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Tuesday, December 28, 2004


   Not feelin' too good.
Hey everybody. I went on a manga run today (didn't get much read though), but I'm still a bit depressed despite the fact I got to go read manga. CTRNikkiM is leaving soon, plus I have to study for my upcoming midterm exams. It's the Christmas break, and I want to spend my time off drawing, not studying. During the school year, I barely ever have any time to draw. The studying is no fun either, but I'm royally screwed if I don't study, it's just so hard to sit down and work when you're knee-deep in awesome video games and ideas for stuff to draw. Plus, (WARNING: Long, boring, pathetic whining ahead) for some reason, I've started to feel really lonely. Of course I have friends here on The Otaku, as well as off The Otaku, but there's something odd that just doesn't feel right. I've been at my new school for nearly 5 months now, and I still don't have anybody I could really call "friend". Sure, I have plenty of "acquaintances", but nobody that really has a friendship with me. It took me the 9 years I spent back at my old school to find some real friends, but now my access to them is severed. *sigh*, I just feel so pathetic whining to you guys, or at least anybody with the time and tolerance to endure this post. I'm sorry, I just felt like I needed to get that off my chest. It just feels like something is missing. Dear Lord I'm so pathetic and lame. Thanks, and I'm sorry to pester you with my disgusting little problems. I have it a lot better off then a whole bunch of people out there, so I really have no right what-so-ever to complain. Again, sorry to bug you with this gay little piss-ant post.
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