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Thursday, September 15, 2005





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Hi minna-san

Sorry for not visiting your sites often enough..or even at all. I have been having issues i have been needing to deal with. friday was homecoming and i found out something that made me both upset and mad...bleh...Im very happy, like im not depressed or anything...its just a nagging feeling. Well im not sure if anyone remembers this, but right when i started otaku (those few months ago ^^) my life with friends was going perfect. Have you ever had friends that you thought were forever? Well, i thought these guys were...I guess not. One day all of them just stopped talking to my sis and i, giving us the cold shoulder, well this happened in like january. Than at the game on friday, one of my friends told me the truth, (she was and still is part of that group, but she was the only one who i still stayed friends with) the reason they all hated us so much (exnay her) is because my sis and i didnt get them a christmas present! Isnt that sad! would you leave your friends for such a petty reason!?! I mean, i have tons of family members and around christmas time im broke! I dont have a job and there was 6 of them in that group! the spending limit on each person was $20! for 6 people! i didnt have that kind of money at that time, i didnt even get my sis anything, and i usually spoil her rotten for christmas! When i heard this i started crying at the game, well her and i both did, that such a petty reason could break up a friend ship we thought was so close! One of them even told her "your still friends with them? Oh well at least you can use them for there anime" she actually told him to "F**K OFF!" which made me so happy ^_^. I never thought someone would use us for our anime till now (any one could ask to borrow our anime and we gladly pop it over to them)....i better be more care full who i lend my stuff out to from now on. Now, the people in that group are telling everyone that a friend ship with us isnt worth it because my sis and i are so cheap. ME!?! CHEAP!?! Those guys owe me a freakin scholarship on what i spent on them for fast food and gas! (memo, non of them i repeat NON of them ever took me out to eat, not once!) I bought all of them gifts for their birthdays, ice cream cakes, and yet IM CHEAP!?! That really really bugs me! but its cool, all my friends are defending us (all the ones who have been confronted anyways). My friend, at the end of the game, after all the crying and hugging, asked me what i thought....I just told her "I pitty them" and that was it....Bleh..but anyways im glad i let that out....also at school, i think im gonna go uber psycho soon. School is easy..friends arent, but i wont get into detail over that....any ways another bummer type thing why i havent been writing is...for some reason everyone who knows me (hates or like) have gotten a hold of my html address here (exnay the people i have given it to)...so now i think everyone who hates me comes here to read what life has been like.....they seriously need to get a life other than mine...anyways i better stop nagging and whining and go to bed...i have to wake up at 5:30am -_-......

A face to cheer any girl up ^_^


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Also i was kinda tweeked when i wrote this and didnt spell check....so there are alot of errors ^^'



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