Friday, January 14, 2005

   Kitsune = Retarded
I did the stupidest thing today...

after my stupid geography class whichtheohsoawesomeshawnwhomilikeisthepeertutorof I was carrying my binder, geography text book and notebook and I, a complete idiotic clutz, go and get my sleeve stuck on someone's locker lock. I smashed into the locker and dropped all my stuff across the hallway. all the papers in my binder. flew out. my notebook opened up to my manga and slid down the hallway, and the textbook also went down the hallway. x'D ugh... but SOME people are actually nice and they helped me gather my stuff, so then I walk off feeling like a complete retard with an unorganized binder and ripped notebook. u.u

now...I noticed that...a lot of people whine and bitch about being "depressed". not here necessarily but also at school, and on Gaia (because I'm a gaia loving nerd).

so uh...what. Is it like "cool" or something? I laugh at people who are like "omfg. my life fucking sucks! I'm sooo depressed! I hate everyone and everything I have no joy in life!!1!11!oneone1! fuck you all I'm gonna go cut myself now. You wouldn't know pain...blah blahblah blahblah...."

=___=; but everyone has problems in this world, and I hate it when people act like they're the only ones who are going through hell. They go and announce it all, and say they'll go commit suicide. but really, they just want attention. that's not "depression". do people honestly think it's just better to be like that? to state to everyone how much their life sucks and how they're going to kill themselves? I know what it's like to feel completely lost and helpless at times, and it's not "cool" and it most definatly is NOT the greatest thing in the world. it doesn't make you anymore different from everyone else. and the people who are constantly getting screwed over because of family, school and shit. they probably don't think it's awesome either. I don't blame them...

I'm not asking anyone to agree with me. it's just my look on things. My opinion doesn't matter o_o

carry on with your lives now :)
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