Saturday, March 18, 2006

Hey lurvs! Im glad to see that everyone was so happy that i returned! I really did miss this place, and being away for 3 months was torture @_@. I pretty much have been good with keeping up with everyones site, if i havent just say "NO YOU HAVENT! DAMNIT AYAME!" lol or something in that order lol. Im sorry if i havent, i also noticed i cant post everyday, being that i've been going to bed really early lately. I've been depriving my self of sleep, doing nothing, for some reason i just dont get to sleep early and i have to get up at 5am to start getting ready for school (school starts @ 7:30 for us ^^') plus i take a really long time to get ready lol. But YAYERS! its the weekend! Im so sleeping till 1pm tomorrow lol. Im really not happy with the theme i have right now, does anyone have a suggestion for a new theme? Im really into alot of animes, but for some reason i keep going back to lacus themes, which have seemed to of gotten really old for me. So any suggestion would be helpful. Thank you loves!. OMG i found a very funny video from gravitation! you all have to watch it! Its only like 1 min and 40 seconds. Its sounds like kermit the frog is singing it ^.^!!! Well I'll leave it at the bottom, and i hope you guys had an awesome St. Patricks day, and please have a safe weekend ^o^.

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Hey My Lurvs!!! Extremely long time no see! Imissed you all *glomps* So how has everyone been???? I've been okay, just stressing over college acceptances and scholarship forms lol. i know thrill....I graduate in 8 weeks..NO i dont want to grow up! Oh well thats life. I m still deciding what i want to major in, in college. I want to major in Law and minor in art, but i m not sure thats a option, hehe. mmmmm Im eating McDonalds to kill my late night hunger lol. But seriously, i want to here how all my friends are doing, just give me a small comment. When you guys update I'll go and comment, i need to get back into the groove. hmmm recent news with me...Oh yea, my friends and I started an Anime Club at our school in December, and we have over 30 members! We are officially the biggest club in the school, yipee! But if anyone has ideas on what we can do in the club, it will be montrously helpful! Were running out of stuff to do. On another note, I've started two new clubs! They are dedicated to Hideaki Takizawa. because i love his work and c'mon...LOOK at him!! He is so sexy!!! Then theres nami tamaki who is uber cool lol. Just Pm me if you wanna join ^.~ well Im off loves, but i'll be back tommorrow, and the after and the day after!.....im going to really try and stay active on here, so ta ta for now ^_^..

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

  

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

HI! Kinda long time no see ^-^, I hope everyone is doing dandy XD. Im so happy! Today was my 18th birthday!(im so old, I know T_T) It was so cool, I ate sushi gallore! It was so awesome! I have yet to receive my present though, my family is getting together and buying me something as a whole. Cant wait to see it (I hope its another car) Today was great, I went to go buy my first pack of cigarettes today, I DONT SMOKE, i bought them just to prove i was legal, that and a lottery ticket,XD i ended up giving the horrid smokes to a friend who was willing to give me 8 bucks for them, when i payed three, so hehe. He's legal, he just didnt have a car at the time, so i didnt give it to a minor. i won a dollar on the lottery ticket thing, whee! Today all in all was a good day ^_^. My grandma sent me flowers at school saying, "welcome to adulthood" I swear my little kid soul left then and there T_T. I dont want to be old, i dont want to grown up. Well, another thing that bites is that I have the cold from hell, I've had it for 3 days now, I have laryngitus (where you lose your voice) combined with a cold, so i have been stuck whispering and coughing all through my b-day. But Im still happy though ^o^. Anyways, thankies for the birthday card Mayura Ashita, it really means alot ^-^ *huggles*

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Sunday, November 6, 2005

  

I LIVE!!!!! Lol yea, sorry for not being around in over a month, I think I was just really burnt out on otaku, but i think now Im ready to start being active again! Yayers ^_^. Well not much Has happened since I last updated, I ordered my cap and gown the other day, ugh i feel so old T_T. Oh well lol, thank you Lie74, when i went around to some sites, I noticed I was part of her "my girls" section, that was so sweet! Yea Lie74, your one of my best friends here on otaku ^___^. Well, Thats about all the news I have for now, but I'll start visiting ho ever updates K, I hope you'll do the same for me. I'm going to change for theme soon, when my schedule allows it, dont know to what though, any ideas? Oh yea! Im so excited ^o^ My b-day is coming up! Its on November 14, I'll be turning 18 T_T (so Old) but my mom said she might be getting me an Ipod!! w00t! Im so happy ^___^. Oosh Ooosh I want you guys to read something that you might agree with, my friend wrote it, but i changed it around a bit to make it how i feel, but anyways here it is (its kinda long so you dont have to read it ^^'): "This is slowly coming to my attention more and more as I get further and further into anime, but it seems like the entire fan base is filled with people who just seem to have a habit of showing off. It's little things really, like the very phallic argument that “I've seen more anime than you have” or “that anime is rubbish,” with the undertone being that the person is merely discrediting it because it's one of the popular ones and they want to show that they watch the rarer anime than the popular internet community wouldn't have heard about But what does that really mean? That you should be proud because you sit on your ass longer than the rest of us to watch something. Basically all anime is a TV show, its not really any that different from the Simpsons to Code name Kids next door, all in all, its just a bunch of tv show separated into different genre’s and from a different country. But it has a large fan base, my self included. Another obvious example is the usage of Japanese phrases. Now, as an ex Japanese language student, I’ve found myself integrating the two languages, Japanese and English, together quite naturally, and I try to keep it to simple things. But there appear to be people out there that seem to use these phrases as a way of saying 'I’m more cultured than you are.' They use them in their signatures or what not, either taken directly from an anime song, or make badly written ones themselves (often without particles) and, if you were to ask them, they probably wouldn't even be able to tell you what a single word in it means. Maybe i'm becoming paranoid, or that i feel that, since i used to feel a bit like this myself (I did once, rather ashamedly, mock someone for having a smaller anime collection than me), that maybe it is a common trait among anime fans when it isn't. But I feel I notice it too often. People saying 'Have you watched any of these anime?' and then providing a list, clearly a list of anime they have watched, as a way of, again, saying 'if you haven't watched all of them, I’m better than you at anime' which is really pathetic."

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Tuesday, October 4, 2005

I live!!!! Wow its been almost a month since i updated last, I noticed a few of my friends decided to put Otaku on hold, it kinda makes me sad, but its understandable, considering it is kind of time consuming. Thank you margue for worrying about me, I have been around, i usually check everyones site, I have just been way to lazy to comment, lol. About the contest, i decided to bump up the date due to my absence, so the new date is Halloween ^_^, and if i still dont get that many entrees, I'll just burn the entrees a cd or something ^^'. Oh yea like my new theme? I have become obsest with aerith from Final Fantasy 7/AC. All the crappy graphics were made by me, the wonderfull aerith screen cap is from elevesatemyramen *huggles* thankies, also thank you for the screencap software info. Plus i had to change my old theme due to the owner of the wallpaper going a-wall on me, hehehe XD, oh well, cant make friends with the whole world. Its 8:11am right now, Im sort of playing hookie from first period (not good for a senior i know), because i woke up late, I dont have to be there for another hour, so i might take a nap or something. =_= Im really sleepy right now, i went to bed at 1:30am last night, being that i procrastinated doing my homework XD. Well thats about it for now, i promise after school I'll visit everyone who has updated, also a while back Lie74 gave this to me, so if your still here to see it thankies! *huggles*

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Hi minna-san Sorry for not visiting your sites often enough..or even at all. I have been having issues i have been needing to deal with. friday was homecoming and i found out something that made me both upset and mad...bleh...Im very happy, like im not depressed or anything...its just a nagging feeling. Well im not sure if anyone remembers this, but right when i started otaku (those few months ago ^^) my life with friends was going perfect. Have you ever had friends that you thought were forever? Well, i thought these guys were...I guess not. One day all of them just stopped talking to my sis and i, giving us the cold shoulder, well this happened in like january. Than at the game on friday, one of my friends told me the truth, (she was and still is part of that group, but she was the only one who i still stayed friends with) the reason they all hated us so much (exnay her) is because my sis and i didnt get them a christmas present! Isnt that sad! would you leave your friends for such a petty reason!?! I mean, i have tons of family members and around christmas time im broke! I dont have a job and there was 6 of them in that group! the spending limit on each person was $20! for 6 people! i didnt have that kind of money at that time, i didnt even get my sis anything, and i usually spoil her rotten for christmas! When i heard this i started crying at the game, well her and i both did, that such a petty reason could break up a friend ship we thought was so close! One of them even told her "your still friends with them? Oh well at least you can use them for there anime" she actually told him to "F**K OFF!" which made me so happy ^_^. I never thought someone would use us for our anime till now (any one could ask to borrow our anime and we gladly pop it over to them)....i better be more care full who i lend my stuff out to from now on. Now, the people in that group are telling everyone that a friend ship with us isnt worth it because my sis and i are so cheap. ME!?! CHEAP!?! Those guys owe me a freakin scholarship on what i spent on them for fast food and gas! (memo, non of them i repeat NON of them ever took me out to eat, not once!) I bought all of them gifts for their birthdays, ice cream cakes, and yet IM CHEAP!?! That really really bugs me! but its cool, all my friends are defending us (all the ones who have been confronted anyways). My friend, at the end of the game, after all the crying and hugging, asked me what i thought....I just told her "I pitty them" and that was it....Bleh..but anyways im glad i let that out....also at school, i think im gonna go uber psycho soon. School is easy..friends arent, but i wont get into detail over that....any ways another bummer type thing why i havent been writing is...for some reason everyone who knows me (hates or like) have gotten a hold of my html address here (exnay the people i have given it to)...so now i think everyone who hates me comes here to read what life has been like.....they seriously need to get a life other than mine...anyways i better stop nagging and whining and go to bed...i have to wake up at 5:30am -_-...... A face to cheer any girl up ^_^ Also i was kinda tweeked when i wrote this and didnt spell check....so there are alot of errors ^^'

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

Hi everyone, As we all know today is a very sorrowful day...remembering sept. 11, 2001. Seems like it was only yesterday huh? I was in the 7th grade. Playing on the internet at school, when they told us the news. that day in all my classes we watched television. I also remember tons of families pulling there kids out of school that day...it was very scary. I also remember when they told us about the pentagon. When i heard the second plane had hit the trade center....man it was like......woah........So here's a question: What were you doing on september 11, 2001??? and how did you hear about it??? (anyone who likes my sept banner may use it)

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Tuesday, September 6, 2005

Hello Minna-san ^_^ *Site* I know Im on a good chunk of your guy's shit list......1. for barely visiting anyones site and 2. for my new theme...which is probably a killer for those who have dial up. I finally did make a Meer Campbell fan club ^_^ so if any of you wanna join, pm me ^^. Oh and lie74...i tried replying back to your email, but your inbox if full ^^. I did this new theme *SPOILER* In memory of Meer from ep 46 on Gundam seed destiny. Its so sad! T_T. PLus i installed the sparkly program again ^_^ (cant you tell?). *Life* I better now, thankies for all your kind words. Im just not going to think about those evil people and move on with my life ^_^. I took me senior pic today ^_^...weeee....i came out like crap -_-, or course i hate all my pictures. My sis always comes out so great! Im jealous.... Well thats is for now...oh, those of you who have yet to get there banners i made, please do so today. im putting my no right click java back up tonight ^_^...Look at this kawaii gif my sis found!!!

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Monday, September 5, 2005

Hello Minna-san ^_^ *Site* Im glad a few of you got the banners I made.....If you didnt, check my previous post to see if theres a banner I made for you (odds are yes). I just finished watching Gundam Seed destiny 46...its so sad...It makes me think if i should make a meer campbell fan club......if i do, would you join??? (i better not see one after this post '_') Oh and on my lacus fan club.....The banners were to big for my lil site so i made a free webs for it ^_^.....yay. *life* Im so p.oed/ upset today....I have been listening to "welcome to my life" by simple plan and "my immortal" from evanescence (however you spell that O.o). I dont know why.....I think mainly because of my friends. One of them just basically told me i was the second wheel. In other words...He'll do something with me if no one else is free.....and that made me cry. I thought he was my best friend but. Also one of my friends is mad at me because i didnt call her, but why is it my job to call?? She is so mean to me too....she always slaps me, and thinks its cute. I need to get out of my small little town and meet better people who i can call true friends T_T. For some reason all my friends have just been hating me lately. I think i have cried 2 times today, but oh well you know what they say....cry me a river, build a bridge and get over it huh^^. On a happier note though.....MY PARENTS BOUGHT A BIG SCREEN TV!! This thing takes up the whole wall! Imagine the anime quality on that sucker!...oooooo anime night at my house...tonight is inuyasha and fruits basket!!! lol if only. But any ways i better go.....probably wont do anything with my friends tommorrow....since im the second wheel T_T.............

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