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Friday, June 10, 2005


   The smiley says it all.




Ehh what a day. Today I was reminded why I've always been reluctant to ride in the truck with my father. His eyes wonder off the road to look at passing cars and the surroundings. <.< Ermm He swerved on the wrong side a few times.. And my mother and I had to yell at him, but the last little incident he did today.. I will never get back in the truck with him unless I am driving of course ^^. Anyways... He almost hit a truck as he was looking at somthing going on, on the other side of the road. He blamed it on 'a dip' in the road. I've been on that road soo many times. There's no dips, curves, or potholes in the road.... ~ Shudders~ I think I want to keep my life a little bit longer.

The only reason why I even went was to be with my mother, she was very nervous and wanted me to be with her. I don't know how I am able to calm her down, but I do somtimes. We found out that she might have cancer and they ran another test today. Thursday is when we find out if she really has it or not. These next few days will be so long and agonizing for her and I. There's already one person in my life that was like a sister..Friend.. who succumbed to such cancer.. I don't want to loose my mom to it.

You know... I think it really changes a persons outlook on life when they have someone close to them go very ill or even be overcomed by the illness because they get to weak to fight against it. Through the past few years... I've had alot people in my life go into a never ending sickness.. And slowly die away... So I think people should always hug and tell the ones that are dear to them that they love them.... You never know when they will be forever gone from the reach of your arms... Ok..ummmmm...

Always got to think positive though right? If a person is going through illness and your all down and sad you won't be there fully to support them even if it hurts so bad to see them suffer. I've learned that the hard way.



Well I'm going to put a few pictures on here..
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So cute!
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This picture caught my eye...Very interesting..

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