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Sunday, February 22, 2009

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ARE YOU: 1.) Perfect?: Hell no. 2.) Tall?: Rrr....yeah, I guess so, why not? 3.) In your pajamas?: Uhhh....yeah..I just took a bath. 4.) Left handed?: I wish. I mena, I WAS, but my BITCH kindergarden teacher forced me to use my right one. LAST: 1.) Friend you saw: :iconparisisforlovers: Sam. 2.) Person you talked to on the phone:Uh...grandmother, yeah. 3.) Person to text you: Kim...about two months ago. 4.) Was today better than yesterday or the same as any other day?: Uhm....that depends on when you're asking me....^^; FAVORITES: 1.) Number: 16. I dun really know why... 2.) ColoUr(s): Orange, it's the best, I love it the best, its awesome. 3.) Fruit: Uhm.... 4.) Place: Lying outside in the sun, preferably near a laptop. xD QUESTIONS & ANSWERS: Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up? A: Brushed my teeth. Q: Do you have anything bothering you? A: Right now? There's this itch on my shoulder I just....can't....scratch. Q: What's the last movie you saw ? A: Isn't She Great? on HBO. Q: Where is the last place you went? A: A Japanese restaurant for dinner. Q. Do you smile a lot? A: I like to think so, yes. Q: Do you wish upon stars? A: .....not really...... Q: Are you a friendly person? A: That's kinda subjective, doncha think? xD; Q: Where did you sleep last night? A: In my bed. =B Q: When was the last time you cried? A: I can't remember the last time I full-out cried, but I come close to crying a lot.....usually while listening to a sad song or something. Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night? A: "Ugh, I probably should brush my teeth, but eh. Screw dental hygiene." Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great? A: 7.5, I s'pose. I'm relatively content. Q: What do you hear right now? A: Some TV ad for Lipitor. Q: Does anything hurt right now? A: Uh, no, not really....? Q: What's your favorite month? A: June......it's the month of my birthday, and no school. Q: What did you do last night? A: I had a short night out to eat dinner, then came home and did some homework while surfing the 'net. EIGHT EMOTIONS: 1.) Are you missing someone right now: Um, no, not really. 2.) Are you happy?: I'm doing pretty good. 3.) Are you sad?: Eh. 4.) Are you bored?: I'm hardly ever bored. 5.) Are you nervous?: I guess not. 6.) Are you tired?: Kind of..... ABOUT YOU: 01.) Real name?: Allison 02.) Nicknames? Aly, Kittyhugger, Kit, Spontaneous, Most Outgoing (heh, I won the title at 8th grade graduation, now it's my nickname) 03.) Eye color?: Dark brown. 04.) Zodiac sign?: Gemini. 05.) Male or female?: Shemale. 8D 06.) Smart?: I've always thought of myself as rather immature, ehehe. 07.) Hair color?: Dark brown. 08.) Tall or short?: I'm 5'2. I'd call myself short. 09.) Sweats or Jeans?: Jeans, all the way! 10.) Phone or Camera?: Camera. I love playing around with those things. 8D 11.) Drink or Smoke?: I like drinking strawberry smoothies. =B 12.) Tattoos?: Nope. Parents won't allow, and frankly, I'm a bit scared of getting one. xD 13.) Righty or lefty?: Righty-wighty! FIRSTS: 01.) First best friend?: Agh, hard to remember....some kid named Abraham in kindergarten. He looked exactly like a male version of me, it was kinda creepy. 02.) First crush?: Cookie dough. True love. 03.) First pet?: When I was little, we owned a parrot named Woody that loved to squawk incredibly loudly. Twelve years later and I still have hearing problems. 04.) First big vacation?: Big big vacation? To the Philippines. I was seven. 05.) Eating?: Uh, baby food? 06.) Drinking?: ....breast milk? What kind of question is that? xD 07.) I'm about to: Realize that those previous two questions were asking what I was consuming right now, not what I first had. 08.) Listening to?: Wasn't I already asked this question? 09.) Plans for today? Slack off, and hopefully get a speck of homework done. 10.) Drank bubbles?: In mah soda. =B 11.) Lost glasses/contacts?: No, but I do get my glasses broken often. 12.) Ran away from home?: Once, when I was little, I got really fed up with rules and walked out of the house. Half an hour later, I walked back in as if nothing had happened. 13.) Broken someone's heart?: I'd like to think not. 14.) Been arrested?: No. DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 1.) Miracles?: EVERY DAY IS A MIRACLE 8D 2.) Yourself?: Heh. Well. Uh. No, not really. 3.) Heaven?: I'm leaning towards a 'no'. 4.) Santa Claus?: Hehe, when I was 5 5.) Love?: Yeppers, although I haven't experienced it myself. ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 1.) Do you like someone?: NO I HATE EVERYONE. 2.) Do you believe in God?: Well...uh...

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Sunday, February 8, 2009

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Tagged by: :iconblackminorscales: 1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most. 2. Make them answer the following questions. 3. Tag three people. ((PRETEND CAINE'S WRITING, OKAY? xDDD Hes really actually supposed to be mute for the most part...) 1. How old are you? Yanks:20 Bit: 22 Fray:18 Caine:27 2. Height? Yanks: 5'8 Bit: 5'7 Fray: 6'2 Caine: 5'6 (xD All relitively the same) 3. Got any bad habits? Yanks: They tell me I really needta stop...er..twitching, y'know? They say I needta lower my voice,they SAY I should take better care of my body, they SAY i shouldn't be as violent and they SAY I need to eat more. Bit: No, I'm perfect. ^^ Fray: Rrrgh..I can NEVER pay attention...ever. Caine: I...I'm afraid to say, but it seems that I have a messiah complex. 4. You a virgin? Yanks: NO!!!!!......yes. Bit: PFFT!!!!!!! Hahahaaa! You're new 'round here, aren't cha? Fray: ...Uhm...well...who..ISN'T...? Caine: ...Hmm...no..No I'm not...=) 5. Who's your mate/spouse? Yanks: I had a girlfreind once...Her name was Ashton... Bit: .....Roxxane...^^; Fray: Mizzie. --It was pre-decided. Caine: Well....I--I don't remember her name....she's still alive...but..But...I love Spite...^^ <333 6.Have any kids? Yanks: 0.0 haHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! Bit: No. Never. NEEVER. ((He actually has several...he just doesn't know it...xD) Fray: Well...I'm not old enough. Mizzie has to be at least 25...and then...well, who knows if they'll even accept ME....with my...uh..y'know. Dissabilaty. Caine: ...:sigh: ...I--Well, lets say I would have REALLY have loved that....=) 7. Favorite Food? Yanks: Lucky Charmmmmzzz. x3 Bit: Ham Sammich, Meatball Sub, Pizza Ham and cheese hot pockets, and of FROZEN MACORONI AN CHEESE LEAN CUISINE!!!!!! Fray: I like powdered doughnuts...^^ Caine: Er...well, snow, I...suppose. 8. Favorite Ice Cream Flavor? Yanks: Straaaawberry. Bit: Chocolate! Fray: Neopolitain. ^^ Caine: Snow comes in different flavours?!?!?!?! 9. Killed anyone? Yanks: Nyoooope. But I've DIED, y'know! ^^ Bit: ...Well, it was an UNFORTUNATE coincadince... Fray: Erk!!-- No! Caine: Yes. Several people here and there...I regret it, really. But, of course, it WAS for a righteous cause. 10. Hate anyone? Yanks: YESNO! No, I LOOOOVE everything!! But I hate Melvin.... Bit: No one, no one at all. ESPECIALLY not any particular redheads who also happens to be my girlfreind who plans to make me her husband. NO! Don't be SILLY..... D= Fray: ..No..I really can't say that I do. Caine: No one! I really love everyone around me. ^^ Very much so. (OPTIMIST. Dx) 11. Any secrets? Yanks: Heeeheeeheee. No. I have NOTHING to hide here!! Nothing,nothingnothing!! It's simply a matter if they choose to BELIEVE me, you see!!! ^^ Bit: Well, it's not really a SECRET, but I'm seeing about five other women right now...P= Fray: Well, if I told you it wouldn't be a secret anymore, now would it? Caine: San...doesn't like this, but in order to visit Spite, I have to leave the graveyard, you see. ..It makes me sick but...well, I would say it's worth it by far. 12. Love anyone? Yanks: Well, I love Shelly, she's really nice to me...^^Oh and,I love Lafayette and Nyx and Dr.Lynch too!...Although they don't seem to be too fond of me though...heheh. Bit: Oh, well of COURSE I do! --Me!! ^^ Fray: I love Lai very much, and I hope she feels the same....<33 Caine: Again, Spite...We...communicate well, oddly enough...I know that must sound so bizzare coming from the likes of me...Ha! 13. TACOS? Yanks: I liek to eat. =D Bit: Oh YEAH!! Taco Bell FTW!!! =DDD Fray: ...Uhm...hmm...yes....? ^^; (Trying to fit in) Caine: ....Pardon? 14. Ever slept in all day? Yanks: :nod: Yes. I get really sick sometimes, and then I just sleep...Or I just lie there, it's the same thing. ^^ Bit: Yeeeeah...Alot. Almost every day actually. I'm a creature of the NIGHT. Fray: Yeah, sure...but I was REALLY sick, and Mizzie had to stay home an' take care of me. Caine: MMm...no. I don't think I ever would if given the option either. I'm always so busy, you see. 15. Favorite Show? Yanks: Well...I like the simpsons...but I haven't seen that in YEARS. The only thing I ever watch these days is Scooby-Doo....heeehee. x3 Bit: I like cops...it gives me an adrenalene high..PLUS just about any reality tv show...ESPECIALLY America's Next Top Model. But, really...none of this can top Girls Gone Wild...but y'know...Puck only bought that once. Fray: ...I hate television....I even hate the news. Caine: Oh, you mean preformances?!?! Oh, I LOVE those!! I love dances! The music...the dancing, oh, it's so lovely!!! Theatre has always been a certain fetish of mine...^^ 16. Favorite Movie? Yanks: Hahahaaa!! The Breakfast Club! Bit: The Breakfast Club! Fray: The breakfast club. Caine: The Breakfast Club. (xDDD Lulz, not really...Both Fray and Caine don't really know what one is. ) 17. Favorite Band? Yanks: (Don't TELL anyoneeee....but I've always liked Pearl Jam better than Nirvana.....) HA!!!! ..And STP too, yes. Bit: Blind Melon and Blink 182. Fray: Well, you see...we don't HAVE bands anymore, y'know..? They're all under the same artist label...:Xis. Caine: Oh yes, bands used to come through my village all the time. My favourite? Well, that'd be very difficult to say....But, lets put it this way. I've always enjoyed the woodwinds over the rest. ^^ 18. Eye Colors? Yanks: Ha!! It's so funny!! I've always thought my eyes were just blue! --But Twitch's eyes are PERIWINKLE. Bit: Liquid brown. ^^ Complemented, of coure by my favourite colour....Orange. :grin: Fray: My right eye is blue....thats why I cover it up. Mizzie fixed my hair so that it'd be inconspicuous. My other eye is simply pink...just like everyone else. Caine: HHeh...I've gotten several comments on my eyes. Supposedly, they glow a certain daffodil yellow...They say it's very distinguishable. ^^ ...Although I do have blue pupils, yes. 19. Skin? Yanks: WHITE!! WHITE AS MILKKKK!!!! I only get to go outside if I'm VERRY lucky, an they say I've been good, but I'm ALWAYS a good boy, y'know? Bit: Just...white, yeah...although I tend to get really sunburnt in the SUmmer after falling asleep on the roof...Dx Fray: Green. Yup. Caine: Well, I would be white, but...now that I'm dead, I am a bit transparent. 20. Fat/Average/Slim? Yanks: Shelly's determined to get me to put on some pounds. I never eat. Hahaha. I'm too...BUSY to eat, yeah? But I'm VERRRY light--you can count my ribs if I stretch!! Hahaha! See? Bit: IN SHAPE!!!!!!!!! Lean though. I'm a RUNNER. x3 Fray: I'm naturally underweight. :shrug: Just the way...I am, heheh....^^; Caine: Oh...I'd say I'm completely avereage. LIGHT, but completely fit and in shape. ^^ You see, I HAD to be for my job back when I was...y'know still alive. 21. Rain, Sunshine? Yanks:Ah!! I REALLY, REALLLY like the rain!!! Causecause--cause it hits the window and makes it easier to CALM down!! I can sleep on rainy days! Bit: I HATE the rain. Do you understand how PISSED off I get when I'm napping, and then I wake up with rain completely POURING down on me?!?! Fray: Frankly, I couldn't give a damn. (x3 <333) Caine: Well, I like the snow...since we don't get either of those down here... 22. Pool, Beach? Yanks: ACK!! I HATE THE BEACH!!! Nonononononooo!! I hate my swimming trunks, NO!!! I HATE swimming!!! NO DUN MAKE ME GO!!!!!! (He used to be bodily conciouss PLUS he'd get a bit beat up on back then...xD) Bit: Ooooh, I LOOOOVE the beach, baby!! The beach was MADE for studmuffins like me, dontchaknow? Fray: ....Well...I can't GO swimming...my attenaes..react poorly to the water...Showers are bad enough. But I love LOOKING at the ocean... Caine: Pools! Well, springs, really. They're so lovely--so much CLEARER than the ocean. 23. Camping, Staying home? Fray: I wanna go home... Bit: I hate anything pertaining to nature. And it's all GREGS fault, too...>( Fray: Ah!! Camping, of course...of course. Where you can see all the stars when you lay back...who knew there were so many? Caine: Well, I've always liked camping, but to tell you the truth...staying home sounds more preferable, since it was on rare occasions on which I was ever able to. 24. Dog, cat? Yanks: I'M ALLERGIC TO ANIMAL HAIR!!!! =D Bit: KILL THEM ALL! KILL THE DAMNED SPAWN OF SATAN WHICH IS ALMIRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ((Roxxane's cat)) Fray: Uhm...hmm...I have to say I like cats but...they don't seem to like me that much in return...Hmm...Animals in general...always run. Of course, I don't blame them... Caine: Aah...I suppose I'd rather have a dog...They're alot more useful to people such as myself, y'see. ^^ Very faithful. 25. Believe in aliens? Yanks: YES! OH MY GOD, YES!!!!!! hMmmf!! Y--you--you don't know d--do you...? Haha...ahahahahhhHAHAHA. V--Vix...he...he cut me open and HE'S AFTER me, and he's after someone else n--now that h--he's....done...with...m--me....Nnnn...)= Bit: Oh, yeah...Okay, sure, why not? Fray: Uh, of course! xD We have college courses that use them for test subjects, y'know! Caine: Ah...hmmm....I'm sorry, but...to tell you the truth, I simply can't fathom that. 26. Natural Born, or clone? Yanks: I think I'm an android....D= Bit: ....Thats freaky man...Freakin me out. ..Natural born. Why? :suspicious visages: Caine: I had a mum and a dad, yeah. I'm normal...not a spirit. Fray:....Clone....? o.O (Well, he THINKS he is.) 27. Car or Ship? Yanks: I LIKE cars!!! I LIKE them!! You can go on the highway an--ZOOOM!!! Yeah, they go so fast!!! Bit: I LOVE car trips, I REALLY do. Haha! Puck's Malibu Stacy completely OWNS the highway man. It's HOT. Fray: I like to walk... Caine: Well, a ship, I suppose...considering I have no clue as to what a "car" is. 28. Ever destroyed something out of blind rage? Yanks: Nope!! I don't GET mad, heehee!!! Bit: ...Er...maybe just some guys face..I think I was buzzed...Weird. Think I'd remember this a bit better...P= Fray: :sigh: ...My clock..a lamp...several pencils and shredded all of my writing into unintelligable scraps. Caine: I--I'm so sorry...I can never say that enough...I wasn't myself. 29. Anything unusual about you? Yanks: I HAVE AN EYEPATCH, ISN'T THAT NEAT?!?!?!?!?!?! Bit: I can outrun any thug out in the street ANYWHERE. I am THE best damned pickpocket in Maine. >3 Fray: Well, yeah, actually. I'm completely colourblind...my antennaes are completely dysfunctional...and...well...well, lets say I can SEE certain things that you can't. ^^ Caine: ...I'm dead. 30. How much food/drink do you need a day? Yanks: Heheheh...food? Bit: Breakfast, Luch, Dinner and midnight snack plus several beers and snacks at at LEAST hourly intervals. Fray: Well, I always eat breakfat...and sometimes dinner...luch is pretty rare though. Caine: I can go about two days without any snow...but...after that I really start to itch... 31. Favorite Place? Yanks: I miss my apartment. I miss my bed. I miss my fast-food stained carpet. I miss my sheets. I miss my bathtub.....oh....I think I left the water running... Bit: Puck's bed. I think it's tempurPEIDIC. Fray: I like RIGHT outside the village where it's all grassy without too many trees. Me and Lai will take walks to the sea. Caine:Uhm....outside the graveyard...isn't that pleasant...but it reaps such a lovely reward...I don't know what to say...there aren't to many places to visit...I suppose I do enjoy visiting San in his little shed though. I NEVER tag ANYONE. >DDDD

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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

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Kurt Cobain

[101 Questions You Should Be Able to Answer About Your Character] (Must be in OC’s POV) Character: Marrow Affiliation: Street urchin, gang member BASICS 1. What is your full name? Do you have a nickname? Marrow. ... That’s it I think. Well, uh, that is, my nickname…Or maybe that was my last name..? Uh..no, I think that was Morrow….eh…Hell, I dunno. I don’t even think I ever HAD a middle name. ….Damn. It’s Marrow. 2. How old are you? When is your birthday? Eh….I’m…eighteen? …Maybe? 3. Where were you born? Where do you live now? Are you patriotic? I was born uptown this city. Yeah, I live…er…downtown now I guess…(if you can call that livin..) My mum had me in her own house, or, well, something close to it. Either way, it wasn’t a hospital. But I doubt she had me alone…Pops might’ve stuck around for at least that long, eh? …Patriotic? Eh?! To wot? You mean my country? HELL no. I coulod care less, and FUCK all those pigs tryin to put us in our “place”, cos I don’t SEE no other place for us to BE. 4. Who are/were your parents? (Names, occupations, personalities, etc.) …Hmmm. My parents. …I haven’t thought about either of them in a while…I don’t really like to, y’know? But…when my mum had me, pops bailed out on us. Completely up and left. And despite the shit he put her through, she STILL loved the fucker, and didn’t blame him for a damned THING. That’s the only thing about her I could ever say I really hate, honestly. She was spineless. I guess this is why she tried to raise me alone then, eh? Cos, uh….well…even when she held me…I guess it never felt really right for her…I guess that all that time, she really jus’ wanted dad…I don’t really blame her fer wot she did…I-I…I guess she couldn’t accept me as a replacement. …Hmmm. My dad….what a BASTARD. I’m GLAD the fucker’s been put in the ground WHERE HE BELONGS. I dun even know WOT the hell he did for a living. All HE ever did was drink, anyway. …Asshole. …Egh…I just wish Icould’ve inherited at least SOME of his facial hair…I look like a fuggin queer… 5. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like? …I dunno….I dun really know… 6. What is your occupation? I’M a member of a gang, yup. Mmmhmmm. It’s wot I do..butuh, I guess you can’t say its wot I live for…eh…between you and me, I suppose I’m not as devoted to it as I SHOULD be… They dun like me there, but I do my share. An’ I haveta say just one bloody thing…If it weren’t for that fag ONYX, Mar would like me A LOT better, and I’d have a lot fewer scars here…. Wanna see? 7. How tall are you? How much do you weigh? 6’7. …Not exactly sure how much I weigh, but I think it’s around a hundred. ....Decent. What color is your hair? What color are your eyes? Ah…my hair USED to be a tad bit more orange than it is now…but now it’s jus’ a light brown. Yeah, I’ve let it grow out..It doesn’t really bug me, cos I think if it were short, it’d be really cold…but so it doesn’t fly in my face as much, I keep it in a pony-tail. Eh…my eyes? Jus’ a a boring orangey-yellow. I dun really care. 9. What is your race? ….Why don’t we have a name for this…? (Lack of planning on band-manager Scumbi’s fault!!! D= Sorry Marrow, carry on…) 10. To which social class do you belong? …Class? I’m the LOWEST of the low. But since I’m in the gang…I get my quirks. Women come easier, and y’know wot? You can’t be prosecuted for rape either. It’s part of the JOB DEDSCRIPTION. 11. Do you consider yourself to be attractive? Do others? I don’t give a rat’s ass ‘bout how I look….and no. Never met a woman who was really turned on by me either…but WHY?!?!? WHY do they fall for ONYX instead!!! Ughh… Butuh…I think Mace is just hiding her true feelings for me…I know she wants it. 12. What is your style of dress? Wear the exact same thing e’ry day. My pop’s old trench coat (hah., HE won’t be needin it, I can tell ya that.), my ratty brown scarf from when I was a kid, and a scrapped up tee-shirt and a pair of old jeans. …Oh yeah…an this cross..I think it’s silver…Mar gave it ta me when I joined. …Dun know why I keep it, really. 13. Do you have any scars? Tattoos? Birthmarks? Other unique physical features? Mmmyup. See, they’re all over my chest…My pops gave me that nick in my ear. …And uh…this tooth…it’s Mar’s fault. 14. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? Uh..no, I dun think so…But I tend to get really bad hangovers… 15. Are you right- or left-handed? I wouldn’t know…I don’t write…Dunno how. 16. What does your voice sound like? I kinda spit out my words…I get hoarse a lot. 17. What kind of vocabulary do you use? …Eh….none? 18. List three quirks or other defining characteristics. Oh,oh!! Check this out! --I can whistle through my teeth! See? --The one I lost. Tuesday comes when he hears it. ..My tooth? ..ah...Mar knocked it out when I ran outta room to stick the needle in my arms... ...I can't grow facial hair neither. ...Makes me come off as a pussy...RRRGH!! WHY!?!? WHY is that the ONLY thing I didn't inherit from that fucker?!?! 19. How often do you bathe? Do you wear perfumes? ..Bathe? ...Never. I--I can't swim... 20. What kind of facial expression do you commonly wear (dour glare, wry smile, etc)? Dour glare? Wot the hell is THAT supposed to mean?...Pfft...Dour. Uhm...I think...I usually look pretty tense...Mar an' Onyx make fun of my big eyes alot...Yup. 21. Do you use body language? How? Oh YES. Welluh, y'know....when you wanna lil attention from a bitch...Ya just show off your skills a bit...a lil here, a lil there. Y'know. ((Yeah, but he's being prideful and not including all the other THOUSANDS of spazzmonic gestulations he makes...) 22. Do you have a commonly used saying? "Eh...wot?" CHILDHOOD 23. What is your earliest memory? Damn...we've got a whole bleedin' section on this? ...It's..it's a bit difficult to think about it now, cos like I told you...haven't thought 'bout it in a long time. BUT, all I remember from that long time ago was having my mum leave me outside to play...woll, I guess I didn't have nothin to do, cos I was climbin up this tree...An' well...I fell,an broke my arm. ...So I guess mum had jus forgot 'bout me like she did sometimes, cause I was out there fer hours, cryin' or somethin....It hurt. 24. How much schooling have you had? Did you enjoy it? None at all. Skool's for pricks. 25. Where did you learn most of your knowledge and skill? Patch. ..Mar was too busy doin..other things, plus he got a lil too frustrated with me. He acted all calm for a while, then he'd snap. I'd slink away, and then there'd be Patch. He gave me these daggers, yup. ..I never got that incredibly good at fighting tho, cos he was always...sick...so, basically, he..he jus tought me...other things. 26. How would you describe your childhood in general? It was hell. ...My mum hardly ever really aknowladged my bloody existance...and killed herself cause she wanted pops instead of me....I guess I was a lousy substitute. ...But...After that, no one wanted to take me in, and as a front to fool my mums side of the family, pops took me in. I hated it there...The fucker BEAT his only son. ..Cos he was always drunk. An' his WIFE--I gotta say I'm sorry I didn't put that cunt in the ground too. --Bitch. She LIKED getting hit. She LIKED it. An' it was always her fault I got cut up too. So, finally, one day, I got the balls to kill the dirty bastard. --Proud of it too. 27. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? Hmmm...I always wanted to be a soldier....I 'member that. Ah, irony. 28. When and with whom was your first kiss? Hell! How d'ya expect me to 'member her name?!!? I mean, fer seriously...But...I DO happen to remember that bitch quite well. She was a blonde, she was...still not sure I managed to pick her up...of course, I really dun think either of us were that willing...Onyx had pressed me inot doing IT in the first place. --To prove that I wounldn't grow up to be a bloody fag. 29. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? PFFT!!!!! HELL NO! ARE YOU FUGGIN ME?!?!?! HAHAHAHAAAAHA! Nope--lost that a LOOONG time ago....with that same blonde slut too. 30. Do you have a notorious or celebrated ancestor? Does that affect you? Eh...wot? Ancestory? ..Eh, I only ever knew my mum and pops....But, yeah....my mum told me alot of the time I looked like him, I guess. INFLUENCES 31. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far? I guess joining this gang would haveta be it. Never turned back after that...hmmm...things just kinda seem to blur after that...It could be gettin arrested tho too... 32. What do you consider your greatest achievement? Gettin the guts to bash my pops head in. I swear, it's not only the bragging rights I've EVER earned, but it feels GOOD knowin he isn't still fuckin with peoples lives. 33. What is your greatest regret? ...Lettin my mum die like that...I mean...I can't help thinkin' it was my fault. ..An' I know if she'd held on just a few more years...I wouldn't haveta be here right now. 34. What is the most embarrassing or shameful thing ever to happen to you? ...Woll, either it would haveta be the time Onyx confused me with a woman when I didn't have my hair up, or kidnappin that lil girlie...an having her beat me....Mmmmhmmm....Wai--why am I telling YOU this...? 35. Do you have any secrets? If so, what are they? ..Yup..Alot, really. And...SINCE I'll be killing you since you now know bout that INCEDENT between me and Onyx, I see no reason NOT to tell you a few... Well, for ONE, I'm actually seeing someone from a rival gang...an' ta tell ya the truth, I honestly think thats just bout the worst one I got...I mean..sheez, if Mar knew....Heh..I'd be dead. ...If he knew a LOT of things, I'd be dead... 36. What is the most evil thing you have ever done? Huhuh..thats hard to say. It could've very well been the time I kidnapped that lil girlie..or the time I fucked Mar's girlfreind.. Eh? no--No I DEFINATLEY dun consider that to be evil. MY dad deserved it, 'kay? ...I think I did a favour to this city. 37. When was the time you were the most frightened? IRE SCARES THE SHIT OUTTA ME, MAN. FER SERIOUS. Uuurgh...Jus' the way she looks at me...She knows somethin', I'm sure of it... ...Onyx is pretty damn creepy too, though...I mean, he's teeth are so FUCKING sharp, I swear to GOD he could rip you open with them.... 38. Have you ever traveled outside of your country? If so, to where? No--never. Never set foot outta this damned city. BELIEFS 39. What is your alignment? --To tell you the truth, I couldn't give a damn...An' y'know wot? I don't either. Jus' as long as I get my rights, I 'spose I really dun care wot happens to anyone else... ((This was just about the WORST possible question you could ask considering, he, HIMSELF is basically confused on this subject...:sigh: In D and D terms: Chaotic neutral.) 40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? ...I'm pretty damn pessimistic....Do you BLAME me? 41. Do you believe in a god? If so, which one and why? Uh....uhm, I dunno. Yeah, I pray to one for good luck, sure. Dunno his name tho...I dun really know wot to think about it, y'know? 'Cos I find myself getting pissed off at him alot, cause really!! Why put us on this god-forsaken rock of a planet just ta' watch us kill eachother off...It's like we're jus' there for PLEASURE. An' still...it's so HARD to get rid of that one lil hope that there is one...Even if he is a dirty bastard. 42. Do you believe in an afterlife? ...I hope so. Fer some people. But not fer me. 43. What is your greatest fear? ...Dying. ...an' I'm not even THAT scared of it as long as I dun think 'bout it...It's just...that's a hard one...I';m scared of jus 'bout everythin...but I'm not really scared of anythin. 44. What makes you angry? Sad? Happy? Why? Nnnnnn!!! I love it MOST when Mace gets that look...and puts her hand on her hipp...an--an that means she wants to screw me....God, I swear you can't GET a better fuck round here. BUT....that bastard STAN. HE' s so fuggin SMART 'bout it all. More than ANYTHING, I wanna carve that smug grin off his god-damned face!!!!!! Oh, he thinks he's so great goin 'round complainin 'bout his bloody leg to Mace, and always SMILING. --Spinelss fag. 45. Do you think people are basically good or basically evil? Evil. Hands down. We're jus here to fuck eachother up anyway, right? ...Y'know, ya really CAN'T trust anyone besides yourself. Ya really can't, evin if they say you'll be one happy family, they're lyin' through their teeth. ...I guess it's just dog-eat-dog right? Jus' the way it works. 46. What are your views on politics? Politics are completely pointless. Wot do they even DO? Oh, ne'rmind, I can tell ya that--They sit there, making it possible for people like US to be stepped on by people like THEM. It's nothin but a cheap trick, I swear... 47. What are your views on gambling, lying, theft, and killing? ...Eh, wot can I say? It's wot I do.

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Thursday, December 11, 2008

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Just the other day, dad dropped me and my sister off by Books-A-Million for a brief thirty minutes to just browse the place. While there, I realized that I currently didn’t have anything good to read, and was searching with PURPOUSE for something interesting. So, I was just stumbling along,. And there—next to the green “NICKTOONS!!!” book, was a thick novel, the cover art resembling none other than a worn, used Mead notebook. I picked it up, a bit interested, and discovered that it was, indeed the “Kurt Cobain Journals.” The thing was a compilation of several of his notebooks, all scanned and put onto computer paper, then mass reproduced with this spiffy cover and sold to book stores all across the world. Being as thick as it was, it was a bit heavier than expected as I held it there in my hands. I have to admit—I was DESPERATLEY intrigued….How I LONGED to know what his diseased, pressured mind was conjuring up from it’s (undoubtedly) creative dregs. However horrible a sickness depression is, it has always been romanticized for the side effect of creativity it seems to induce. Truly, this was the case with Kurt, along with numerous other artists. He had a undeniably very DIFFERENT way of seeing the world, and to tell you the truth, I selfishly wanted to share a slice of the pie with him….So with these thoughts of curiosity and self-benefit, my greedy hands flipped the cover back. Yeah that’s right. I admit it. …..I invaded Kurt’s right to privacy. Even after his death. But I swear to GOD, I only read the first page. …Aside from taking a glance at a handful of his doodles and comics. (As a side-note, he was an amazing artist, anyway….) But the opening sentence summed it all up. Read this, and you’ll judge. And after reading that, I put the bloody thing back in it’s shelf, feeling a lifetime’s supply of shame, but still resolving not to judge. NEVER to judge. …. Kurt suffered many inflictions. Both mentally and physically. He possessed an ongoing, undiagnosed stomach pain, no doctor being able to determine what it was, or what was the cause. Therefore, no medicine worked quite the way it should have. The pain was relentless, and never did seem to fade….Therefore, Cobain resorted to heroin to ease the pain after discovering that when enough to knock him out, the stomach pain subsided for three continuous days. He WAS, indeed very sick, and the heroin only added a new dimension to this sickness. He was an incredibly self conscious, surprisingly emotional guy. It was said that just seeing a television ad supporting the hungry children in Africa, Kurt could be driven from the room. Though due to his band’s (Nirvana’s) massive increase in popularity, Kurt’s privacy grew more and more stretched apart. He became obsessed with trying to prove the judgmental public’s opinion of him wrong, thus leading to much of the anger in his most likely heroin-induced journal writing. I have come to understand that much of the reason for his suicide was, indeed, this pressure and lack of privacy the public inflicted upon him. He was terrified of what we might come to think of him…the lies spread…but even more terrified of what might have BEEN true. Society drove him to it. We drove him to suicide during his life. And now that he’s dead—now that he has set an example for us, we completely disregard his pain, his suffering….We defile him in death as well with this chain-produced copy of his journal entries. The LAST little piece of privacy he owned in life has once, at last been stolen away from him. We stripped the man of his dignity, we berated him, we raped him. …And still, America simply CAN’T get enough of Kurt Cobain! And this is why I will NOT purchase “The Kurt Cobain Journals”, friends. In fact, I urge you to boycott the mass production of the bloody thing. Suicide notes simply should NOT be sold to the general public, however “interesting” or “deep” they may be. So please, however shoddily written this may have been, pass it on. Kurt deserves some respect.

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

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I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Go to hell... So you can leave me alone...Stop harrasing me. Stop haunting me. I wanna be alone! LEAVE ME IN PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You've already stolen the whole of me....WHAT MORE CAN YOU TAKE?!?!?!? Go away.... You only cling to me so that you can feel better about yourself....not so I can feel better about me. And you don't go away!! You have BECOME the same person I used to be...who I loved being. Be yourself...not me. Because you make a better me than I do.

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

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NNG!! GO AWAY AND DON' T CAME BACK!!!!!1

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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

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Stop copying me, dammit!!! Stop watching me!!! I CAN'T TELL YOU ANYTHING BECAUSE YOU TAKE IT SO BADLY!!! I ONLY DEPRESS YOU! Stop following me...I feel so paranoid...I feel like you're watching me...gfet off my back....please...I feel like I've been stolen away. Like someones sucked out my core. I wanna be left alone, cause I don't want anyone stealing me away anymore. Dx Leave me be.

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Monday, December 1, 2008

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It's not fair...it's simply not fair. It's not fucking teenage angst!!! I wasn't origianally an angsty person! I just..I dunno. I hate grandmother so much...I want her to go away forever. I never wanna see her face again...no, I don't care if I see her face, I don't wanna hear her bloody VOICE. Ah!!! But I HATE HATING PEOPLE!!! I feel miserable. That fucker there asks me if I'm posessed--what a PRICK! I hate her.....I hate her so much...."daddy's" not the only one suffering here, and yes, as a matter of fact, I do blame him for my asthma. I blame him and mom and Jason for possibly getting me addicted to smoke without even having the oppurtunity to smoke a friggin cigarette smoke I HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Absaoloutley no one I know anymore gets on here...but that makes it really perfect to write down what I'm feeling, y'know? ..I feel lonely. And ugly and stupid and just...:sigh: I dunno. I don't wanna go to skool, or have to see people....They're so much better than me and I hate it. I really want to be able to just confide in someone...but I feel too akward doing that, so I get twitchy or pull away...but I really just wanna relax... I wanna go to hanas house...but..I don't. I dunno whats wrong with me..I'm just very sad...