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Wednesday, February 27, 2008



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*sigh* Whatever...I'm trying my hardest to stay happy, okay? ...But right now, hapiness is just a completely random emotion that pops up, then immedeatley dissapates as soon as I reach it. It's this terrible nagging feeling that somethings dreadfully wrong. But I'm trying at least....I just feel so terrible....It's humbling.....Like, I've used this analogy before:
It's like digging through a box of cereal, searching for the prize inside. But no matter how much you dig and search, you can't seem to finmd it. Maybe it's not even there. *sigh* My life feels like soggy pieces of cardboard, which are SUPPOSEDLY supposed to be nutritious....*sigh*

I'm sorry...normally I would've already gotten over my depression right now...But I don't really think I can....I'm so sorry....