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Tuesday, January 11, 2005


   I wanna go to PVA!!!!!!
I really want to go to HSPVA but I'm scared that I won't get in again. I don't think I can get in for voice and I'm rusty on my dancing since the school I'm at now does a crappy dirty dancing type thing that I absolutely loathe. I think I'll try for art again. I'll be sooooo sad if I don't get in again! I bearly ever get to see Kiyoshi-kun anymore because I've been so busy lately with school work and I can't have anyone over during the week until I get my grades up! I have a camp out the whole weekend so I can't see him then! ugh. I think I'll have a little bit of time on monday so I'll try to get together with him. *sigh* I feel so .... so .... caged! I'm always living in this buble of school work and stress that makes me have terribly frightening dreams that haunt me throughout the rest of the night and many nights to come. School definitely doesn't help me.It's just putting me into a deeper darker pit of discontent.
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