciting than sweden. no offense, but sweden sounds boring, at least that's what you've said. XP

i finally got my sig de-banned on gaia. man those mods are picky. but i guess it's for the best...considering the growth gaia has had in the past year. it's scary how huge it is now. O.O

"don't worry about other's talking behind your back, it just means your two steps ahead"
-sam's friend-
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Monday, April 12, 2004

   my parents know
my mom actually asked me if i thought i was gay today. i told her bi and my parents are okay with it. it was kinda creepy talking about. they told me that it's okay, that it's "just a phase". well whatever. i don't care if it is a phase or i'll be like this forever. that's okay! i like who i am and i like girls and boys! so be it!

well besides that, gaia is overflowing with chicky and bunny hats. the server was so fricking busy last night it was unbelieveable! people who are registered but never go on except to get free shit. stupid wanabes.

so, it's weird al tonight. i get to go with clair, i love you clair! :) well that's all for now, gona go get more eggies on gaia, because i'm greedy!

http://moira.go-gaia.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=1735508&start=0&postdays=0&postorder=asc&highlight=
^that's my gaian charity shop^

"no fakin', i know you see me shakin' and the way i break it down i got the whole world quakin'"
-black eyed peas, hey mama
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Thursday, April 8, 2004

   to many boys
why ex likes me and so does his best friend. my ex refuses to believe that i could not like him, he's in great denial. the last thing i want right now is a boyfriend.

i got these killer new pants. they're dark blue and look like they've been attacked with a paint splotter. they're very hot if i do say so myself.

uso i'm glad u got a blog! and clair, i got doll ears on gaia for fun so now i can ocassionaly match u! i feel so clair like now!


"behind a pretty face lies an abyss of emptiness"
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Thursday, March 25, 2004

Party Crashers`
two of my friends came over today as a result of my brother getting spaztic about honking the car horn. so there went my david time. T.T and then he said he didn't want to chill with me for the rest of the night.

i went a whole day with only saying one mean thing to sam! go cai!

well i am bored and my brother just payed for my ice cream. my mom said it was cause rained on daivd and my parade. mokuba said it was cause that was the only way he would get the ice cream.

it turns out my mom is okay with me liking david and david liking me, but we can't do anything but hold hands. at least in front of her. ;)

i luv u clair! i get to see u and probably ben tomorrow! hip hip hurrah!

i don't even know if i really like david. i mean i like thinking about being with him, but when i'm with him it's like the dirt that doesn't wash off feeling. i think i need an "age of enlightenment" session for myself.
"i am not a slut, but i'd keep your mate out of my line of vision"
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Tuesday, March 23, 2004

   warning to awsome man: you're going down
so i guess awsome man has moved onto you clair. and he complemented casey on your outfit design. i helped you with that! grr.....i hate u awsome man. burn in hell!

okay now that that's out, i wish the letters would open on gaia! i'm so sick of waiting!!!!

on a happier note, well no happy note. i get to see my church friends tomorrow! but i have to miss the male model show at our school. T.T

clair and torra think i'm subconciously in luv with uso. i have no idea, nor frankly am i going to think on it too much cause it makes my brain hurt. but i don't know how i'm going to function when he leaves for ten months for the army. T.T

"i have no sexual prefrence, so stop asking"

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Sunday, March 21, 2004

   offical ass grabber ;)
i like my title. just think david and i and the title just kinda explains itself.

my cuz burned me the donna's cd. i luv there stuff. good kick ass music.

i only hung with david for about ten minutes this weekend! i wana hang with him more! T.T ;)

it was awsome having donna over. today i hung out with my living stations groupies at/from church. they are so sweet to me! :)

"love....makes the world go round! la la la, la la la la, la la love...makes the world go round!"
-powerpuff girls

p.s.
this site needs more emoticon options
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Friday, March 19, 2004

   HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUZ!!!
happy birthday donna! happy sweet sixteen! yeah! *dances*

sorry i haven't written in a while. my best friends girlfriend is being a bitch. god i hate her.

my cuz is over here! yeah! i'm happy she's here! they hardly ever come up here, i'm so happy! yeah!

life is boring. i luv u clair! :) i'm bored as hell. that's all i have for now. GET ONLINE KORT!!!!!!! Donna luvs u!!! I luv u!!! lol j/k.

i luv u david! yeah!

"the only difference between your friends and you boyfriend, is you can't kiss ur friends*."
-donna-
*or that's what she thinks ^~
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