Birthday • 1992-08-03 Gender •
Female Location • Canada (Montreal, Quebec) Member Since • 2006-04-08 Occupation • Grade 9 Real Name • Haidee
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Achievements • Award of Exellence in Drama and Visual Arts. Anime Fan Since • 1999 Favorite Anime • Can't choose ONE Hobbies • Drawing, painting, singing Talents • Anything Artstic
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November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Hello everyone,
Thankyou all so much for your comments ^^ heh-heh.
To cutepresea, this is bubble tea it's really good! The next time you go to China town you should try it ^.^ Anywho, I'm sick T.T which sucks...I was suppose to go to a friends birthday party on monday, but I gues not..I feel so bad...hopefully I'm better when I go to school to pick up my report card, I'll apologize like crazy (what can I say I feel really bad) I'm gogin tot try and get to everyone's sites today!
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Hello everyone *hugs everyone tight XD*
Iv'e been trying to get my mind off the results of the exams, so I went to china town with some freinds. We had bubble tea (I like watermelon bubble tea X3) and took pictures in the purikura ^^ there so kawaii XDDD But still I can't help but feel afraid...I'm so tense TT__TT...well there's nothing more for me to say...so here watch this chrno Crusade AMV...^^
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Currently listening to: Vampires Will Never Hurt You-MCR
Yay! The exams are over! I'm free ^^....until the 23rd -_-;..I have to pick up my report card >.>
I think I did really bad on the math exam ><..math is one of my weak points, always has...always will be o.o;; anywho after I finished the math exam I had to get my art stuff..but the art room was locked so I waited there with a bunch of other students for 40minutes....heh, you should see the state in which my art book is in X3 it's falling apart...I should take better care of it...I usually would neglect it in my locker 0.0....meh, but whatever I'm getting a new one next year for my own personal use ^^ I'm taking drama when I return from the summer ;D I love drama! Althought out of all my friends I'm the only one taking drama..everyone else is taking dance or art...it's a shame no one will take music or drama..I'll be alone TT^TT...oh well...I'm thinking of a new layout..of anyone has any suggestions...I'd be more than happy to try it out...
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Hi everyone....
I'm sorry....about yesterdays post...this morning I was talking to Dspr...and he asked me why I wanted to leave...I told him and we talked a little bit...and I feel so stupid for me ever thinking of leaving you guys...I'm sorry...the reason I was to leave is because I felt as thought I was a burden to everyone...always posting depressing topics and everything...I didn't want to bother anyone...and yesterday I wanted..to well..leave everything...I just wanted everything to go away...
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Hello everyone...I am not going to continue to use MO..I have my own personal blog site on freewebs.com...I'll come back with the url if you would like to come and see it. I'll probably come by one day to give everyone there "friendship awards" Iv'e been making....take care everyone...who knows..prehaps I'll change my mind and come back ^^....
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Currently Listening to: Kotoko-Lament Current Mood: Tired
Konnichiwa Minna-San,
The exams are almost over ^^..I have Monday and Tuesday and itļæ½s over 8Dļæ½.although I have had restless nightsļæ½..because ofļæ½ļæ½.
*counts mosquito bites* 6 mosquito bites I have, 4 on my left arm, 1 on my left leg and one on my backļæ½there so itchy >.< they are becoming a real problem, I canļæ½t concentrate on my work or get a good nights sleepļæ½there just there! Nothing takes the itch away, I tried putting this cream thing on...and after that failedļæ½I put on calamine lotionļæ½.it ainļæ½t working T.T *sigh* my parents tell me that west Nile is going to be really bad this yearļæ½or at least where I liveļæ½itļæ½s because itļæ½s going to rain a lot and stuff like that, I didnļæ½t really pay much attention, although I should of X3
Anyway, I need advice for what to do with m website, here is the url:
http://www.freewebs.com/aio_anime I have no clue what to put on it, I thought perhaps manga scans, wallpaper, avatars, blank buttons, blank bannersļæ½but thatļæ½s about all I can think of >_> <_< it would be much appreciated if I got some help.
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
I finished my french exam at 1:30...it was pretty easy I guess..but one of the hard one's comes tomorrow...*sigh* at least I have more time to study in the morning, (the exam only starts at 12:00-2:00)...augh! I don't know how I'll remember EVERYTHING from the begining of the year...*sigh* If I could do it in grade 7 I can do it now I guess....I was up till 12:00 whating "the omen" I watched the original 3 movies...dude...I never thought such a old bunch of movies would be so scary >.>...but then again..any movie which has the devil in it with facts and shit like that creeps me out...(why do I have to be catholic XD I could of been somethign else! I'm half asian dammit XP)..well..I'm gonna go study some more..
take care
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Today was my last day of school, everyone was so emotional today :3..Well at least the girls XD we wore our gym uniform instead of our normal one...we started taking sharpies and we signed our shirts and stuff (you should see my gym shirt now, it's stuffed full of "luv you" "take care" "good luck" "thankyou for being there *hugs*" and other personal messages XD)Also today was my bestfriends Birthday ^^ I went to go get her present today...I bought her converse shoes...nice black converse shoes..they cost me all my christmas money ^^;...so my exams are starting tomorrow...and I AM SO AFRAID! I have french tomorrow then Intergrated Science, (no school friday..going to la ronde)History, and finally Math...I'm really afraid...the test are from everything I learned in the year....EVERYTHING...I'm so afraid.......
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Currently Listening to: Kotoko-Hane (autographed CD)
Track 6- genei (illusion)
Konnichiwa Minna-San,
The week has started out rather poor for me. I have missed yet another day of school, yesterday I had to go to the hospital and today I had to stay home because the inflammation of my leg didnāt go down as well as the painā¦. āItaiyoā, It hurts.
It all started on Monday, it was the end of first period. The intercom went off, I stood up. At that moment I frozeā¦my right legā¦It feels all tight, heavy, andā¦it hurts.
I walk to my locker and on to my next class with a fake smile plastered onto my face as I ponder on and on: āWhat the hell is wrong with my leg? This is not normalā¦I just watched a movie for Moralā¦thisā¦is oddā. I arrive in the art class, place my black hardcover sketch book at my ādeskā (the ādeskā is huge it fits like 5 students easy o.oā¦and to think only my friend and I use it) and limp over to the front desk where all the canvases are displayed. I pick mine up and get the acrylic paints out of the cupboard, then I go get my paint pallet which are near those huge windows (which I LOVE! There so big! They reach from floor to almost ceiling ^^ā¦there really nice)
I see my reflection on the window and notice that my right leg is swelling O_O;; ā¦this is not rightā¦ āWhy? Why is this happening?āā¦I ask my friend if she sees a difference between my two legsā¦she points out that the right one is a tad bit bigger at the lower calf. (I knew it! Iām not seeing things ^w^) She asks me if I ate anything that I might be allergic to? I respondā¦.no, did I hurt myself? Noā¦.I think to myselfā¦ āThe best thing to do right now is go homeā¦I can ask my dad to check it outā¦he is a doctor after all.ā I tell Mme. Chapdelaine (my art teacher) if I can have permission to call home, she grants me permission. I got down to the office, I call homeā¦I begin to cry inside..I just hate having to call to go home from school, they always yell at me...even when Iām sick. My father picks up, I explain trying not to let tears out (Iām sorry..but Iām very sensitive ><) to my relief he hasnāt yelled at meā¦and has told me to come strait home.
On my way home the tears just come out, I start thinkingā¦what if it nothing big? Theyāll all start yelling at meā¦I donāt want to hear itā¦I stopā¦should I go back?...no..I-I canāt there expecting me to be home, and what if it is something serious? I mean your leg doesnāt just swell up out of the blueā¦I come home, I take the busā¦my swelling is begging to go downā¦.Shit! There going to think I was lying! I get off the bus and start walkingā¦I donāt know why...but when I start crying and get all tenseā¦I start thinking of all the things that have happened to meā¦which drove me into this sick mind which I haveā¦I started thinking suicidalā¦ āItās not the legā¦itās not the phone callā¦itās everythingā¦ā I smile as tears roll down my faceā¦I hold onto the arm strap to my book bagā¦and start rubbing my hand back and forth on itā¦ I mouth out the word
āwhy?ā āwhy?ā āwhy?ā(ā¦Iām sorry everyoneā¦you guys must think Iām crazy or somethingā¦but Iām just soā¦) I arrive home, I take off my dress shoes and put on my slippersā¦walk into my room and collapse crying on my bed. My dad walks in, and asks me what was wrong with my leg? I donāt face him to dry up the tears. Then I explain, he tells me to get dressed to go to the hospital, he explains to me that I might have a blood clot in my legā¦which can kill me if I donāt get it fixed soon. When I get to the hospital Iām as tense as ever! My feet are turning purple; my blood circulation isnāt doing so well.
I get placed in a wheel chair, and am placed in triage 3. The other doctor examines my leg, and they think that my dad may be right, Iām sent to get a Doppler test; (I didnāt like it >< they made me take off my pants XP) I was in the hospital for hoursā¦I got the resultsā¦and I do NOT have a blood clot!(which is good, because I would if had to stay at the hospital-_- and if it got loose into either my heart or brain I would of died)
But what I do have is a muscle spasmā¦I donāt know why itās been hurting for two days so farā¦but yeah I have that XD and Iām happy I donāt have to keep using that stupid wheel chairā¦before I did the test they had me on that to keep my legs up...I wasnāt allowed to walk. Anyway, on a lighter thought. On Saturday I went to Laronde ^^ I had so much fun! I went on all the roller coasters *laughs slightly* I even went on the new one which is suppose to be more scary than <> (the monster) I think I was called Goliathā¦or something like that ^^ I remember when we got on the boomerang and the Goliath we were freaking out but we ended up loving themā¦and before we left, we went on le slash one more time and out boat thingy got stuck in the middle of the ride XD and they wouldnāt do anything...we were wet head to toe suck in some boat thingamajig and they said that we had to wait till the water came back XD heh-heh...it was fun either way...I love getting wet X3
Ja ne
