Tuesday, January 25, 2005

   D:
ugh. I got my Geography test back today, which I found out about when i got back from being sick. I got... 42% u.u and Shawn marked it ;-;

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:D

2 days until my birthday. o_o also until exams x.x

oh. Okami. xD I could break up Shawn(my school o_o) and his girlfriend. yup. He said something...about her... and...

Hell. I could blackmail him. :D

-psychoticlaugh-


._.

I've been taking a lot of quizzes today. Most of them said I had issues. hmm.

o__o; -click-
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Friday, January 21, 2005

whoo~ O:
oh yes. STARBUCKS. :D though Okami, you won't be reading this until monday. and *IT* has nothing to with Thomas or Shawn D: so leave them alone.

ANYWAYS. o_o my shoulder is like killing me. it's not good to use the computer and play video games all day when you're home sick. x.x; owwww. today. I went and hit that same knee AGAIN. but this time on my locker >_< geh... well okay besides being in great pain, I've had a pretty good day. o_o; -nodnod- also I find it amusing to listen into other people's conversations, because they don't even realize you're listening and they go on with personal stuff :D muwhaz. sometimes it's really disturbing though...


well okie. finished my daily useless posting. -runs off-
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

   .-.
just staying with my posting everyday thing now o_o

Okami called me, and wanted to know who had "rejected" me. but I'm not saying shit about it D:

uhm well. I'm a stupid clutz(again). I went and tripped over my pants, and bashed my knee off the staires >_< now the bone pops out whenever I sit down. it's gross looking :D

jeez. maybe I should like make a documentary of all my idiotic clumsy embarassing moments that prove my stupidity when it comes to travelling through the school hallways. x'D see, 'cause I don't have much of a life, and now I'm gonna go make some Die(t3h sex from DEG >o no shit!) icons. :D which I'm not good at.
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

   still sick...
yup. so here I am, sitting alone at the computer. uber bored x.x; getting calls that are for my parents and taking messages -.-'

I find it quite funny how a lot of people can find friendship from being in some form of fight with someone. or the other way around; having a best friend,or so you wish to believe is your friend, and they turn around and betray you, lie, abandon you, use you, talk about you behind your back, never intended to be a friend, laugh in your face when your kicked down, or some other reason, and then you're gouging eachother's eyes out. :D how funny. because it's happened to me. quite a few times. You'd think I would've realized by now and just stopped trusting people altogether eh? pretty sad...because I haven't. :D

I used to laugh and not understand why people would go and cry over a guy/girl. but... I wish I hadn't, and I wish i hadn't gone "oh...well...they were a fucktard anyway. don't cry over something so pointless D:" because now I realize

...it hurts to be turned down...

Rejection is a lot more painful then I had imagined.


-nod- my daily ranting.

off you go now -pushes you with a broom-



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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

I'm sick

(again)

-.-' and I'm going to be bitched at by my art teacher when I get back, for I am missing a test as I type this. -sneeze- o_o;

lyk woah. i r b lyk p0sting lyk evry/ dAy n0w!1#@1!1!!!/111!!oneone!1!eleven!!1

-cough- sorry. had to do that x'D HAD to...
it's my only source of amusement right now :D
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Monday, January 17, 2005

o_O
well uhm. no. Okami. I wasn't directing that at you. x.x; more on the lines of the /fags/ at my school. -.-' -shoots them-


oot. -got saluted- ._.;
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Friday, January 14, 2005

   Kitsune = Retarded
I did the stupidest thing today...

after my stupid geography class whichtheohsoawesomeshawnwhomilikeisthepeertutorof I was carrying my binder, geography text book and notebook and I, a complete idiotic clutz, go and get my sleeve stuck on someone's locker lock. I smashed into the locker and dropped all my stuff across the hallway. all the papers in my binder. flew out. my notebook opened up to my manga and slid down the hallway, and the textbook also went down the hallway. x'D ugh... but SOME people are actually nice and they helped me gather my stuff, so then I walk off feeling like a complete retard with an unorganized binder and ripped notebook. u.u

now...I noticed that...a lot of people whine and bitch about being "depressed". not here necessarily but also at school, and on Gaia (because I'm a gaia loving nerd).

so uh...what. Is it like "cool" or something? I laugh at people who are like "omfg. my life fucking sucks! I'm sooo depressed! I hate everyone and everything I have no joy in life!!1!11!oneone1! fuck you all I'm gonna go cut myself now. You wouldn't know pain...blah blahblah blahblah...."

=___=; but everyone has problems in this world, and I hate it when people act like they're the only ones who are going through hell. They go and announce it all, and say they'll go commit suicide. but really, they just want attention. that's not "depression". do people honestly think it's just better to be like that? to state to everyone how much their life sucks and how they're going to kill themselves? I know what it's like to feel completely lost and helpless at times, and it's not "cool" and it most definatly is NOT the greatest thing in the world. it doesn't make you anymore different from everyone else. and the people who are constantly getting screwed over because of family, school and shit. they probably don't think it's awesome either. I don't blame them...

I'm not asking anyone to agree with me. it's just my look on things. My opinion doesn't matter o_o

carry on with your lives now :)
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Saturday, January 8, 2005

   merf.
o_o

yeah. AOL is an ass. but oh well. Internet is Internet. right? ...right...? .-.

-twitch- BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

bleh. I'm too tired. Ja ne.
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

   -sneaks on-
well. I managed to get myself grounded from the internet D: -shakes fist at parents- >.> assholes.

anyways. Merry Christmas even though it's late :'D~
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

:o
whoo. I. Have. Exactly. 100. Views. x3

that's sad. but I finally have a three digit number. :'D -melts-

ew. my dog. I'm going to kill her e.e
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