Friday, January 18, 2008

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Sunday, January 13, 2008

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Are you sleeping, or are you dead...? 'Cause I sure hope you're dead.

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Saturday, January 12, 2008

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I'm sorry....Sam, I wasn't even talking about you....I'm really sorry. I acted rashly..I'm just sad...nothing more..that's all. I just wanna..yeah, I wanna die. So sorry. I didn't mean to take it on you. trust me..I feel really bad about it.

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I wanna cry so bad....It's begining to make me sick, struggling not to. Gah! I hate it! I'm so sad! I'M JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!!!!!!!! I'M FRIGIN SORRY I CAN'T PLEASE YOU, DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!! I'M DOIN MY BEST, AND THAT'S ALL I CAN OFFER!!!!!!! ....I hate it....I'm so sad.....so,so sad....More than anything I wanna withdraw into myself. Truly, it must be what I love most....I appologize for my selfishness, but the thing is, I don't plan on changing. So, well I guess it sucks to be anyone who is unfortunate enough to deal with me at the moment. Just throw me a dagger and I'll slit my friggin throaght if that'll make you happy. I hope it does. GAH!!!! ........I just...am so lonely, I guess.....Everyone and everything seems so distant....I can't grab it. I'm not with it..ya know..? I just can't keep pretending to be happy all the time...I'm sorry..I give up. Shoot me.

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Friday, January 11, 2008

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Heh.. This is kinda funny. Casey showed it to me when he was over. I'd really like to do it myself someday...^^

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Sunday, January 6, 2008

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It's all you're Fault... ..You take me by the shoulder And whisper in my ear "You're soul is growing colder.." "I can feel it when you're near." And you tell me not to worry That loneliness is a phase Blisters fade to callusses There is no exit to this maze Oh, you are my only friend! My mind, my memory--my life All my gaping wounds you mend With needles as cold as ice But how I love you, friend! You've never let me down But please...don't leave me.. In these firey tendrils which I'm bound But you laughed at me that day.. And slapped me across my bloodey cheek When I asked for nothing but a kiss... Only you're affection is what I seek.. And now my empty mind you haunt The night is filled with screams Her contented smiles never cease to taunt A tireless existance, it seems "Just please.." I beg myself "Ease the noose around my neck..." "Take the Scrapbook off the shelf, Lets watch the sunrise on the deck." I was promised a chance to reconcile Or so that is what you said... And I believed it for a little while That is, until the dream had fled A withered boquet in one hand, A clenched fist in the other And raw emotion seeted inside Threatening to smother You snatched the flowers from my grasp And threw it to the ground "You can drink you're way straight to Hell!" You hissed without a sound As not to wake the child That slept soundly in you're grasp You're child..MY child... A promise that wasn't meant to last... "I'm so..sorry.." I whispered Choking through tears unable to be spilled, Her life--I had scarred A sacred bond had been killed I fled her house in terror Back into you're embrace I cried "I knew you'd just come running back.." "You cannot give birth to what has died." You're right, my friend.. I never should have ran From the safety of isolation As a heartbroken man --Miko ------- Wow..that was pretty darn long...xD But at least it was worth it. His "friend" is not the same person as his love. He's talking about something different during the first part.

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Saturday, January 5, 2008

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I'll tell you what you wanna know But boy, you better listen close. People gonna tell you lies Don't let it comes as a surprise. That woman's on my back again. I know she's got the best intention And you began to relize You know, got your daddy's eyes. And there's something I wanna say: I love her too. And all of this has got nothing to do with you. And I'd like to stay but I can't because I've been fooling around And I know that you told me cause you never even knew that it was hurting me When you put it on the other hand. You're old enough to understand That glove will bring it all to light I didn't say that made it right. That woman's on my back again. I know she's got the best intention And you began to relize You know, got your daddy's eyes. And theres something I wanna say: I love her too. And all of this has got nothing to do with you. And I'd like to stay but I can't because I've been fooling around And I know that you told me cause you never even knew that it was hurting me And I'd like to stay but I can't because I've been fooling around And I know that you told me cause you never even knew that it was hurting me Sometimes we forget time, And I woke up a little too late to lie Dreams should last a long time This is not what I'd call goodbye And I'd like to stay but I can't because I've been fooling around And I know that you told me cause you never even knew that it was hurting me And I'd like to stay but I can't because I've been fooling around And I know that you told me cause you never even knew that it was hurting me I love her too... -Daddy's Eyes -The Killers

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Thursday, January 3, 2008

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*sigh* I am so darn lonely over here on MyO...only Bri and me ever get on, and we've seemed to run outta topics....*sigh* I wish I could talk to someone else as well....

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BRIANA!!!! I DO NOT CARE WHAT LAME EXCUSES YOU TRY TO PULL OUT ON ME, BUT GUYS WITH LOOONG HAIR IS AND WAS MY THING FIRST!!! XD YOU CANNOT HAVE THEM, FOR THEY ARE MINE!!!!!!!!! KEEEEEHEHEHEHEHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

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Tuesday, January 1, 2008

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Skool friggin sucks. I hate it...

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