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Wednesday, June 8, 2005


   A Little Bored with Calm Excitement
Everybody just up and left.... My mom's in Washington because my aunt had a baby, my dad's in some other state on business, and my brother and my boyfriend went on a ninjutsu camp out. Now I'm stuck here all alone. My cat made me cry yesterday. I found a blue jay that he had wounded in the chest opposite of the heart. I nursed as best I could for a few hours. It seemed like it was doing a little better because I had been using a dropper to give it water, but I think it needed food so I dug for worms in my backyard but couldn't find any. Them i thought spaghetti might work as a substitute, but he couldn't hold on any more. I started crying... I couldn't hold it back. I love animals... I couldn't save it... I couldn't do anything for it because I was all alone here. I buried it in the backyard while trying to choke back tears. I found one of it's feathers so I tied it onto my cell phone in honor of the life I couldn't save. I haven't told anyone about it yet, but I'll probably tell my boyfriend about it when I see him. I've only come to my house once a day for 2 hours(except yesterday which was 4 hours) since everyone left because I have to check in on everything and feed the animals and stuff. I've been staying at my best friends' dad's condo. We made dream catchers from scratch yesterday because we decided to make a part of her room a native american corner because she's part cherokee! ^_^ I think I'm gonna waste my last 30 minutes here doing something else. Laterz!
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