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• Bhe Gai Ling
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Birthday
• 1992-05-21
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Female
Location
• Ontario, Canada
Member Since
• 2005-06-18
Occupation
• High School Student
Real Name
• Francesca
Personal
Achievements
• I got my Orange Belt...that's the only things I'm pleased about.
Anime Fan Since
• Let's see Sailor Moon came out in the year I was born and I started watching it when I was 4 so since '96
Favorite Anime
• Many, don't ask for them -_-" you'll be there for hours listening to me
Goals
• To become a comicker
Hobbies
• Swimming, Reading, Bikeriding, Drawing, BirdWatching, Karate (Orange Belt so far) and writing
Talents
• My memory's good, I can watch a blue belt kata and mimick it step for step....OH! And basic mace spinning ^_^ (ex-band major for a father)
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
I'm just plain tired
Monthly Rant,
From now on, every month on the 19th, I'm going to just open up(this is very rare so consider yourself lucky) and tell the feeling that I feel at that moment. Why around this time and not the beginning? It would be two days away from my birthday so I'd at least have a happy entry here and in the beginning of the month, it's always hectic.
I don't want to do homework anymore! I hate being the second smartest in my class(The first who is, let's say he's a guy I used to like until he stomped on my poor heart). I just want a normal life, I want people to walk up to me and just say "hi" not "What does this word mean?" or "Can you help me with my language homework?" I hate my life, I don't care if hate's a strong word, it matches me. Lately, I've just been on the edge. Ready to crack any minute, just break down (AGAIN! Oh yeah! I've done it before, trust me, it wasn't pretty. I literally lashed at the teacher, verbally. Shouting and cursing him with words that my class would say were "Big Words." How is Egotistical a "Big Word?" Oh I rambled on about how he was a Self-centered, No-brained, Arrogant person who never gave us time to plan out things and got us to always jump to the climax in a plot or that projects were too closely laid together, it was over a story and a history project...don't ask)and cry my eyes out. I've actually spent about a quarter of my time in the hallway at school. I just want to be normal, these break downs are too reoccuring to be normal. Normality, a word that will never reach me.
End of my Rant
Anyway, I've been spending most of my March Break Working on and off. If it wasn't on and off, I think that rant would have been about 5 pages worth. I went to the Library on Friday and picked up 3 different Mangas, one I've been dying to read for sometime now (xxxholic, it's pretty good), one I've read before but never really got to absorb the concept of it (Azumanga Daioh, It's ok), and one that I've never heard of (MAR, Marchen Awakens Romance, it's funny). Xxx Holic is so cool, when I first read the title I was a little wary about it but when I picked it up and began to read it, it was okay. *sighs* I think this is my only sanctuary really, I'm with people who have the same feelings towards Anime and Manga that I do (some even stronger than I). It's better than trying to sit somewhere in my house or my cousin's place without getting eerie glares as if I'm some sort of grotesque creature. I did another quiz, this one REALLY matches me,
This picture really matches how I feel most of the time and IF I have spare time, I spend it drawing, you guys got to try this out!
So anyway, that's all I have to say.
Love,
Mai
@-\-- The Black Rose is beyond Benevolence and Malevolence
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