Wednesday, January 5, 2005

   I'm back and I'm alive!!!!!!!!! WOOT!
I think I'm back to a good sleep schedule! I didn't even need to try to tire myself out. Teachers bored me to sleep! XD By the time I got to art club I was ready to drop, but alas, I had get through art club(1h and 15 min),
eating (1h), driving home (1h), and my mom fussing about hw (15min). in all I had to wait 3h and 30min. By the time I got into bed and read the first paragraph of "Great Expectations" I was fast asleep. So ends the tale of my abnormal sleeping schedule. XD
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Tuesday, January 4, 2005

   Soooo Tired!
I'm exhausted and ever since I got home my mom's been bugging me about hw and school and wanting me to do this and that when I can't even think straight! ~_~ Ugh I feel terrible! It feels like someone shoved me down into a vacuum cleaner and added water. (I guess that means I'm sick) I've been having stomache problems since July. I don't think that's a good sign. =P
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   It's Morning!
Well, I made it thruogh another night without sleep. Amzingly I don't feel all that sleepy... Well, ......uh oh.... This is what always happens when I stay up too long!!!!!!!! If I get used to staying up all night I normally end up not sleeping for a week!.... That won't happen this time. I'm gonna make sure I get tired out today!!!!.. That's weird.... sounds like I'm trying to torture myself. hehe... Crazy me! *skips off into the distance*
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   Plan ruined! Why me!?!?!?
I was soooo exhausted and then my mom and bro dragged me to indian restaurants and chinese malls and driver's liscense places for 4 hours and all I had was a smoothie! On top of that I hadn't gotten any sleep so that made me sick and tired. Now I'm thinking of just pulling an all nighter again because they let me take a nap for 4 hours and I ended up waking up 30 minutes before bed time and then we still hadn't worked on the essay! Now it's way past the time for getting a full nights sleep. Now I've decided to stay up all night again watching movies which won't be that hard because there's only 6 hours left until I've gotta wake up for school. We're still working on the essay and that will probably go for at least another hour. Tomorrow maybe I'll get to sleep early. *sigh* 4 hours sleep in 2 days.... sad.
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Monday, January 3, 2005

   NOOOOOO!!!!! I dun wanna go to skool mommy!
*sigh* it's time for the happy holiday to end. I've postponed it since it was assigned... (not a very good lil' student am i)....and now I must do the 10-17 page essay for a "hero's journey" based on the character of odysseus from "The Odyssey". Please help!!!!!!! Ima gonna die! I pulled an allnighter so I could get back to normal sleeping time and I'm now officially exhausted. The only thing that kept me awake was... Ranma 1/2 episodes.... season one.............*faints*
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Sunday, January 2, 2005

   Feelin' Funky
I felt strange today... well, yesterday. Tis now in the a.m. but nevermind that. I felt like I was in my own little world.... like no one could hear me.... like I was just a ghost without a name drifting throught the cool afternoon air, silent and alone. It seems like I'm just there... like for company or even just to be. I guess I am just a lonely spirit waiting for the wind to carry me off to a new place.... a place where I can be free at last.
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Thursday, December 30, 2004

   depression
I feel sad again. I feel trapped in the dirty world that I've never liked. I'm in a place filled with the unsanitary habits of man. I feel lost and alone. My pain is slowly coming back inch by inch. *sigh*
I wish I could get away from this city.... Sadly that's one of the things I long for most right now. There are few who understand the feelings I experience. People may think they're like me but have they really done what I have? Felt what I have?Seen the horrors I have? Few have.
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

   sooooooo bored.....tired
I'm tired but i can't sleep. I went bikeriding and now i'm soooooo tired! I'm hooked on quizzes again.... yay! ....and nooo!
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

   night owl is meeeee!!!!!
I love owls. They're cute and fluffy and cuddly. I feel so nocturnal. yay! I bet I seem so shallow right now. I must seem hyper. AND I AM! YAY!..... well... I am not shallow..... but never the less I hyper! yay!........
uhhh..... The End?
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   Love
I'm in love and happily unofficially married! ^_^
Love Advice:
1. NEVER RUSH THINGS!
2. always do what you and your lover are happiest doing.
3. always talk to them if something is wrong.
4. make sure to smile! ^_^
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