Friday, February 11, 2005

   Whoopsy!
My friend got a little crazy with it and actually sent it. I think I'll keep it for his sake. ^_^
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Thursday, February 10, 2005

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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

   So wrong...
Something feels so wrong inside me right now. I don't fit in and I can't understand why I can't just be like normal people. It makes me feel so out of place and depressed that I don't have many friends at this school. At first when I came here I didn't know anyone and I was shy. Now I know a lot of people but I never talk to them. In the middle of the year I talked to a few people and had a few laughs here and there but now everything's quieted down and I barely EVER talk. I missed the HSPVA auditions so I'll probably have to stay here another year. Next year will be better but my sadness won't go away. I'm doomed to sulk in my own pain. What's wrong with me?
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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   New Profile!!!!
I've updtaed my profile and colors and stuff! I'm still working on getting my icon fixed. gotta make a new one. If anyone has any suggestions or questions or sumtin pweez feel free to ask or tell! ^_^
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

   SORRY!!!!
I haven't been on in sooo long! I'm sorry peoples! I've been really busy latley because of school. I feel so shut off from the world for some reason. *shrugs* Today I cleaned my patio and the backyard sidewalk. My cousin and best friend spent the night last night and we worked on stuff and broke my garbage disposal..... It was fun trying to do surgery on it. ^_^ SOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! How's everybody here lately?
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

   I wanna go to PVA!!!!!!
I really want to go to HSPVA but I'm scared that I won't get in again. I don't think I can get in for voice and I'm rusty on my dancing since the school I'm at now does a crappy dirty dancing type thing that I absolutely loathe. I think I'll try for art again. I'll be sooooo sad if I don't get in again! I bearly ever get to see Kiyoshi-kun anymore because I've been so busy lately with school work and I can't have anyone over during the week until I get my grades up! I have a camp out the whole weekend so I can't see him then! ugh. I think I'll have a little bit of time on monday so I'll try to get together with him. *sigh* I feel so .... so .... caged! I'm always living in this buble of school work and stress that makes me have terribly frightening dreams that haunt me throughout the rest of the night and many nights to come. School definitely doesn't help me.It's just putting me into a deeper darker pit of discontent.
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Monday, January 10, 2005

   My widdle penguin!
I wuv my widdle penguin! I did a voting thingy and 4 out of 4 people said to get tha penguin! Including me! So I conclude: I luv my widdle penguin! I luv him good!!!!! -^_^-
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   school again?! >=P
I dun wanna go to school! The weekend seemed so long. First it was josh's party then sunday it was my aunt's b-day party. I couldn't sleep last night! now I haven't gotten much sleep and I'm really tired. I gotta go ta school? AWWWWWW!!!!!! I dun wanna. No fun! >=p oh well.
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Sunday, January 9, 2005

   Josh's party
It was sooooooo much fun! Everybody was playing video games and running around the house! There was spaghetti, pizza and cake. Joanne smeared cake on Josh's face then he did the same to her and then I avenged her by putting a bunch of blue icing on his cheek. He came after me and got it in my hair! Joanne tried to teach mark to dance. and we downloaded music on his laptop and my brother was doing ninja stuff in front of the camera. Mark and me had a tickle fight. then when everyone was gone except me and my brother, we watched Hero. All in all it was sooooooooooo fun! we stayed from 3:30pm to 12:50am. That's got to be one of the best partys I've ever been to except stina and kevin weren't there. *shrugs*
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Friday, January 7, 2005

   Need More Sleep!!!!
I've been really sleepy all this week. I dunno y tho. Maybe I'm having a growth spurt! That'd be cool since I'm so short. =P I went to bed a 6 last night! That's REALLY unusual for me. I don't think I've gone to bed that early since..... ever! Wow.... maybe I'm just crazy. ^_^
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